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//Wednesday, July 08, 2009 10:50 PM
exhausted
There's been a couple of event that happened lately but i seriously have no time to update my blog and share it up here.
First,i'm using a BORROWED macbook white as my macbook has some internal problem.so much for paying 2.6k and it gave me a headache in less than 4months' time.somemore,the plug for the macbook is also spoilt for no reason.i nearly got a big scare when i can't switch on my macbook on monday and i quickly went down to service centre.and they told me they would not be responsible for my data if i did not backup.if i can't my screen wouldn't appear,may i know how am i supposed to do backup?and how would i know my macbook will crash so easily if they would to rebutt me for not doing backup?but thankfully,my hard disk wasn't spoilt and i was able to do backup later that night.sometimes,i just hate the inflexible company policy(but i can completely understand their situation.) Second,i'm feeling utterly demoralized when i see my efforts not being recognized by the teacher.It's like everyone of us put in so much effort for the work,but what we get back was negative comments.i know the common thing that ya,u put in effort doesn't mean it would pay off and negative comments make u improve,but seriously,i just think it's demoralizing. maybe,perhaps maybe,i'm just a sore loser deep in my heart.i just can't accept failure and negative comments. Third,i'm totally freaked out by the amount of work that i need to finish by this semester.though it's a week by week basis of handing up assignment,but it's just SO MUCH.i really think that my heart is going to failed me anytime,like i'm really having a heart attack soon.i just think that maybe i really still need more time to adapt well in this unfamiliar environment.=( Fourth,i'm pondering with the question again,have i chosen the correct course?i'm really super suspicious of my choice right now,when i'm not adapting well to the school environment and course.i just feel that my passion are draining off every now and then,and lessons feel like workshop instead of proper lesson.=(it's so not secondary school life. FINE,STOP COMPLAINING AND WHINING,MISS CHOY.time to pick yourself up and move forward.there's nothing i can do except keep looking forward=( |
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