Not feeling well.

I fell sick the very next day after having my braces on.I hate the feeling of falling ill.
weak,vulnerable,restless and all those negative thoughts are just flooding my brains.though i was feeling much better yesterday,but my body just dun function well.Have diarrhea too and i guess it's because of the indigestion of foods.can't really bite well so extra chores for my stomach to grind it.hahas.
I can't really eat now,but i can still manage to chew some of the foods but it's extremely painful.I got to bear with it!JIAYOU!

ARGH,my stomach is feeling queasy again.

Taking a plane to Kuching in a few hours' time to attend a wedding dinner over the weekend.I don't feel the excitement due to my poor health.instead,i feel drowsy now.perhaps it's due to the panadol effects.Won't be updating my blog for a couple of days,won't be bringing my handphone to there since it's rather redundant.hahas.

CYA ppl soon!=)Take care too!=)

P.S.Ms Nat smsed the other day about the "homeworks" she assigned me to do and we chatted a bit.She said she missed us a lot and this really triggered the memory of mine.I can still vividly remember the times everyone of our class mugged hard of History and how hilarious our class could be.Not only that,our class keep teasing her about her pregnancy and blah blah blah.I would never be able to forget those times we have outside the staff room with ms nat during the night study period=)Oh ya,her stomach was extremely huge that time and her back keep aching.some teachers even accused us of torturing her.but seriously,without her,i guess our class would never do that well for 'O's.(though we missed the target by inches)

I hope that toddler are not avoiding us.It's sad how things turned out.

1st,G0-back-to-Kranji Sec-Day for JC students.hahas.Saw a lot of JC students going back to Kranji,like Eric,Chrismin,YangQi,Cindy,Clive,Issac and some of those whom i rarely or never talk before.I bumped there all on the bus 985 after my dental appointment and at that point of time,i'm rather busy with those things on my handphone which is handphone and wallet.well,it's quite great to see all them,especially in their JC uniform=)hahas.

2nd,PUT-THE-BRACES-ON-DAY exclusively for me!ya,i bade goodbye temporarily to those braces-free day and now with those metallic things in my mouth,i feel rather uncomfortable.here come my "cruise mouth"(insider joke with my sis) and i won't upload a picture of me with braces.It's like so random.hahas.anyway,it's starting to hurt now.

alright,shall update again!=)

P.S.Changed my blog song into something lively.I thought it's a rather nice song=)

Went to Yoga Lin Concert on friday=)
Before that,i have fun with LiJing and JinYan.We went to CSC to play bowling,but it was a complete rush as we are supposed to finish 2 games by 2.30pm and we reached there at 2pm.It was my fault to ask for play 2 games,and we end up having no fun at all,though i got strike on my 2nd attempt.2 lanes and the using of the facilities was confusing,and so we end up very confusing.

after LiJing have her lunch,we went to sing K.Well,though the room not as big as K-box,but it was sufficient for us and the song list there does not lose to k-box.but because i'm rushing to meet my brother for concert,i did not sing quite a lot of songs but we were very high there!hahas.pictures at lijing camera.We shall go there sometime again!=)

den i went to Yoga Lin concert with my brother,with not a single cent paid.woohoos.my sister won it through PASSION and she dun want to go.i have been whining about the concert so obviously i go la.hahas.and THE CONCERT WAS A BLAST.hahas,my first concert of my life and it was quite entertaining.but Yoga sing those non-pop songs,so the 共鸣度for me isn't that great.

I love the part where S.H.E. appeared=)The atmosphere was extremely high!=)hahas.and they sang Superstar with Yoga,and everybody was very high!!did i mention Yoga act cute in some parts of the concert?and everybody was laughing real hard.The concert end at 11.45pm,where the encore part lasts for 45mins.=.=''he didn't sing 伯乐,and it was quite a disappointment for me. Overall,I have a great time at Yoga concert!=)
As for today,i went to Malaysia.an extremely tiring trip.
gtg.smilex always!

Pictures taken at Yoga Concert:

Concert starting soon.I think my seating rocks!hahas.

The videos which they played before Yoga appeared.
He was talking about some random stuffs.about love,if i did not rmb wrongly.

His first outfit.

Singing Aaron Kwok 对你爱不完。

Olivia and Yoga.

S.H.E. singing their new album song.

Yoga giving them roses.

Yoga and Hebe hugging as Yoga choose Hebe as the one he would most likely to love at first sight.
Reason?He never hugged her before.hahas.Pretty lame,i gotta admit.

Singing SUPERSTAR.

Singing oldies song "Char Siew Pau."

