yay!!this marked my 300th post=)on a mothers' day somemore!!hehes.anyway,i celebrated my mothers' day with my mum a week ago.merged as celebration for her birthday and this special day!=]yupx,so tmr we will be just lazing around as usual.maybe go to swensens?i gotta spent my vouchers by this month so it's either tmr or after my MTL 'O's.

well,today or should i said ytd?whatever,i spent my day,10/5/08 slacking!!=]hahas.i wish i'm studying but i think i should not,since MTL intensive is coming,results is coming back,i think i ought to take a break before i continue my journey of mugging.since,seriously,i'm feeling quite drained off after the exams.i dunno why,but exothermic reaction just keep going on and on.but i guess i will be fine after spending my weekend rotting at home.well,i spent my day finishing the drama,They Kiss Again,watch tv,use computer to watch Trick 3,den watch Hana Kimi again,den go take nap,den watch tv again,blah blah.i spent my day using electronic devices.hehes.=]looking at mel blog,i felt that i'm really slacking.but i guess i have to follow my own pace,i have to constantly remind myself the message "i'm not other".so let me slack.i believe 休息是为了走更长远的路。

friday after getting back the chinese script,i went back home to rest cos i was having a terrible headache.i felt better after sleeping though.and mum say it was normal,cos after having 2 stressful week of exams,it's most likely to happen something like this.not surprising.and someone smsed me whether i know my chem paper 1 marks.he know.and i know his marks too.but i didn't smsed mr kat immediately to know my marks.1stly,i'm afraid of getting to know my marks.i know i didn't perform well cos i dunno how to do quite a handful of qns,despite having four choices for me to choose.2ndly,i felt that if i know my marks and it's not impressive,den perhaps this weekend,my mood will be damn moody[although it is now,due to e exothermic reaction],so i choose not to know.it's better to be keep in e dark at times.if u know it's gonna be bad.

put aside the bad things,let me show u some pics of my "atrociously beautiful" laid tables during the exam period.
WARNING:U MAY GET A HEART ATTACK.[well,i'm exaggerating.=]]


ok.i dumped my things on the floor just like that.cos there is no space to put my things on the tables.why?just see the following 2 pics.=]

see!!that's my study table.see the right hand side of e table?that's where i normally stack my things.and it always go higher and higher.hahas.

my super "well-laid tables!!!"hehes.doing e-maths revision.

my black and white world.while i'm mugging for physics.

ok.now i will show u after i have clear up e mess.although it still kind of messy,but at least it looks better now.at least to me.
P.S.i clear up e mess just now.before blogging this post.hahas.=]


here is my table after clearing the big mess.=]

but..the chair is still occupied with stuffs.hahas.=0

and here is where all my books goes!hehes.consists of Add Maths Textbook,TYS etc.I just love stacking!=)

let me showcase u one of e books i bought in beijing!!it's very thick and it cost less than 20 Singapore dollars.i remember someone reaction when i bought this book.that person simply irks me.but her favourite teacher,Miss Foo thought it was a great buy,other people shares e same sentiments too.it simply just shut her mouth.and i won an effortless battle=]

ok.gotta write in chinese to vent my frustrations after ytd matter.i'm indeed feeling quite upset abt it.i know that person will know wad happened.i know it may cause tension in our friendship.but what i write stays here,dun talk to me about it.perhaps i will feign ignorance.or perhaps,if the tone is not correct,i may just flare up unknowingly.i dunno.cos i'm really feeling quite upset at this moment.take it as i'm very petty.
but what if u were me?

朋友之间不是应该互相帮忙吗？
怎么我得到的却是你的冷酷回应？
很多时候，我不了解，我问, 但你的回答让我心好像让我淋了一场大雨，
让我心感到好凉，让我感到好心寒。

我感谢那些乐于助我的人，谢谢你们解答了我心中的疑问，
谢谢你们让我知道往后，我应该要怎么解决。

我很简单，要的只不过是explanation,
要的只不过是那么一点点的帮助，
但有时候，你的回答真的让我很失望，尽管我们是朋友。

如果一个人，不明白某些事情，那人再看多久也都不会明白的。

gtg.it's late.i'm sleeping.smilex always!=)