Yo!!!
I'm now blogging at a School in Nanjing and it's UBER COLD HERE!
seriously,i'm now dressed like a dumpling here and i my movement is super restricted due to the thick clothing.

I REALLY TRULY MISS MY HOME AND SINGAPORE A LOT!!!!
I have no idea is it the cold weather that make me miss home so much or etc,but i really have the impulse to go back home.I'm not exactly enjoying my life here,seriously.
haiya,by typing this post,i really feel that my english has really detoriated.
DO SAVE ME FROM MY DISASTROUS ENGLISH WHEN I GO BACK HOME!hahas.

Jinyan and LiJing,ur present really give me a real headache!but hopefully u guys will like the present i bought for you!=)

P.S.I still got an exam to take here!GRRR.i thought my life would be easier after 'O's,but somehow,it proves me wrong.

P.P.S.Though this post is filled with broken english and no sense english,but I put in a lot of effort to type this post as the spacebar seems to be spoil,AT LEAST,i'm not making as much noise as GOH WAN XIN.hahas.

P.P.P.S.I have Chemistry lesson just now and i nearly fell asleep as all the names are in Chinese and all i do is stare blankly at the teacher.

P.P.P.P.S.THE food here is super oily and salty.I thought i will slim down when i'm here but it seems like i'm wrong again.

思念家的心情一直在我脑海里徘徊着,
对于现在,我真的好累,好想回到属于我自己的世界,
我想我是孤僻的,
我想或许群体生活真的有那么一点不适合我.

我的思念是无边无际的.

HOHO,I'm flying to China tmr le.guess i would not have the luxury to post during tmr morning cos i will be busy with all my last minute check.
Though it's not the first time i'm going to BeiJing,but the anticipation is no lesser=)
DO TAKE CARE EVERYONE AND I WILL DEFINITELY MISS EVERYONE!!=)

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE!=)

DO MISS ME TOO(P.S.I'M SURE U GUYS WILL MISS ME DE!!)!!

P.P.S.I love my blog song!have a hard time finding the suitable one!=)

提前在这里祝大家圣诞节快乐！=）

P.P.P.S.I got bring my hp to China,so if u dun want ur bill to EXPLODE,dun sms/call me cos it will cost much much more!=)

FLYING IN 2 DAYS' TIME.I CAN'T WAIT TO!=)

Finally,i'm going to China after anticipating it for weeks and days!=)
Though this is not the 1st time i'm going,but i still feel rather excited as i'm going with a bunch of EXTREMELY INSANE PEOPLE.(Hey,we got to admit that the 10 of us is crazy ppl,just take e meeting on sat for instance.hahas.)
But it's kinda wasted that we are only in BeiJing for 3 days and we got to head off to NanJing.can't even meet up with my buddy,SADDED.but one great thing about this trip is that we got to take China Airlines to go to NanJing.wahaha.so good=)

Well,earlier this week,i received a letter from MOE congratulating me for receiving EAGLES AWARD and i was UTTERLY SHOCKED TO THE SKY.hahas.hey,i've been envy with people getting EAGLES Award for the past 3 years and i can't believe i gotten 1 too,based on my lousy CCA attendance.that must be miracle,isn't it?hahas.collecting it on Jan,perhaps maybe with O level result release date.

OMG.the mention of O LEVEL Result already made my stomach like a clenched fist,my heart thumping extra harder.I shall NOT think about it now.but nothing could actually made me calmed down from the anxiety of knowing my result.I'M ESPECIALLY WORRIED FOR MY ENG.

On top of e EAGLES AWARD,I won a Christmas LogCake from Goodwood Park Hotel when i participate in a contest organised by XIN.sg.there was a quiz and u must state the reason why i want to win that logcake and i wrote something like this: 由于今年无法跟家人一起度过圣诞节，便想借此机会表达我对家人的感激，因为要不是他们的鼓励与支持，我也不会勇敢的面对困难。 hehes.and i won the logcake!=)what's more,a D24 Durian LOGCAKE.wahaha. there's a hidden meaning behind this msg and i'm sure all the secs 4 that has taken e major exams understand wad kind of difficulties we faced this year.=) collecting the cake later on as the latest collection date is 23rd of dec,which unfortunately,i'm not in Singapore.

