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//Tuesday, June 30, 2009 11:39 PM
我不需要隐瞒，心里现在真的混乱。
我怀疑自己是否做对了选择，怎么中学一读完，世界怎么好像变了似的呢？ 怎么读书让我觉得那么陌生？怎么以前读书的回忆看似那么遥远？ 是我做错了选择吗？所以我现在才那么的痛苦？ 我想这是我面对的障碍，我必需克服，但我真的觉得好抗拒哦。 我甚麽才艺都没有，可是一次又一次的我必需呈现我最拿手的那一面， 是哪一面啊？我的长项到底在哪里？我真的很迷惘。 我真的很想靠自己的努力去做好每一件功课， 但我真的怀疑自己的能力到底在哪里？为什么这么多我不在行的事情？ 我只想发牢骚，我会坚强的，但我需要时间。 心，好像拖着一块沉重的石头，一直得不到解脱，一直找不到出口，一直在压抑着。
//Sunday, June 28, 2009 12:02 AM
IT HURTS!
IT HURTS.
Not my heart though,hahas:) Yes,the braces in my teeth is hurting me a lot!especially i have just put on the lower teeth braces.I even have ulcers/red spots now due to the countless friction the braces and lips have been going through.I can't even bite normally,i can't even brush normally,i can't even talk properly!aarrgghh,i'm seriously feeling uncomfortable la!I'm still getting used to it.Yes,It must be!I really hope i can adapt soon if not i want to faint liao!! alright,i finished ranting.cos i'm feeling grumpy towards the braces now.hahas.i have to even take painkillers before i eat any food,in case the teeth hurts like mad.hopefully,i will adapt to it soon:) Work today was literally just fooling around,thanks to mel boredom.we just keep on taking each other temperature and towards the end,blood pressure,hahas.I low-blood pressure and e conclusion we get is the thing is just purely inaccurate.hahas. and i beat my dad in wii bowling for 3 consecutive round!!yay!strike turkey for the last round in one game!was so happy la!maybe i should aim for strike in 4th consecutive row.hehes.wii is definitely fun to play.hahas. I'm back to reading Twilight Saga and yea,i'm totally engrossed in it that i neglected my work.but thank goodness,i think i've finished all ray assignment,including cover page and citation,so ya,tmr is one work off my mind.I'm currently working on SOCPSY assignment and that's really killing me.i really dun feel like reading the textbook(why can't they make it as interesting as Twilight den i will be dying to read!) and that's why no inspirations for the assignment.=( alright,i should perk myself up and start picking up the book to read. Tmr is a busy day with making food and going out!hahas=) smilex always!=)
//Tuesday, June 23, 2009 9:08 PM
对今天发生的事情所做的反思
老师说对待人就应该真诚坦白，而我也尽量以这样的心态对待我的朋友，之前是，之后也是，可是，我不明白为什么我最近的真诚坦白换来的却是一则又一则的谎言。
我不认为今天的事情很好笑，也是可以这样开玩笑的，我其实很生气，毕竟，现在流感肆虐，我不希望大家都掉以轻心的对待这件事情。当然，你可以“不爽”，可以生气我去告状，可以大骂你喜欢的三字经，但这一次，我的确问心无愧的做对事情。倘若你说的发生了，而你也打算照你说的做，我觉得那是不负责任的做法，你没有想到你威胁了多少人的健康，没有想到多少人会因为你而受牵累，没有想到事情的严重性，因为你认为好玩/有趣/好笑，所以就在冲动下做了这样不成熟的行为。 我常常不认同你的想法/做法，而我也不知道我该佩服还是感叹你冲动的原力，但是我希望你真的能在你的行为中成熟一点，因为你从来不知道你的的不成熟带给多少人的困扰。 大家都不指出他人的缺点，因为怕伤了他人，而我们大家也都运用同样的原理，不指出并不代表你做对了，有时候，做一些反思会让你更看清楚自己，而不是一味的困在表面的框框里。 我知道，读完了之后，你会很“不爽”，一定会通过某种管道来发泄你的情绪，可是这一次，我真的希望你知道自己错在哪里。如果因为这样讨厌我，我觉得我也无济于事。 对，今天发生了不愉快的事情，而且我不希望常常以skeptical的态度面对朋友/人，因为最近常常在不同场合遇到对我撒谎的人。我害怕自己以后都回有了“狼来了”那种心态，因为受骗过，所以不信任。以上的言论，我不添加了很多的个人情绪，因为会显得很火爆（反应了我现在不满的情绪）。我也已经选用了最婉转的字眼。 因为是朋友，所以才信任。我不希望我对那些人的信任已经瓦解，虽然已经发生了这样的事情。
//Sunday, June 21, 2009 11:55 PM
a slacky day!
