RANDOM POST.

CURRENT FEELING:ONE WORD-NERVOUS!

omg.i couldn't believe they are coming tmr.and i'm feeling so nervous now.brain is like a whirlpool.
couldn't think properly.what more,tmr i'm talking.explaining the games rule.though it may seems like a teeny weeny things to u guys.but seriously,i'm just so nervous now.

Wish me Luck!=)
i will try my utmost best not to embarrass myself.

well,a week passed.and i came and update my blog.=)well,should i say this week was quite a splendid week?or a week that totally drain me off?well,both are.people around me should know why i say this.after welcoming and interaction with the Suzhou people,i'm totally drain off now.really.i felt so tired everyday,thus resulting crapping in almost all of my work.i'm so disappointed with myself that i didn't took really great pride of my work.instead,i keep handing up lousy piece of work.it's just so not me.and i seems like i'm suffocating.no time to breathe.no time to rest.and the BeiJing people are coming le.yet,i'm so drain off.i'm not depressed.but just feeling tired.i'm just so sick and tired of me not handling great care of my work.i hate to crap in my work.i just hate the disappointment whenever i did a lousy piece of work.i need to change this urgently.spare me time to breathe.

but on a happier note,i am so happy and exhilarated about my chemistry test result.yes,i know,it's just only a common test.and people might think what is the big deal.if i didn't rmb wrongly,i did mention about i pass my chemistry test.and when i get back my result on wednesday,it was a real big shock.let me tell u wad happen.mr kat was giving out those who fail 1st.as what he say.den after that,it's e passed 1.i thought it will be me soon.since i pass my test.as what he say.before that,i was still chatting with you-know-who,talking about result.he was like still preserving the mindset that i will get the highest.i say no la,definitely not.and i even say that it sure must be him.den later,teacher say top 3 le.left me,angela and that u-know-who.so i thot i must be getting third.but no,is angela.den i was thinking ok.it should be u-know-who den.den it's not him.after that,mr kat called my name.that was a tremendous shock.really.i was really so shock by my result.i get 28/30,and that 2m was gone becos of the MCQs i dunno how to do.that's e only 2 mistake i make.i must admit that i was really dumbfounded by my result.no amount of words could describe how i felt at that point of time.really.well,den after that,i just couldn't stop grinning.hahas.well,let me credit some people 1st.
To:
Mr Kat-for his patient teaching and clearing my doubt.
Mr Lim aka Penguin-for his patient teaching and clearing my doubt before the CT.hahas.
yes,i know it's only a common test.but i just couldn't help but pleased cos our class highest is equivalent to the level highest.which mean me.ok,i'm not boasting or wad.but it's a rare chance to overtake the triple science class.i will extra doubly hard for everything.esp chemistry.i won't request myself to keep myself always in top form.but at least not disappoint myself.=)
will definitely work hard in every subject.really.i'm facing some difficulties in understanding the "Salts",but i will definitely go and clear my doubts.
People,dun be disappointed about ur result.Believe in yourself.A time failure doesn't signifies a lifetime failure.Just as it is,A time success doesn't mean a lifetime success.=) JiaYou,people!=)

end of post.i still got my BeiJing things to be busy with.and the report on the Suzhou people is driving me real nuts.i'm going crazy.=(
smilex always!=)

friday again.and guess wad?tmr is the day where the whole wide world had been anticipated for!!
Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows is coming out!!woohoos.gonna wake up early in the morning and queue to get the books.=) call me crazy or wad,but i'm really going to grab the freshly printed book once it's out!!gosh,i'm so thrilled right now!especially,right after i finish my coordinate geometry qns!hahas.i mean my coordinate geometry have been lousy.really,and yet,i can solved ALL qns with complicated statement except for 1 part of qn 2b.but it's a great improvement le.Thanks Chien Yi for ur kind and patient explanations!if not,i will be like leaving a lot of blanks in the foolscape paper.=.=

well,this week was a fun week.with lots of things happening.monday,i can't rmb anything.
tuesday,watch Harry Potter Movie!oh man.such a nice movie!!i love it so much and i dun understand why people say it's not nice.it's definitely nice.and i was especially engrossed in the movie itself.to the state that although i have a strong urge of peeing,but i did not leave my seat till the movie end.by that time,i was rushing my way to the toilet.that's why,i told people i was in "high tide" all the movie.half contribute to the urge of peeing and half contribute to the exciting plot of the movie.*grins*thought of taking neoprint,but was practically lazy.perhaps next time bahx.=)

