ok.updating my blog again.but i supposed it won't be very long cos i have no idea to blog wad.
well,i wasted my golden opportunity to study and went to baoguan.cos we have a meeting n i have plan finished wad i should do after going to baoguan.who knows,e meeting end late and we went for lunch late.and furthermore,we crap there till 4 plus.whole plan destroyed and i'm going to mug there.well,i'm not blaming anyone,but i just feel that i wasted my chance to study.but fear not,at least i memorize the consequences of the Sri Lanka conflict.hehes.but crapping was fun there,we talk about our school etc.=)i enjoyed myself there.=)

ya,so last sat was mid-autumn celebration.was fun.and i felt it was not a wasted trip.i interviewed liu ling ling and humpty dumpty.it was an eye opener for me,but i guess i could do a better job in interviewing liu ling ling.can't forget e look on her face.=(think i did quite a bad job.but well,first time are suppose to be lousy,shouldn't it be?i will reflect and do a better job next time.

Chinese exam yesterday.was kind of ok for me.though i dun seems to fully concentrate during paper 1.and i was panicking during e last few mins.was still checking up some words.flustered and my hand tremble.and i couldn't tie e string.hahas.same thing always happened to me over and over again.Paper 2 was still manageable for me.though some character couldn't read and some qns i was crapping.but other than that,it's still ok for me.

after exam,went to baoguan.hahas.to take my photos and make my TXY pass.at first,i thought was take photo only and they will drag awhile den give us e pass.didn't imagine they would take their photos and upload e pic to e computer,and use some software,and my pass was produced!
was so excited when i get it!=)but e sad thing is,my hair was in a big mess,and if u see that picture,my hair was kind of like Raine Yang new hairstyle.except that mine was messier and with no fringe.=.= i will show u guys if i can.smile was not too bad except my hair.=(
and somehow,i know something which make me depressed for awhile,but it was kind of solved today.so thing was back to normal again.

fine,that's all.going to type my northern island notes le.working hard for EOY.people,Jiayou too!
gtg.smilex always!=)
picture of me with liu ling ling.=)

oh well,i'm supposed typing e email or qns for tmr stuffs.but i'm blogging here becos i'm simply so sick of those non-exams stuffs bugging me.especially when i'm so worn out right now.

it's gonna be a short post and full of grumble.couldn't stand it anymore.especially when my mood is super bad as i did not get enough sleep.i'm sleeping soon.really.too tired.lots of stuffs happened to me this week.but all not very unlucky except for one thing.but i'm just not going to say it here to let u people know about it.dun want to affect my exams.

OT.back to topic.i'm frustrated because i was made to do the mid-autumn report.and this is so non-exam lorx.i was telling people i'm going to avoid her.but i can't as she called for a short meeting for BeiJing Immersion.so my plan was declared fail.and she even assigned some sec 1 to help me.great.really great.

i'm not being ungrateful or wad.but i'm supposed to teach them?when i dun even how to?gosh,i maybe secs 3 and i did some newspaper report,but that doesn't mean i know everything.and guess wad e dilemma is?i dun even know whether should i include their name for e whole report?but i think i will,and it will seem damn weird,with 5 people doing e a not-s0-long article.
she want to inject more new blood.but that is definitely not e way.actually,i also dunno wad i'm grumbling about.just that i felt my saturday so wasted.and i still need to chiong e whole article after all e interview.AS IF I DUN HAVE EXAMS LIKE THAT.

whatever.no matter how much i trust them,i still need to take some precautions.and of course,i left the GOHs to myself.even though i'm afraid.but i just afraid they will say e wrong thing.and i wanna get some experience too.=)

gtg.i'm really thinking of e qns now.smilex always!=)

time passes so fast.
it was just like the i've finish visiting the AOH.
it's just like after the teachers' day celebration.
it's just like i'm going to have a week break.
but this short break is coming to an end.or should i say it was never a break.yes,it was a mixture of resting and mugging.been slacking and mugging this holiday.well,i should make a conclusion for this holiday.