Here is my name!=)
GTG.smilex always!=)

WAHAHA.I have been slacking like nuts and i totally ENJOYED IT!
I have been busy watching videos ever since i have stopped working at DAISO and it's totally an GRADE A* thing to do.hahas.
I've just finished watching New Heart,a korean drama that is screened every weekend on Channel U @ 7.30pm this afternoon and it was an AWESOME drama!!=)
I have been busy catching it this few days on mysoju and though the drama wasn't very addictive,but u just can't stop watching it.though the drama is very greyish and very politics and EXTREMELY DISGUSTING due to the surgery scenes,it's still a FAB drama.
oh ya,u can still learned some medical terms for heart diseases or some HAPPENING thing like Cardiac Arrest,which i think this might led to sudden death due to irregular heart beating,MR ,V Tac. etc.
well,isn't this an educational show?hahas.but 1stly,u got to be able to take on disgusting scenes and extremely bloody scenes to watch this show as i remember there is one scene where e blood was spitting like fountain.hahas.
Enough of promoting the drama,do catch it on Channel U!hahas.

Oh ya,dad and mum are finally back from Kuching on Wednesday and it was definitely great to see them again.finally,no more eating on hotdogs,sardines and luncheon meat almost everyday.
hahas.

Having the hsk meeting tmr and i wonder how's the meeting is like.and i guess i would start preparing the stuffs needed for the trip from tomorrow onwards.GREATLY ANTICIPATING THE TRIP!=)

P.S.THANKS TO THOSE WHO TAGGED AND ENCOURAGED ME!I WILL DEFINITELY LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES AND BECOME A BETTER PERSON!ALIKATOH!=)

Yesterday went to watch Cape No.7 with JinYan and i felt that it was a splendid movie with some flaws in it,BUT it didn't really affect how i feel about the movie.
Well,the movie was super hilarious even though it was in dialect.but i think if it's not for e use of dialect,the movie wouldn't be that captivating.and in one part,i couldn't stop laughing even though Jinyan claimed that the following part wasn't funny.but seriously,i think it was super hilarious lorx.there's a flow in it.hahas.anyway,it really helps to lighten the unhappiness in my heart.hahas.

海角7号不愧是一部好电影，
拍摄得很细腻，
但美中不足的是有一些细节没有交代的很清楚，
搞得我有一点儿摸不清状况。
在他们举行演唱会会的那一段，
看着范逸臣在飙歌时，
心里有种莫名其妙的感动，
那股强烈的感动在他唱｛国境之南}时更强烈。
或许就是因为有共鸣，所以大家才会喜欢这部电影。
当然，我也不例外=）

so if u got time,do watch this movie!It's really worth supporting!=)

看了一些照片，
才发现自己的存在常常被忽略与漠视。
但这能怪谁呢？
说真的，我很难过，我很想躲在一角狠狠地大哭一场，
因为自己的选择与决定造成了今日的尴尬局面。
我的选择错了吗？
难道把学业放在第一位置有错吗？
自从一些学长走之后，
天变了。
整个天好像都变了似的，没有她似乎不行。
我的存在更因为有了她而变得更不值与忽略，
就因为我们不亲近，所以我就好像永远的B咖似的，
我该做的都没法做，
但这我也不怪谁，毕竟，自己就好像是一个空壳子，什么也没有。

是我的错。
我以为随便进一个社团就行了，
但原来没兴趣就等于日后的没动力。
对于不受肯定，就当作是一个教诲吧！
看清了一切，就不会再犯下同一个错误。

我不圆滑的处事方式搞僵我与很多人的关系，
我一定会把它当成磨练，从中吸取教训了。

人生的每一大挫折与漠视，都将会雕塑我成为更好的人。

我会证明给你看。

PLANE.
OVERSEAS.
ABROAD.

A lot of people around are going abroad or HAVE GONE OVERSEAS and that does not exclude my parent.
WAH~~~
Ya,my parent went to Kuching today which is a part of malaysia,near Sarawak,i think.(dun bash me for wrong info,cos i nv went there before)
and i'm being left in Singapore to guard home.hahas.oh ya,forget to mention,"abused" by my brother and sister.
these two evil people never fails to tease me or make my life hard when 爹爹 and 娘 is not around.
so in the noon,we went to the budget terminal to send them off for their 探亲之旅,and the food at budget terminal is NOT AT LEAST BUDGET at all.
A plate of hor fun with fish,prawn and chicken costs $7.50,which i can simply buy two plates of NOT TO MISS hor fun with ingredients such as pork,prawns,sotong and vegetables from the stall near my house!really got a shock of my life when i see the price,and of course,i didn't settle my lunch there.buy a chicken pie there and to fill my stomach temporary.but the chicken pie was so "tall" that i simply eat until very ugly and 没形象though i know 我没形象可言。
And so we went to IKEA TAMPINESS and settle my lunch there.woahs,IKEA FOOD is nice.it's my 1st time eating at IKEA and i find it rather cool or should i say totally cool?so fun pushing the trolley round and round.hahas.i sound kiddish but u can't blame me.I ordered the Christmas Hot Plate and it was SO-SO due to the garlic that has been mashed up and it was kind of all over the turkey meat.so it was rather a down side for me.=(
NO PICS as i'm still not brave enough to be taking pics all the times.I'M SHY,OK?hahas.