Videos would not be uploaded here.=)

Having separators in ur teeth means:

Your teeth will be aching and uncomfortable all day long.IT HURTS!
You can't brush ur teeth properly as ur teeth hurts.It's just like you are having a tooth decay or what.
YOU CAN'T EAT AT ALL.seriously.say goodbye to all the food!

I really can't eat anything.anything that requires biting.and all day long,i'm craving for food that i can't eat.Eating breakfast,lunch and dinner became a terrible task of my life.I think i'm not going to survive through the initial process where i'm having braces.but no choice,i got to brace myself to face the challenges in front of me!Be strong,XinYing!!You can pull through it!

Let me take this opportunity to lose some weight.YAY!hope this will cheer me up somehow!hahas.

Braces on next tuesday and i'm leaving Singapore on Friday for a wedding dinner in Malaysia.i can just stoned and not eat there.well,no choice.hopefully,the shopping part can make up the eating part!I can't wait to go shopping!hahas.

I received my NP enrolment package yesterday.It's extremely confusing and i need a lot of my help from my brother and sister for the form.Hopefully,i will be alright with the form.hahas.and i'm really anticipating the day i'm going to own my personal Apple.well,i'm thinking of getting a Macbook Pro and i think i'm rather determined to get one.but i will still look up some info 1st before spending the money=)It's expensive but i shall hypnosis myself that it's a long time investment!!

Ok,i can't wait for the bowling cum sing K session with JinYan and LiJing!=)

I went to look up some blog so as to find out who's my classmates.and seriously,I'm rather skeptical about my new course classmates.except GuoHao,obviously.hopefully,my instinction is wrong.

2nd post of the day.i just want to rant how uncomfortable i feel!
Went to the Dental Clinic in the afternoon so as to take X-rays and mould the shape of my teeth.
It was a very amusing trip lah,partly i was amused by the X-ray machine.hahas.it's like ET revolution.and later,i really laughed out loud.couldn't contain my laughter anymore.hahas.

the doctor mould my teeth and i thought my teeth is gonna fall off.
later he put some rubbers called separator between my teeths and it's super uncomfortable lorx.

i'm now feeling super uncomfortable with the separators as my teeth is extremely itchy now.just like how baby is growing new teeth.but for my future,i will perserve on!
Torture coming soon.

Went to Campus Superstar live recording yesterday and credits goes to GH again!!hahas.he informed me only a couple of hours before the recording so it was a bit rush for me as i still got add maths peer tutoring in school.so i was rushing like mad to meet him at bukit panjang plaza.hahas. and so we go buy Yoga album before embarking on our journey to mediacorp studios.
GH talked a lot of the things and i was really interested on the things he told me.hahas.
We reached there at abt 7pm and we headed straight to get the ticket from GH friend.They were extremely nice and friendly!=)

As we were waiting for someone,meet 2 of the last batch campus superstar.Pardon me for using this extremely harshly word,but i think they were really “碧球”（meaning bimbo),maybe that's my prejudice against them,but their actions and conduct really disgusts me.

while waiting for the recording,we just stoned there and do nothing.actually,the whole show is pretty boring to me.if not for Yoga,i think i would not stepped into the live recording of CSS.it's just way too not my cup of tea.and the place was 泛滥 of "Bs&Ls".
anyway,thanks to GH i got my autograph of Yoga!at first,he was rather skeptical about the autograph,but i think it has been verified le lahx.=)
some pictures were taken.not of extreme good quality but i tried my best le horx.we are not supposed to take any pic at there.

The small stage which appear big on tv.
k
during the recording.

Yoga singing at the result recording.

the big screen with his face!=)
(Though he is rather attitude and seemingly unfriendly,but i still like his singing.haiya,who asks his voice to be so nice and attractive?)
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我拼了命似的否决我对你的感觉,
但其实那是我很喜欢你的最佳证据.
(突如其来的灵感。哈哈。）
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说真的，昨天回到家，收到了一则很震惊的消息，
说真的，我真的很难过，因为死亡又离我这么近。
除了震惊，没有字眼可以形容我当时的心情。
人生很短暂，生命有其脆弱。
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I'm reading Twilight now(i know i'm super late) and it's UBER nice!hahas.
going for X-rays on teeth later.=)

Firstly,

THANK YOU,GUO HAO!!!

谢谢你，国豪！！
完成了我这个小歌迷的心愿！！=）
真的是感激不尽啊~
将来的日子里，如果你需要我的帮忙时，我一定会拔刀相助，尽我全力帮你的！！
真的谢谢你！！
PS.很羡慕你哦，可以跟我的偶像有近距离的接触！羡慕-ing...