my mind is blank now.just now i've got loads to say,bu i forgotten what i want to write.well.
hmms,it only weeks and days away from our EOY,and i still do not have that anxious feeling growing inside my heart,perhaps it's not the time yet.BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN I'M NOT GOING TO STUDY.i should be glad that i've done some revision for my exams.not much,definitely,as this 1 week is still packed with stuffs.though not as packed as the march holiday.i've been waking up late,getting loads of sleep during this holiday.and i'm real satisfied.though i yearn for more.but i know that is impossible.

i'm happy that i've finished all my homework by wednesday,though leaving blanks at some qn.especially physics.but it's not much.=)
i'm happy that i'm getting to have a better understanding on Metals,though not entirely,but at least,i kind of understand.
i'm happy that i feel like talking again,for i was feeling super down during the beginning of holiday.
i'm just feeling happy now.they never say that during exam period,i couldn't feel happy.

well,gtg.i need to plan my revision timetable now.blogging tmr if i can.=)
smilex always!=)

**没有开始，怎么会有结束呢？**

P.S.Do visit my TXY group blog!!it's at the link section,named "Lingying[TXY]".
i post some nice pics there.look for my name there so as to know which one is my post.=)

Mugging!!!that's what i should do now since EOY is coming in less than a month time.and seeing how much i have not done and revise,i doubt i will pass my EOY with flying colours.i shall try my ultimate best,that's without fail.as for the result,let nature take its course.it's always easier to say than it's to be done.

well,today woke up early and went to school to have history and add-maths lesson.well,history lesson was kind of disastrous.even the thought of it make me feel so frustrated.imagine sitting down there about an hour,listening to a presentation for 50mins!!!what more,the slides have no pictures,JUST WORDS.can u imagine how frustrated i was?sitting down there,yearning to stretch myself,or simply hope that this will end soon.but no,it didn't.worse,there were murmuring between e group members.and they were like mumbling to themselves throughout e whole presentation.NO OFFENCE,definitely.but let me vent out my frustration.because i couldn't take it anymore.especially,when all e group members are all guys,and u expect them to be more open.not simply mumbling to themselves.i hope and certainly believe i will make and attempt to be better.not in this timid way,and i will find means and ways not to show people how nervous i am.fine,no more criticising.lastly,we should compliment them for their effort of doing e presentation.even though i was filled with frustration half-way through e presentation.or perhaps,earlier.

went out to buy food as my stomach keep on growling,despite eating a bread with ham and eggs.
gosh,no wonder my size goes bigger and bigger.i must resist the temptation to eat.but that is difficult.*chuckled*
den add-maths lesson.class was chaotic.adding more frustrations to my frustration.and the topic was so unmanageable that i feel like my head bursting.even though i know it won't happened.and we were released quite late.was quite food after my 2nd breakfast.so bring mac to ACS[I] and eat.

on the way,or before we board the bus,e bus driver simply keep on whining and whining.complaining about how much time we took,e time we delay.so noisy.he even complain to mr lau and Mr Yeo.but mr kat say he never complain to him a lot.just explain to him in a soft manner.and i was joking with mr kat,say that maybe he thinks that mr kat was of a higher rank.hahas.den he give me his typical look.

so we went there to study while the band was attending the course.mr kat treat us drinks.Thanks,Mr Kat!!=)well,wad could i say about ACS(I)?they are undeniable rich,and e building and facilities was a bit of extravagant.especially their hostel,when we pass by there,i was like so nice.how i wish i could live there as i thought is a bungalow.den i realise that it's their hostel.can u imagine hostel which look like bungalow?!?!and i have no idea why,but we keep on observing their grass at e field.and it was clinically proven by mr kat,den later by kranjians,the grass is fake.nice to lie on too.hahas.cos i lie on it.=) nice scenary.=).so study there,and was like so fun.=)but bad thing was,i came to realise how badly prepared i am.filled with uncertainty now.really.feel that what others know,i dun know.so i guess i have a long way?ya,i think i've a long way.nvm,i shall keep on mugging.JIA YOU,XINYING!!u can do it de!!=)

gtg.i'm feeling so tired now.going to zzz le.hahas.smilex always!!!=)

updating my blog again.if not,people will start complaining that my blog is so plain.nth to read.
well,basically,i also dunno wad to blog lehx.not in the mood to blog.exams in abt 2 weeks time,of course,that is chinese.and den about 3-4 weeks for other subject.

