My Shadows.

//Saturday, December 22, 2007 9:38 PM

back from camp

YOZ!!!i'm back from my camp and finally update my blog.well,i apologised for not updating my blog,but seriously,i hardly see the need to update my boring holidays life.

Well,people must be guessing i'm studying real hard,preparing well for my Sec 4 life?but seriously,i'm not.i didn't revise much for the past few weeks,but i rest and play and slack a lot.I feel guilty,of course,but seriously,i can't study in the holidays.i will messed up everything i learned,for example,Lenz's law.guess i have to ask Chien Yi to teach me again.I hoped i will have some great and fantastic rest and charged myself up before the school reopens.

In just another few days time,i'm going to start my sec 4 hectic life,i hope i will pull through it and bear with it,even though i may faced difficulties throughout my sec 4 life.

As for my camp,it was held at Changi Coast Adventure Camp.It was quite ok la,at times quite drab,but it was fun,especially the amazing race which we must travelled almost half of the singapore.=)

However,something happened which makes me quite upset and disheartening.I shalln't reveal much but somehow,the sense of belonging just disappeared.i have little ideas why it's happening like this,but it really irks me.

i hate all the politics going on,i hate the hypocrite behaviour they are putting on,i hate the way they tried to get the world's attention.They are simply hypocrite,whom i supposed are shedding crocodile tears.yes,i dun deny certain concern are necessary,but it's too over le.seriously.to me,you are just shedding crocodile tears,not really concerned about it.When it happened and it had already been well-taken of,you should just drop the topics and not keep discussing about it since it's over.i have no idea why you have become like this,changed into someone which i barely know.

well,u won't know what happened unless you are me or i tell u guys about it.it's not something about our school mates,but other people.

gtg.smilex always!=)
I promised i will try to post more,ok?=)

我越来越找不到属于我的归属感。