My Shadows.

//Thursday, September 06, 2007 11:03 PM

Study!!

Mugging!!!that's what i should do now since EOY is coming in less than a month time.and seeing how much i have not done and revise,i doubt i will pass my EOY with flying colours.i shall try my ultimate best,that's without fail.as for the result,let nature take its course.it's always easier to say than it's to be done.

well,today woke up early and went to school to have history and add-maths lesson.well,history lesson was kind of disastrous.even the thought of it make me feel so frustrated.imagine sitting down there about an hour,listening to a presentation for 50mins!!!what more,the slides have no pictures,JUST WORDS.can u imagine how frustrated i was?sitting down there,yearning to stretch myself,or simply hope that this will end soon.but no,it didn't.worse,there were murmuring between e group members.and they were like mumbling to themselves throughout e whole presentation.NO OFFENCE,definitely.but let me vent out my frustration.because i couldn't take it anymore.especially,when all e group members are all guys,and u expect them to be more open.not simply mumbling to themselves.i hope and certainly believe i will make and attempt to be better.not in this timid way,and i will find means and ways not to show people how nervous i am.fine,no more criticising.lastly,we should compliment them for their effort of doing e presentation.even though i was filled with frustration half-way through e presentation.or perhaps,earlier.

went out to buy food as my stomach keep on growling,despite eating a bread with ham and eggs.
gosh,no wonder my size goes bigger and bigger.i must resist the temptation to eat.but that is difficult.*chuckled*
den add-maths lesson.class was chaotic.adding more frustrations to my frustration.and the topic was so unmanageable that i feel like my head bursting.even though i know it won't happened.and we were released quite late.was quite food after my 2nd breakfast.so bring mac to ACS[I] and eat.

on the way,or before we board the bus,e bus driver simply keep on whining and whining.complaining about how much time we took,e time we delay.so noisy.he even complain to mr lau and Mr Yeo.but mr kat say he never complain to him a lot.just explain to him in a soft manner.and i was joking with mr kat,say that maybe he thinks that mr kat was of a higher rank.hahas.den he give me his typical look.

so we went there to study while the band was attending the course.mr kat treat us drinks.Thanks,Mr Kat!!=)well,wad could i say about ACS(I)?they are undeniable rich,and e building and facilities was a bit of extravagant.especially their hostel,when we pass by there,i was like so nice.how i wish i could live there as i thought is a bungalow.den i realise that it's their hostel.can u imagine hostel which look like bungalow?!?!and i have no idea why,but we keep on observing their grass at e field.and it was clinically proven by mr kat,den later by kranjians,the grass is fake.nice to lie on too.hahas.cos i lie on it.=) nice scenary.=).so study there,and was like so fun.=)but bad thing was,i came to realise how badly prepared i am.filled with uncertainty now.really.feel that what others know,i dun know.so i guess i have a long way?ya,i think i've a long way.nvm,i shall keep on mugging.JIA YOU,XINYING!!u can do it de!!=)

gtg.i'm feeling so tired now.going to zzz le.hahas.smilex always!!!=)