Wednesday.went to Innova JC with PA crew.atmosphere at first was awkward.got 1 girl keep coming close to me and so i have 2 time accidentally touch her,once her butt.but please dun be mistaken,i'm not pervertic or wad.just that i have no idea why our distance is so close.hope she dun regard me as someone pervertic.well,that Media Club RAWKS!with so many fascinating stuffs.perhaps,i may consider to join this JC if i'm going to JC.and when we were listening to them in the classroom,i dunno how Charmaine managed to see those soccer boys,but she compliment that they are very shuai.hahas.and Charlene seems to be mesmerized by the guy with chicky head.hahas.and a lot of thanks to Charlene and Charmaine,for helping me to shield people from noticing the stain i have on my skirt.Thanks a lot!=)

Thursday.parent meeting for BeiJing Twinning stuffs.i'm getting so frenzied by the thought of going to BeiJing now.since we are visiting the 77th street outlet{shopping mall?} at BeiJing.woohoos.signifies we can do some shopping there.yippee!and i know my partner le.her name is 刘畅.mdm yong giving us their email on monday.and we going to receive guest from Suzhou on tuesday at Yew Tee CC for one day.den later can go home with mum since she having lesson there.=)

gtg.it's late.and i'm going to sleep le.probably finishing my Harry Potter 6th book since i'm re-reading it.gotta finish by today.
smilex always!=)

it's friday again.with weekends coming along.and i love friday so much.hahas.
well,this week isn't a very good week.things keep obstructing my way.i keep "falling down".
not physically but mentally.met a lot of problems that concern about relationship.something on tuesday.those who are involve should know.i was damn furious at that times.nothing could contain my anger at that time.shalln't elaborate on that becos i dun want our relationship to sour or what.but i know,i suppose i heard something i shouldn't be hearing.should know how people feel when they heard something they shouldn't be hearing.

also on that day,i think we change sitting arrangement.well,i think i make L^3 angry.her face blackened down.and i read someone blog on that day.her post make me feel even more infuriated.shalln't elaborate on what she say.but ppl around me and in my class should know what she post.it add on to how i was feeling that day.i was a bit nasty and cold towards her for the past few days.sorry!but u must know how i felt after reading ur blog.even though that was just a thought of yours.

Mel is "fighting" with me over Elaine.hahas.but cannot.she belongs to me.she's mine!oh no,it's not mine.but her husband.hahas.she will faint if she saw this part.but i will really like to thanks elaine for explaining to me in details for physics.and hopefully i will be of help to her in mathematics.=)and ya,chemistry test get 10.5/22.mr kat dun want to spare me another half mark.grr.but i consider myself pass like that.becos the marks will be round up.den i get 11 and i barely pass my paper.will work hard for Common Test.but i heard it's gonna be a tough one. studying tmr and sunday.most probably sunday bahx.since i wanna clear all my homework tmr.left with ms fazlin social studies.add maths i do just now.just that Exercise 7.1,some qns i dunno how to do.ask mdm mah to go through on mon.

currently busying with BeiJing Twinning Programme stuffs.and of course,SPH stuffs.but SPH there is still not that bad.must wait for proposal to approve.so still need to wait quite awhile.but Huixun seems to be coming on next.so work hard on it bahx!!chiong-ing for studies now.

gtg.updating my chinese blog.but i suppose it's a private post.no one can view it.
smilex always!=)

I'm feeling ultra sad now for my Maths Class Test.
disappointment,sadness,verge of crying is overwhelming me.
I just want to voice out how i feel now.
I'M JUST SO SAD.DEPRESSED.
I swear I'm working hard again.i will try my utmost best.
perhaps the lose/win thingy is controlling me.perhaps i'm too bother about it.
i'm gonna shake it off and work hard.
i will strive to be the XinYing everyone knew.not someone who is bother about losing or winning.
i'm ME.no one can control me.NOT EVEN U.

