My Shadows.

//Sunday, June 22, 2008 12:39 PM

End of Holidays!=(

Well,this holidays has come to an end.grrr.i still want holidays!!!!
i've not been making full use of this holidays and yes,i'm feeling damn guilty and afraid.
guilty for not making full use of this golden chance to catch up my work and further improve myself,instead i've been relaxing and slacking.
i'm afraid of the O level oral that is coming soon.seriously.be it english or chinese,i seldom makes an attempt to practice it.gosh.i'm very worried about it.but there is nothing i can do now,since in less than 24 hours' time,i will be back in school,sitting in the classroom and studying.

after this June holidays,a lot of things have changed.u should know wad i mean.some teachers are not teaching us anymore and well,worse still,there's prelims and O level coming up.i'm really pessimistic about myself.

but i guess i shouldn't be feeling low right now.what's more important now is that i'm going to work hard for the next 5months.and after that,i will be free!!=)
no more physics[hooray!],so no matter how low i'm feeling,i'm going to push myself real hard this time round.i dun wanna repeat e mistake i make in primary six.
Go,Go,Xinying!=)

恐惧已充斥了我的心，
我很害怕，我很彷徨，我很无助，
虽然大家都在同一条船上，
但面对考试，终究是自己在主使的。
没人从旁协助，因为每个人都为自己而活。
我应该把住在心里的恐惧给驱走，
迎来信心。
但我还是很迷惘，我还是很害怕。

我不想在注意别人投射我的眼光，
我太在意别人对我的看法了，
我变得注重外表，而忽略了内心应有的美德。
要批评我，请别在我面前说，
因为二度的伤害，将会彻底的把我的自信心摧毁。

我要为我自己而活，而不是被别人的流言蜚语给主导着。
因为我是就是我。