My Shadows.

//Sunday, August 31, 2008 11:28 PM

今天回去了某个地方，
或许太久没去了，一切变得很生疏，很陌生，
应有的归属感也荡然无存。

或许是我变了吧，
变得更沉默寡言，变得更慢热了，
但要我厚脸无耻的硬闯进别人的谈话中，
抱歉，我无法做到。

现在，关系很复杂，他们已隔离自己了。
我融不进，
像已飘落的树叶，再也回不到大树的怀抱当中。

自我安慰：
现在不是搞关系的时候，
我应该专著在学业上，
等考完了再尽量融入他们的圈子里，
如果还是不行，我看我还是淡淡的退出吧。

勉强毕竟是没有幸福的。
简单的关系已晋升到复杂的关系，
单纯的关系已变得政治化了。
Everybody seems to be putting on a facade.
i can't differentiate between the real and the feign.

谢谢那些一直在我身边的朋友。=）
再度认识到家庭的重要性。
家始终是我的避风港。

i wished i could twist his neck with my bare hands.
i helped to take the picture by his request and yet he was so unappreciative.
oh wow.great him.give me that kind of look.ungrateful brat.
i know my photo taking skills isn't that great.but hey,blame ur camera phone la.
so insensitive.to think i thought he was cute.oh wow.i was blind.
the sight of him make me puke now.NOT AVAILABLE FOR COMMENT OF HIM.
one of the worst guy i've ever seen.
XinYing is officially furious with him.
算了，事事如意就不叫作人生。