P.S.MY grandma plus cousin also went overseas today too.
I'm left in Singapore to stone.
though boring,but at least i feel safe and cosy.

I hate to admit but MY ENGLISH IS REALLY 每况愈下。
每个人喜欢用回自己熟悉的东西和语言，
我也不例外。
但我害怕，如果我慢慢与英文脱节，
我的英文真的会惨不忍睹，
虽然说现在已经让人不敢恭维了。

Wah lala~~
I totally enjoy my 宅女 style of life.hahas.
been spending my day slacking and slacking.this kind of life is what i anticipated throughout the year,no guilt,no burden.all u have in your brain is nothing.no fretting of ‘O level is coming'.hahas.
since i'm free till like siao,i guess i can make use of this opportunity to thank all my friends.but firstly,my priority are given to JINYAN AND LIJING.*applause*

Well,let's start with JinYan first.(no offence to LiJing,ok?u are equally important to me!!=))
TO ME,JINYAN is definitely a very important friend and definitely one of the BESTEST OF THE BEST friend to me!We didn't hit off immediately when we first met cos i was being labelled as the nerd in the class.hey,but u couldn't blame me as i was immersed in my own world.hahas.but after Poh Ting gradually accepted me,everyone else began to see the GREAT side of me,and i began to be close with JINYAN.and our relationship maintain till now.hahas.well JINYAN,i really got to thank you for being by my side all the while,encouraging me when i'm feeling very low,upset and demoralised,accompanying me to hospital to take blood test and waste ur transport fees.On top of that,she got to endure my easily agitated personality and i tend to rant on her.SORRY and I REALLY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR EVERYTHING U HAVE DONE FOR ME.REALLY.
She's quite pitiful for having me as her friend cos i drag her to Daiso to work,and in the end,i left her there to work till end of december.SORRY.I will compensate u by buying u a great gift from China=)
Lastly,LEE-LEE SAN,u got to be more decisive and 坚定 in your decision at times,ok?dun let other people decision swayed u so easily.YOU ARE YOURSELF,so u make the decision yourself and not being passive about it.
要坚持你自己的想法与看法,
不要因为人家怂恿你,所以你就要顺从,
有些时候,决定取决于你自己,知道吗?=)

TO ME,LIJING is a surprise.well,if friends remember,LIJING is an extremist person at times.if she like that person,she would really LIKE that person to the max.BUT,if she hate that person,she would HATE that person to the max.so when i was in Secondary 1,unfortunately,i belong to the later group.I have forgotten when she accepted me as a friend,but I feel really blessed to have her as my best friend and the other BESTEST OF THE BEST friend to me!Well, dun misunderstood her just because she rarely wore a smile on her face,but she is really a warm person if u get to know her well,so IT'S A LOSS if u DO NOT KNOW HER.hahas.well,LIJING,thanks for being my friend for the past 4 years.it's really a fortunate things to know you.I know Jinyan and me have angered you and upset a lot of times,but i hope u understand that none of the incident was what we meant.we really appreciate you as our closest friend.Thanks for telling me that u regard me as ur BESTEST friend after that night study.it really touched me=)
I REALLY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR BEING MY FRIEND,REALLY.WITHOUT U,I THINK MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE WOULD BE AS DULL AS MY PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE.Thanks a lot!=)
LASTLY,YEO-YEO SAN,be more accepting to others,ok?sometimes,people may be a biased source towards certain people.but we got to be objective,ok?oh ya,do wear more smile on your face!=)

well,i gotta admit that english is really not a language i can express myself well.so my language sound weird or funny,sorry.but i really tried my best le.

两位知心好友,
谢谢你们这四年来对我的关心与照顾,
我真的很感激也很庆幸遇见了你们,
往后的日子里,
我们可能无法经常碰面,
我们可能无法常常聊天,
但相信我,我真的很珍惜你们.
你们一定要加油哦!
下来的一年可能很累,很辛苦,
但我对你们有绝对信心,相信你们会应付的比我好.
就如你们今年给我的关怀一样,
明年和往后的日子,你们都会有我的支持与鼓励.
希望未来我们的关系更坚固,
不会因为一些鸡毛蒜皮的小事而破坏了我们之间的友谊.

gtg.dun worry.i'm not heartless.will blog on other people tomorrow=)

我终于可以放慢脚步了。
我终于可以好好休息了。
我已经好累了。

从考完试开始，我没有一天是一整天待在家里过。
我每天都出门，做工，向好好休息的机会也没有，
搞得我伤风感冒，身心疲惫。
终于，从今天开始到19号，我可以好好的休息了。
我终于可以当我的宅女了！！

i will update again.but i'm seriously tired.

I think I might confess.but should I or should I not?