Secondly,
Sorry for neglecting my blog but i haven got the time and heart to blog as my life now is extremely plain.hahas.and I'm now obsessed with the korean version of Hana Yori Dango,so i'm devoting quite some time in watching the show!!hahas.and it's extremely nice(though i roughly know e storyline.hahas.)
and you know,the korean version Domyouji looks extremely identical to Jerry Yan.OMG,they look totally like twins!!hahas.and korean version Ximen is totally hot!!hahas,though he looks very 小弟弟,but he is UBER handsome.gosh,i'm发花痴-ing..hahas.i'm so into the drama!!=)

thirdly,
i went to celebrate Valentine Day with a bunch of people and we go sing K.it's so exp!!but i totally enjoy my time there.though my singing is very bad,but at least i enjoy it!that's what more important!=)

will update my blog soon.now i'm off to watch incredible tales!=)

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE TAKING COMMON TEST TMR!JIAYOU!=)

Add Maths Peer Tutoring turns out alright.the first session was quite relaxed as i met a bunch of people which i know them quite well.hahas,so it turned out to be quite a breeze as there wasn't much for me to be done.but i still need some time to find the "feel" of doing add maths again,especially add maths tends to be more tedious and brain-draining.
the second session nearly cost my death.they are not very bad at add maths,but the fact that i've got to teach them a brand new chapter nearly costs my death,but thankfully(and hopefully),they managed to get a slight grip of the topic.hopefully,they will do more practices so as to familarize themselves with those kind of qn.i will nv forget Chapter 13.
Mr Kat called me a traitor ytd when he walked past me and my tutor group and i was like "what?" and den give him a diaoz face.hahas.

watched k-20 premiere on tuesday@ marina squre and it was quite an interesting show.not totally enticing,but at least it was entertaining,but if u want me to spend money on this movie,i would think twice about it.hahas.got a huge poster too.hahas.

hmms,and my parents are going on cruise later on.good for them for a great valentine's day,but well,i'm also celebrating V day too with a whole load of ppl.but i guess it will costs me a bomb.hahas.

gtg.smilex always!=)

I WANT TO GO TO YOGA LIN CONCERT.but boos~~,no money.hahas.

WAHAHA.I THINK I'M GOING TO BANG THE WALL TMR.
WHY?
i'm going back to school for peer tutoring on Additional Maths.
and SADLY,

I DON'T RMB A SINGLE THING ABOUT ADD MATHS.
I have returnedall my knowledge back to the teacher!!!
guess i will sit down opposite my tutee and keep on gulping down my saliva and say"HEHE,i dunno how to do lehx,dun even know when to start."

I'm starting to regret the decision of going into this programme.well,not exactly.but i hope it would not be too disastrous.
HAHA,i guess that will be difficult.

Went back to school this morning and i stayed there till late afternoon.I was there actually to help mr lim to mark his stuffs,but apparently,there's not much to do and me and elaine went there to slack instead.hahas.we have our lunch there and later mr kat joined us outside the staff room.he was supposingly giving me something to do,but he done it all by himself.WHILE DEBATING WITH MISS LEONG.hahas.they were arguing about whether 4E should focused more on maths or on chemistry and miss leong keep insisting that there is little hope of scoring A1 for chemistry.then later,the conversation backfired to me and miss leong keep saying that for me getting an A2 for E-Maths,It's a fail.

but who cares?at least i don't think i failed my E-maths.i mean i can say that i already predicted an A2 for E-Maths as i know i will never be able to overcome the barrier of getting an A1.i was careless at times in my work and i know i'm not that smart to solve all the qns in e E-Maths paper.but haiya,it's over so i guess it's rather pointless chiding me for getting me an A2.

den later,I wait for LiJing and Jinyan for their lesson to end so that we can head home together.it's like so long since the 3 of us walked home together=)there was yunying also but she left earlier while we head for some desserts downstair.Near to reaching LOT 1,saw CHIN SENG in his CJC shirt and we were both very surprised.hahas.it's good that he doesn't seems to *ahem* me.hahas.chatted for awhile and i head to LOT 1.

well,reached home at around 5.30pm and raine says she saw me at the bus stop,oh,my blind eyes again.

Random thought:
I wonder how's my life would be if i choose to go JC instead of Poly.would i be able to do well or would i be miserable there?There's so much "if" in everybody life and we would never know the answer.oh well,for now,i think i make the right choice of going into Poly,hopefully.

P.S.Surprisingly,Miss Lee supports my decision of going to CMC.and speaking of that,I've been repeating A LOT OF TIMES in school wad school i entered and wad course i'm entering.hahas.maybe i should wear a tag saying "i'm going:NP,Chinese Mass Com."LOL.
P.S.S.I'm still surprised at some facts.seriously.it happened all too fast.
人生，充满了太多没有答案的如果。

云毫无止境的飘着，
是自己的主动还是风的被动？

眼睛不停的眨着，
是对眼前事物的暂时休息还是逃避？

轮胎在路上磨损着，
是对自己的解脱还是放纵？

幸福的有效期不应该是一只蜡烛的寿命。

狂蓝中。

I wake up super early today like 7 plus in the morning so as to accompany my mum to go Outram Park and i took a long time to get out of my bed as i was struggling whether to go or not to go.but in the end,i went.

