My Shadows.

//Friday, July 24, 2009 5:55 PM

blogger is finally back to normal,but i have decided to move my "house".

I'm changing to wordpress so as to maintain both public and private post,because sometimes,i want to rant unpleasant stuffs,but i guess it's too offensive to be so obvious,but i can't private my particular entry,so ya,i decided to move to wordpress because i can import all my previous entries in blogger to wordpress, A YEAH thing for me!cos i dun wanna leave behind my blogger blog,it's like leaving my old self behind.

Do update your link because i will private this blog in a few days' time:)

here is my blog url: http://caixinying.wordpress.com

//Wednesday, July 15, 2009 3:07 PM

macbook back!

Oh yay!i finally got back my macbook ytd!Macbook,I love you!!dun failed me again,please?!?!hahas.Apple literally changed my whole display screen and my laptop seems new again.hahas.BUT,unfortunately,this means that my 20 bucks spent on the protective screen is wasted because putting it back means got bubbles and etc.=.=''

i updated some of my software ytd night and i didn't realized my safari has been updated to the latest version.no wonder it took so long to download the update ytd lah=.=''

Safari 4.0 is awesome!!seriously.i love it the core despite using it for only one morning.i dunno is it my internet connection is faster or what,but at least it connect things faster.a great improvement.and browsing is so much easier with the multi-shot view lah!super cool!!hahas.apple is creative,u know.but that doesn't means i'm not resistant towards apple product.i mean after my macbook incident,i have lost quite a lot of faith/confidence in apple products as it seems exceptionally fragile and not long-lasting.

Handphones.i WANT NEW HP!but there are no nice designs with my desired functions in it lah.I want touch-screen cum type handphone,with the wi-fi function,but it seems like either the price is expensive or the designs is not my cup of tea.gosh,i'm desperately seeking a new handphone but none caught my eyes?!?Come On,new designs flood in at a reasonable price!!

also,i'm pondering the question whether should i stick to Nokia.because it lacks the look for user contact if i switched off my hp.like i will have no idea who called me like that.it's a must function for me because i love to switch off my hp.hahas.iPhone is great,but like i said it earlier,i dun have that confidence back in me for Apple products currently.

alright,enough of my whining.today is quite a great day for me because NO SCHOOL!hahas.i need to stay at home for e-learning!!=)that's great because i still have 1 unfinished socpsy essay but i haven start yet because of the e-learning assignments.and i want to take a rest 1st before continuing writing in english.slack hur.

ytd presentation was a blast!i have so much fun in the presentation lah,laughing so much:Dhahas,everyone presentation is so unique and fun and i totally enjoyed it!it's a great thing since i also improved on my presentation skills.

alright,i'm going do my socpsy now.totally unfazed by it.hahas.

smilex always!:D

//Wednesday, July 08, 2009 10:50 PM

exhausted

There's been a couple of event that happened lately but i seriously have no time to update my blog and share it up here.

First,i'm using a BORROWED macbook white as my macbook has some internal problem.so much for paying 2.6k and it gave me a headache in less than 4months' time.somemore,the plug for the macbook is also spoilt for no reason.i nearly got a big scare when i can't switch on my macbook on monday and i quickly went down to service centre.and they told me they would not be responsible for my data if i did not backup.if i can't my screen wouldn't appear,may i know how am i supposed to do backup?and how would i know my macbook will crash so easily if they would to rebutt me for not doing backup?but thankfully,my hard disk wasn't spoilt and i was able to do backup later that night.sometimes,i just hate the inflexible company policy(but i can completely understand their situation.)

Second,i'm feeling utterly demoralized when i see my efforts not being recognized by the teacher.It's like everyone of us put in so much effort for the work,but what we get back was negative comments.i know the common thing that ya,u put in effort doesn't mean it would pay off and negative comments make u improve,but seriously,i just think it's demoralizing. maybe,perhaps maybe,i'm just a sore loser deep in my heart.i just can't accept failure and negative comments.

Third,i'm totally freaked out by the amount of work that i need to finish by this semester.though it's a week by week basis of handing up assignment,but it's just SO MUCH.i really think that my heart is going to failed me anytime,like i'm really having a heart attack soon.i just think that maybe i really still need more time to adapt well in this unfamiliar environment.=(

Fourth,i'm pondering with the question again,have i chosen the correct course?i'm really super suspicious of my choice right now,when i'm not adapting well to the school environment and course.i just feel that my passion are draining off every now and then,and lessons feel like workshop instead of proper lesson.=(it's so not secondary school life.

FINE,STOP COMPLAINING AND WHINING,MISS CHOY.time to pick yourself up and move forward.there's nothing i can do except keep looking forward=(