update again.using green fonts.cos of Earth Day,though i know it's yesterday-matter.
well,i finish all my homework today.including the Social Studies Reliability Worksheet though i have this feeling that i did pretty badly.i didn't have the format of doing it.cos i left it in school.in locker.i suppose it's sleeping soundly.so no choice,i dig out last yr history reliability format.i suppose it doesn't change much bahx.hahas.well,didn't do any revision.becos it's a sunday.and i should get a rest after having to study for 5 days.i mean i can't stress myself too much.normally,i will set sunday as my slacking day.hahas.i would take nature to its course,of course i will work hard for everything.but i can't promise for physics.

speaking of science,i realised that i can't focus on physics lesson.perhaps,due to the strong repulsive force inside my heart.i really dun like physics.yet i have to push myself to like it.and study it.it's a nightmare.and i hope it will end soon.work hard for it.
and the chemistry test on friday really traumatize me badly.i think that is the cause why i was feeling blueish on saturday and on friday.i have no idea why i was that traumatize or feeling so shocked like this.i mean i thought i prepare well but the last qn caught me unprepared.not only the last qns,most of the qn caught me by surprised.
just like wad he had mentioned himself,he is a killer in chemistry paper.
if u know who i mean.and ya,saw someone blog and she is working hard in her work.i will work extra harder than her.even though i know i will rest from time to time.
that's contradicting,eh?hahas.
gtg.smilex always!=)
monday bluez tmr.monday.bag is quite light,but unfortunately,it's the beginning of a week.with 4 more days to weekend.=(

today is 070707.nice number.too bad the time dun have 7 digit.or else it will be perfect,isn't it?
today is Earth Day,went out today but not wearing green shirts.cos dun have 1.but i got 1 green home tee and i'm wearing it now!see,i love earth,ok?but i got wear green pants when i go out.is that counted?i suppose so.
and ya,i know today is CCKPS Open House.LiJing had been advertising everywhere,anytime.
been busy with the proposal just now.so this post is a very slow post.
ok,morning-noon went bugis to collect my PLAY magazine at Bras Basah.cos went to POP@Central.was feeling so blueish at then.no idea why,so dun ask me.
den went to bugis street to help sis look for things,and den went to bugis junction to look at the merlion thingy.
so went to SPH late.hahas.was discussing about our ZiGengDi.and was eating at the cafeteria.
so decide on topics and we discuss individually.the 2 topics are fun.really,1 is about school and the other is about cartoons.so when the report is out,you all shall know.
i'm so dead beat now.updating blog in details tmr!
smilex always!=)

HAPPIE YOUTH DAY TO ALL THE TEENS ALL AROUND THE WORLD!!!

of course,not forgetting me.hahas.i'm so lame.well,basically slacking today.i finish supposedly all my homework last night.and it's around 10-15mins before it struck midnight.hahas.i was watch 'LOST' at that time too.and dad and brother return from Genting too.get me keychains of monkey.woohs.and one is YoCi Monkey!!!wahaha.so happy.shall upload a pics of all the keychain collection recently.and my dear ShinChan.and a pair of Hello Kitty sandals wore at home.shinchan n sandals were bought at thailand.and u should know,thailand stuffs are cheap like crazy.

well,then i packed my bag in the noon.with all the necessary things inside.anyway,anybody had finish all the SS qns?couldn't find the answer for all the blank,so i left it blank.gonna peep at other ans.other qns,basically finish le.a note of uncertainty in my heart now.scared i left out any homework.and i didn't do any revision.well,today is Holiday in Lieu for Youth Day.so we should take a rest,isn't it?though i know we had only started school barely a week only.but it's a tiring week for me.with 2 test.and there is another 1 in thursday.well,studying either tmr or wed.probably tmr.cos wed still got CCA.

starting to start my engine again tmr.physics is the 1st 2 lesson.groan.and den PE.hope PE is gonna be fun.well,uploading the picture.
gtg.smilex always!!!=)


Hello Kitty sandals!=)


My Dearest ShinChan!=)


KeyChains!!=) including "Patrick".

New addition to my Monkey collection!=)))))

ehh.sorry.image is big in firefox,but look good in IE.no matter how i resize,it dun seems to.sorry.bear with it.