Well,went to register for the cruise trip and lucky brother help them won a room with balcony!!gosh.and i can't go.=.=''
anyway,stayed there for quite some time and head to IMM while my mum went for work.Went to ESPIRIT 1st as i'm looking a vest.i saw one and i'm considering whether to buy since it ain't too thick nor too heavy,but still,i need opinion.i still dun have the courage to buy a clothes myself.i need comments.and when i was just about to leave,i saw Shao Han from 4A.He was stoning some distance behind me and he looks quite different.say hellos to him and he abit can't recognised me.hahas.well,i was scared half to death when i saw him since he wasn't moving and look like a statue.hahas.oh crap.

den later,went to Daiso and Guardian to ask whether they are still employing temporary staffs and they said nope.a bit disappointed but can't be blamed.times are difficult.now,i shall just let nature takes it course.=)shall tell u the reason below.(i dun have e courage to approach the popular staff.)

I went back home 1st to take a nap and head to lot1 for sakae treat by mr benny at around 4.walked there to save my transport fees and everybody was late.esmond keep blaming me for not notifying him,but hey,mr lim say during CNY le horx,still need my reminder mehx?so me and mr lim went to eat 1st,and siew lee and esmond joining us later.i ate quite a lot but they didn't.especially esmond,so not like him.

so the entire time we were eating and talking and crapping.talked about our classmates like how they think that *** is not going to do well in JC and blahx blahx.no comments available from me since i also dunno.hahas.den mr benny suggested i go back to school and helped the teachers to mark their assignment.after having some thoughts,I'M REALLY GOING BACK TO SCHOOL AND HELP THE TEACHERS.no pay but at least i've something to do.and lunch provided.hahas.u may think i'm crazy but it's better than staying at home and faced the computer all the times.will do finished my household chores before heading to school.YAY,CAN SEE LIJING AND JINYAN=)

THANKS MR BENNY LIM FOR HIS SAKAE TREAT.

i'm really extremely full and i doubt i will eat sakae anymore.there's too little variety le.=(
gtg.smilez always!=)

P.S.I'm feeling feverish but i'm not having fever.feel so super uncomfortable.
P.S.S.everybody are welcome to accompany me at school or go to do voluntary work.hahas.
P.S.S.S.Suddenly i found MSN a great way to keep in touch with one another,especially when everybody dun have the time and chance to see each other frequently.
P.S.S.S.S.S.I saw 李腾today at Chinatown today.he was just in front of me and wearing a moustache.i guess he's out to film something bahx.hahas.=)

oh well,Job interview failed totally.

I went to applied for the Robinsons temp sales associates and the queue was as long as queueing for Hello Kitty plushie toys.so i didn't queue for the job and went window shopping instead.but i guess those branded stores really didn't suit me so I FEEL SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE in all those shops.hahas.

went back to lot 1 and my mrt fares is killing me off.
hahas,den i went to Home-Fix and try my luck.hopefully I will stand a chance to get the job.probably tmr going down to ShengSiong and try my luck.afterall,no harm.though i'm not extremely desperate for job,but it's better to have one since i'm eyeing for a MacBook Pro and that costs like 3k plus?!?!hahas.well,let nature take its course bahx.=)

anyway,u know my brother extremely lucky?he won a pair of star cruise ticket for my dad and mum.and my parents are going onto cruise to celebrate Valentine's Day.The package is like extremely good and while they eat 大餐，i think me,my sis and bro is going to eat 快餐。
sadded.well,hope they enjoy e trip!=)

gtg.watching tv soon.=)

Oh well,i really have nothing to update because i'm literally doing nothing at home except for sleeping,surfing net,do household chores,eat and stare blankly.

anyway,just for ur info(and to my dismay),I CAN'T BUY A TABLET PC.
SADDED.
I'm being forced to use MacBook due to my course,CMC.It's compulsory for me to buy a MacBook.oh well,i wasn't really pretty upset about it.since i got to exchange "A TABLET FOR AN APPLE".hahas.
but i have never used a Macbook before,unless u count those times where i was at their retail stores playing with e PC,and i looked so.....
hahas.anyway,i hope that with my intelligence level,i will adapt well and quickly to MacBook.if not,i will go mad.hahas.

I can't wait to get my laptop!=)

P.S.hopefully my job interview tomorrow will goes well!=)