I'm in a pretty good mood today because i finally found the song i'm looking for!
wahaha,thanks to sherrill super pro friend!like i just tell him part of the lyrics(a bit inaccurate) and whether is it slow/fast song,and he found the song le!omg,so 神la! hahas. anyway,FYI,the song i'm finding is called "No boundaries",by Kris Allen.I listened to both Kris Allen version and Adam Lambert version,and i really think/prefer Kris Allen version.sorry,not pro in english songs but i think Kris sang this song much better than Adam Lambert.Yea,so now i'm really excited about the fact i found e song,wahaha. slacky day today cos i din do much homework today,but at least i'm near to finish ray individual assignment.i seriously hope that all my assignments can be finished on time la. haiya,who says poly life not stressed? and i went out to plaza singapura to help chienyi with his fund raising project,but i guess i din contribute much,sorry,BFF.=( alright,i shall sleep early today so that i can wake up early to do homework tmr.socpsy individual assignment,GOSH!kill me man!=( P.S.my leg is so suan now la!discomfort!!=(
//Friday, June 19, 2009 1:30 PM
my life
oops,didn't update my blog again.Life's hectic even though i'm holiday.There are tons of homework that can't seems to be finished.and it's all group assignment which means combined efforts,and it means meeting up etc,it's not a bad thing but i preferred individual assignment.hahas.cos i can take charged of my learning mahx=)
Anyway,i either keep going out or worked this holiday and i thought holiday are meant for me to take a short break,haiya.how contradicting. Sunday:Went to eat Sakura with my family and i wasn't hungry tat day!so sad!but i still forced myself eat loads till i wanna puke,especially i saw the state of toilet there.=(anyway,saw shaqeella and one 4A schoolmate as they are working there=) hahas,so surprising. Monday: I went to eat Sakae with Mel,Win and Siang Len(Store in charge),again,i eat until i wanna puke le la.maybe i should eat red plate 1st next time,to prevent me from being too full den cannot eat le.and i really think most sakae outlet staffs are really unhelpful and have poor attitude la.i shalln't eat there next time le,should try other sushi buffet outlet=) (p.s.except for that "shuai ge".hahas) Tuesday: After working,i went to get my WII set officially.I went with my brother to meet mama at Orchard Central(she was having high tea with her secondary school friend),was intending to use her VISA,but the shop was newly opened,so no VISA machine,ended up using back my own NETS card.ya,i'm broke now.seriously broke.but WII is fun,definitely!=) den bus down to Chinatown to eat the fluffy Chicken rice.hahas=) Wednesday:Went to NLB to do some research with Sherrill.hahas.we went to the reference library and inside was so quiet la,i was like trying to stop making so much noise.hahas.den for the 1st time in my life,i use the microfilm thing,SO SCARY lorx.and we saw Tay Ping Hui at LVL 11 reference library.He was having a photo shoot at the singapore section.hahas. Later,i didn't sleep the whole night cos my sister was going to Boston on an early morning flight.so we reached airport at 3am and by the time,she was inside the departure hall,it was 5plus am le.so ya,i was wide awake for the whole time and i went to sleep from 6.40am to 1 plus pm.i was seriously tired la.den afternoon,headed down to pluck my 2 tooth,and yes it's SUPER PAIN,can?not the plucking part,but the injecting part of anaesthesia.i was near to tears=( another 2 teeth gone by next week.=( alright,i updated my blog with a boring post. will update again when i have time(i'm seriously depressed with the huge amount of unfinished homework la)
//Monday, June 15, 2009 9:59 PM
Wah,I'M DYING OF SLEEPYNESS.
