今天，拖着疲惫的心情回家，
本来一切都还好，直到他冒出了那句话。
不止一次，他说了让我很气愤的话，
我便自己先走回家了，
因为我不想当着那么多的男生面前失态，
在他们面前大发雷霆。

我真得很受伤，你所说的东西是我要的吗？
你一而再，再而三的说出那些敏感的评语，
你认为我还会笑脸嘻嘻得跟你们走回家吗？

我说，够了。
你应该已经学会了，
有些话不应该当着当事人面前说，
尤其是女生。

虽然现在气消了一大半，
但我希望往后你不会在脱口说出让我生气的话，
毕竟，你是我的朋友。

Sorry guys,i didn't meant to walk off like that,
but i was feeling quite upset that time so i thought i should let myself cool down.

AND YOU!
WATCH WHAT YOU SAY.

sleeping.I'm tired.keep smiling!=)
P.S. F1 racing is simply so exciting!=)

WOahs,i'm seriously resting[slacking] hard.
i have only done Chemistry TYS 2000 for this weekend and i promised myself to embark on the last paper of e physics prelim booklet,but hehes,haven started yet.probably later bah.
composition,ehh,maybe after i get back my paper and see where i can improve on it.perhaps re-write e exam essay again.
Probably tmr get back some exam script,i'm feeling quite worried right now.especially english.aarrgghh,well,let me forget these stuffs 1st before tmr arrived.=)

Yesterday went out since afternoon.dad was actually getting a hp but eventually,we didn't get one. all e model he want was OOS.hahas.we went to west mall at 1st den later end up at Jurong Point.
and ya,like finally,I BOUGHT MY PROM NIGHT DRESS.
spotted that dress like half a year ago?
and i'm very very pleased with that dress.

go to go back to mugging mode(though i'm watching Herbie: Fully loaded later.)
keep smiling!=)

休息是为了走更长远的路。

got back my chemistry prelims result.
seriously,I'M NOT FEELING DISAPPOINTED.
NOT A BIT.
NOT A TINGE.
NOTHING.

so dun worry about giving me false hope because i did not buy his story from the start.i wish it was true,but i know it can't be me.u do the paper,u will definitely know wad kind of range of ur score u will get.like wad i told mel previously,我是被骗大的。
he smsed me on wednesday night that i got 70/80 for chem paper 2,and when i 1st read the msg,i was just giving a mere smile.more like a mockery,i think.i know i can't believe his words,because i fell into traps for dozen of time.so wasn't at all convinced.and indeed,when i get back my paper today and it was **/80,i wasn't feeling disappointed nor shock that i didn't get 70/80.
it's all expected:]
hahas,wadever it is,i'm working hard for my Prelims 2 and 'O's.i know perfectly i didn't put in my best effort for this prelims.everything was in such a rush during e 1st week for prelims.
wasn't prepared at all.was really hugging buddha's leg lorx.=)

anyway,i'm quite elated that i get A2 for my overall chemistry marks.though not an A1,at least i should be contented,right?afterall, the paper is simply meant to...
heeding Mr Kat advice,he said the difficult part is to maintain and improve after prelims.and ya,i do agree too=) so let's just work hard and do better for 'O's.or at least maintain.=)

Keep smiling.i'm going to sleep.hehes.

P.S.Morale of story: stop scamming ppl with uncertified stuffs.

I've been encountering unhappy things recently,which severely threatened me to erupt.
take today for instance,physics lesson.
i was asked to draw arrows on d.c. motor,but i am really clueless how to draw the forces arrow on the d.c. motor.
some jerk simply spit out nothing good from their mouth.
and i think there is no need for him to insult me by saying that "i wonder what xinying do during classes."
oh ya,you may simply brush it aside and shrugged your shoulders, saying that "oh well, i was joking."
but u dunno the fact that i'm actually near to tears for ur insensitive sentence.for goodness sake, if u have nothing to blurt out of ur rotten mouth,PLEASE SHUT UP.
i have not asked for ur comment and u dunnid to flaunt ur physics talent and knowledge in front of me,BECAUSE,I REALLY IS CLUELESS ABOUT PHYSICS.
PLEASE,FOR GOODNESS SAKE,MIND UR WORDS AND LANGUAGE.STOP BEING A CLOWN AND DEMEAN YOURSELF BY MAKING SUCH SENTENCES.
stop thinking that it was well a mere joke,or simply some sarcasm between ur classmates,i'm that close to u,so i won't accept any sarcasm from you.
People might think it's such a trivial matter,and there's no need to kick a big fuss out of it.
to me,NO,IT'S NOT A TRIVIAL MATTER.I'm kind enough not to berate right into ur face.
I'M GOING TO PUT IN MY BEST EFFORT FOR PHYSICS.EVEN IF I GET A C6 for O level.
but dun u dare to belittle my effort because if u dare to,i'm not going to very kind with you.

i'm ranting my frustration.so it's seems very erm,emotional.i think if i'm not entitled to speak my piece, i'm suffering from depression and suspicion soon.

ok,i'm not that boiled up actually for now,since my anger has steamed off halfway during physics lesson. simply because i kept brainwashing myself to understand others and to compromise others mistake.afterall,what he says helped me to see another side of him and allows me to better grip the techniques of handling this kind of situation.well,a good lesson though.=)
but i just wished that people could be more sensitive with their remarks,and ya,i would,too.
so i delete a post somewhere so as not to spark unhappiness among ppl.it's just not a good thing.

but hey,i'm simply determined to prove to you that i'm going to work hard for my physics.even though i'm resentful towards the subject.bleahx.

I need a place to vent out my negative thoughts and feelings,and here it is,my blog.=)

I'M OFFICIALLY CONVERTING EVERY UNHAPPY MOMENTS AND UNFORTUNATE EVENT AS A LESSON TO BE LEARNT.=)
Keep smiling,XinYing.=)