well,i haven even revise anything yet.still struggling to finish my homework.hopefully,by tmr,i'm able to finish all my homework.and i can start mugging for my EOY le.especially when thurs still got Add Maths Trigo test.i'm not good at my Add-Maths Trigo.foundation not very strong yet. well,i will work hard and understand it!!=)

still,no signs of anxiety.i guess,when i'm really nervous and afraid,that will be too late le.i dun even know why i dun feel anything.maybe that's a good thing too.i think i'm going to memorize my Humanities notes during this short break.if not,i dun think i would be able to cramp those things into my head in just a few days.impossible for me.there is so many for me to learn and study.

should really go and plan my revision timetable le.well,i should get cracking on it soon.real soon.
thursday going to ACS with Mr Kat.go there and study chemistry.me and siew lee.=) from 1pm-7pm,anyone interested?hahas.maybe u can ask mr kat if u want.and at there, there will a Kranji Chem Study Group.hahas.

i'm feeling so uncertain for myself.i dun even know whether i will did well for this exam anot.i feel so lost.some of e qn,i can't even do.while others can.am i failing?sometime,i dun like to climb too high or be at a low position.contradict?people are always contradicting with what they say.i've no idea how am i going t survive.but i will definitely try and put in my utmost effort for this important EOY.competition is between me and myself.i shall try not to compare myself with others but me.i will try!!

gtg.doing history stuffs now.=)smilex always!=)

i can't forget him.he looked so dashing at that time.i couldn't erase him off my mind.i think he had some place in my heart.but i know,nothing will happen between me and him.

BUT THIS PERSON IS DEFINITELY NOT ACE.



Pics taken on Monday when we were doing History Project.
Content of History Project:Confidential!!
*ok,i know i'm zilian.but i think this pic is quite well taken.=) i like it a lot.=)

ok.i update my blog now.yes,UPDATE.

i know i have been neglecting my blog like crazy.people keep coming to me and ask why i never update my blog.not even on my birthday.and i sooooo regret it that i never update on my birthday.maybe go and change the date of this post?=.=hahas.nvm.i promise to blog on my birthday next yr and the yr on and on.=)

i seem cheery?no,i'm not.i'm fretting over my EOY.i'm fretting over...i dunno.my mind is empty right now.or for every moment ever since friday.i dun even feel like talking.i'm feeling so frustrated right nw.no sense of urgency for EOY.i even dun have e mood to blog right now.all i know is i want to finish my work and do my revision for EOY now.i just wish nothing is happening right now.let me concentrate on my studies.

i know things are getting uglier as the time went by.but perhaps,the two of you didn't know that,what the both of u did is kind of disturbing to me.i couldn't concentrate on my studies.i'm as if i'm the messenger or the bridge between u guys.but i can't solve the problem for u guys.i can only be a listener and listen to how u guys felt.i will stay neutral.really.yes,please,people.solve the problem urself.i believe u guys can.have a nice talk and sort things out urself.ok?i believe u guys can solve it.=)
i'm hope i won't portray myself as an unfriendly friend.or someone who is not helpful at all.but relationship problem can only be solve by the person itself.i couldn't do anything.i'm helpless also.sorry.i'm real sorry if i didn't help u guys much.but i really do hope u guys will stay as friends,ok?

well,i'm yet on another verge of breaking down.i'm taking things far too hard.i realise i need a break badly.and ya,during this critical period,i won't be using com often.i won't be blogging often.and even if u see me online.dun chat with me unless necessary.Calls will not be entertained too.i need some tranquility now.let me think wad i should do next.

Thanks load!i really need to sort out my thinkings before i do anything.
gtg.smilex always!=)