i'm feeling so exhuasted for no apparent reason,my eyes just feel sleepy.It must be due to the long-term usage of computer/laptop,so my brains immediately linked switching on laptop=doing homework.and now i 'm feeling so dizzy now.feel like having earthquake.i bet my eyes really got something wrong sia.hahas. fine,i'm up here to rant only due to massive amount of homework that i have for the two weeks holiday.seriously,where is my holiday?!?!?grr.and all the homework seems rather tough to complete.GOSH.I have no choice but to try and finish it.=( alright,i think i'm heading bed soon.HOPEFULLY.
//Friday, June 12, 2009 11:50 PM
It's been some time since i have a decent post up here cos life is really hectic with meeting the deadline of a couple of assignments.Thankfully,i preserve on and ya,i did meet all the deadlines.YAYNESS!(Even though i didn't really score well for those assignments)
It's been really an emotional week due to certain reasons.Ya,first of all was the blow of someone.shalln't elaborate more on it cos for now,i decided to move on with my life even though i have no idea when that kind of feelings will be back again.i shall just let it down for the time being and if can,i really hope time will heal everything and anything=) secondly, i wasn't doing exceptionally well academically in school.Yes,i feel pressurized because of someone and my not-so-good results.especially after the interview session,i seriously wonder what's wrong with me.i just need time to be back myself.and thankfully,i did walk out of my emotional side,and when Teacher Bob complimented me,i seriously feel thankfully even though i was feeling rather normal at that point of time.Though he's really picky about our photos,but what he said is like giving me a light source when i'm stucked in my dark world,ya so THANKS,TEACHER BOB! Thirdly,it was meeting with the deadline for each and every assignment.It's really taxing and killing me when everything must be finished within this two weeks.It's like so not secondary school la.it really taught me the difference between poly life and secondary school life. well,it's over now despite the heavy load of holiday assignments given by teacher.It's gonna be tough but no choice,i got to perserve on for it.seriously.perhaps i'm not talented in my course,so i shouldn't really expect too much out of it.and i should really try not to keep falling into people trap!seriously!and i really feel like changing my blog to livejournal because i can't private any entry in blogger.it's really irritating when i dun want someone to read my blog. alright,i'm gonna replenish my sleep and get ready to get my wii set and hard disk tmr at the it fair!I can't wait for my Wii.hehes. Smilex always!
//Monday, June 08, 2009 11:18 PM
车子一直往单向道路行驶，
虽然不清楚前面的方向，却一意孤行的往前行驶。 结果，遇到了死角，没法回退，只得一头撞上去， 搞到自己一身伤。 拖着遍体鳞伤的自己， 车子还是回到了最初的原点。 似曾相识。 原来车子一直都在往单向道路行驶。 从前是，现在是，希望以后不是。
//Friday, June 05, 2009 9:51 AM
in school
Had my Publication and design presentation just nw and i seriously is going to die of emo-ism la.(just let me rant la.my blog lehx.)
Haiya,it's like putting so much effort,spending so much time in doing my logos and business card but in the end,it's like nothing as compared to others.WORSE,STILL gotta suan by teacher:( SO SAD.I'M REALLY DYING OF EMO-ISM.I WANNA GET OUT OF THE CLASSROOM NOW.LIKE SERIOUSLY. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I CAN'T GET THE EMO-ISM OUT OF MY HEART!
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