My Shadows.

//Friday, September 05, 2008 3:27 PM

SHUT UP,IDIOT.

I've been encountering unhappy things recently,which severely threatened me to erupt.
take today for instance,physics lesson.
i was asked to draw arrows on d.c. motor,but i am really clueless how to draw the forces arrow on the d.c. motor.
some jerk simply spit out nothing good from their mouth.
and i think there is no need for him to insult me by saying that "i wonder what xinying do during classes."
oh ya,you may simply brush it aside and shrugged your shoulders, saying that "oh well, i was joking."
but u dunno the fact that i'm actually near to tears for ur insensitive sentence.for goodness sake, if u have nothing to blurt out of ur rotten mouth,PLEASE SHUT UP.
i have not asked for ur comment and u dunnid to flaunt ur physics talent and knowledge in front of me,BECAUSE,I REALLY IS CLUELESS ABOUT PHYSICS.
PLEASE,FOR GOODNESS SAKE,MIND UR WORDS AND LANGUAGE.STOP BEING A CLOWN AND DEMEAN YOURSELF BY MAKING SUCH SENTENCES.
stop thinking that it was well a mere joke,or simply some sarcasm between ur classmates,i'm that close to u,so i won't accept any sarcasm from you.
People might think it's such a trivial matter,and there's no need to kick a big fuss out of it.
to me,NO,IT'S NOT A TRIVIAL MATTER.I'm kind enough not to berate right into ur face.
I'M GOING TO PUT IN MY BEST EFFORT FOR PHYSICS.EVEN IF I GET A C6 for O level.
but dun u dare to belittle my effort because if u dare to,i'm not going to very kind with you.

i'm ranting my frustration.so it's seems very erm,emotional.i think if i'm not entitled to speak my piece, i'm suffering from depression and suspicion soon.

ok,i'm not that boiled up actually for now,since my anger has steamed off halfway during physics lesson. simply because i kept brainwashing myself to understand others and to compromise others mistake.afterall,what he says helped me to see another side of him and allows me to better grip the techniques of handling this kind of situation.well,a good lesson though.=)
but i just wished that people could be more sensitive with their remarks,and ya,i would,too.
so i delete a post somewhere so as not to spark unhappiness among ppl.it's just not a good thing.

but hey,i'm simply determined to prove to you that i'm going to work hard for my physics.even though i'm resentful towards the subject.bleahx.

I need a place to vent out my negative thoughts and feelings,and here it is,my blog.=)

I'M OFFICIALLY CONVERTING EVERY UNHAPPY MOMENTS AND UNFORTUNATE EVENT AS A LESSON TO BE LEARNT.=)
Keep smiling,XinYing.=)