My Shadows.

//Saturday, July 28, 2007 9:35 PM

too worn out

well,a week passed.and i came and update my blog.=)well,should i say this week was quite a splendid week?or a week that totally drain me off?well,both are.people around me should know why i say this.after welcoming and interaction with the Suzhou people,i'm totally drain off now.really.i felt so tired everyday,thus resulting crapping in almost all of my work.i'm so disappointed with myself that i didn't took really great pride of my work.instead,i keep handing up lousy piece of work.it's just so not me.and i seems like i'm suffocating.no time to breathe.no time to rest.and the BeiJing people are coming le.yet,i'm so drain off.i'm not depressed.but just feeling tired.i'm just so sick and tired of me not handling great care of my work.i hate to crap in my work.i just hate the disappointment whenever i did a lousy piece of work.i need to change this urgently.spare me time to breathe.

but on a happier note,i am so happy and exhilarated about my chemistry test result.yes,i know,it's just only a common test.and people might think what is the big deal.if i didn't rmb wrongly,i did mention about i pass my chemistry test.and when i get back my result on wednesday,it was a real big shock.let me tell u wad happen.mr kat was giving out those who fail 1st.as what he say.den after that,it's e passed 1.i thought it will be me soon.since i pass my test.as what he say.before that,i was still chatting with you-know-who,talking about result.he was like still preserving the mindset that i will get the highest.i say no la,definitely not.and i even say that it sure must be him.den later,teacher say top 3 le.left me,angela and that u-know-who.so i thot i must be getting third.but no,is angela.den i was thinking ok.it should be u-know-who den.den it's not him.after that,mr kat called my name.that was a tremendous shock.really.i was really so shock by my result.i get 28/30,and that 2m was gone becos of the MCQs i dunno how to do.that's e only 2 mistake i make.i must admit that i was really dumbfounded by my result.no amount of words could describe how i felt at that point of time.really.well,den after that,i just couldn't stop grinning.hahas.well,let me credit some people 1st.
To:
Mr Kat-for his patient teaching and clearing my doubt.
Mr Lim aka Penguin-for his patient teaching and clearing my doubt before the CT.hahas.
yes,i know it's only a common test.but i just couldn't help but pleased cos our class highest is equivalent to the level highest.which mean me.ok,i'm not boasting or wad.but it's a rare chance to overtake the triple science class.i will extra doubly hard for everything.esp chemistry.i won't request myself to keep myself always in top form.but at least not disappoint myself.=)
will definitely work hard in every subject.really.i'm facing some difficulties in understanding the "Salts",but i will definitely go and clear my doubts.
People,dun be disappointed about ur result.Believe in yourself.A time failure doesn't signifies a lifetime failure.Just as it is,A time success doesn't mean a lifetime success.=) JiaYou,people!=)

end of post.i still got my BeiJing things to be busy with.and the report on the Suzhou people is driving me real nuts.i'm going crazy.=(
smilex always!=)