My Shadows.

//Saturday, June 30, 2007 10:04 PM

Cultural Fiesta

Cultural Fiesta today.been so busy since morning.brain dead.body drain out.mind blank.it's just been such a tiring day.but i'm glad it's over already.i woke up only at 6.cos mum never call me and i never set alarm.hahas.den morning i help out for the script booth.den during performances,got a scare from Jiasheng.i mean i didn't realise he came and he pop out of the blue.

they compliment the shirt was nice.*puke.*i guess different views from the girls and boys bahx.
Jeremy Liao Sheng Wei also come.he went to help.hahas.den later went to hall.was like so shock that i became one of the stage manager for the left.they put me there last min and i couldn't watch the show.grrr.The Radicals was great!i like their performance the most.was being scolded by JK there.saying our side got a lot of problem.but personally,i dun think there is any problem.i mean once i reach there,i request all the KIdols to settle down according to there sequence.and miss tang ask me to ask all the group to standby backstage.and then later part of the show,JK came over and scold me.at least i think everything is fine.everybody was cooperative.nobody was playing.everyone was great.hey,crews from Stage Left,great JOB!!!

later went back to South View for the open house.i went back alone.and i saw Mr Siah.i think i know where he live le.his daughter is so cute!!!i mean i say hi to mr siah,and his daughter wave to me too.hahas.couldn't stop walking.cos we are crossing the road.not to mention,mr siah hairstyle is a little bit weird.hahas.South View change a lot.they even got Mac!!!i mean the Apple computer,Mac!better than us lorx.went to look for Mr Chua.have a chat with him.if not for him,i guess i wouldn't be back to school.miss tan rmb me!yippee!thought she forgotten me.and mr lim too.the teacher whom is my father friend.i suppose so.that's what my sis told me.
that Totto-Chan is like so crazy today.formidable now.in Team Singapore.oh ya,did i mention mr chua will look out for name in newspaper next time?hope i could do him proud lehx.=)
didn't went to lot 1 with them.was simply too drain off.simply too tired.and i see no point going out with them.i know somehow,they will left me out.whatever.

end of post.watching Why Why Love.not been doing homework.probably tmr bahx.told u.i'm too worn out.gtg.smilex always!=)

//Friday, June 29, 2007 10:30 PM

Updating

Updating!!!Sorry,i've not been updating my blog.cos u know,school reopen and i would normally try to avoid using computer during weekdays.of course,except friday.peeps.
well,it shouldn't be a long post.cos erm,tmr still need to wake up extra early.for the CF thingy.
waste my saturday morning.i could be snogging inside my bed and be a pig.ehh,snogging seems to be a weird word hors?hahas.my english is really..*speechless.*
well,basically when school reopen,everything is back to normal.i've to keep doing homework and having test.and get my new timetable today.friday got physics and chemistry.*faint*.
FRIDAY SHOULDN'T HAVE ANY SCIENCE!!!especially PHYSICS.
make me sooooooooooo unhappy with the new timetable.please change it again.tell me u wanna change the new timetable again.TELL ME!
gosh.i'm mad.driven mad.hahas.been unable to concentrate fully in class,partly due to the hot weather.it's driving me mad too.so warm and humid.not forgetting,sleepy.
Lijing give me a "Patrick" on monday.and i'm so in love with it.but not using it.scared i will lost it.
funny incident today.4C send a "love letter" down to 3B.unfortunately it's miss fazlin class.hahas.so funny.was laughing like mad.things happened in PA room was funny too.can't stand Jika and XiaoBai.
oh ya,before i forget.
Happy Belated Birthday to KOR KOR!!!
his birthday yesterday.and today,he went to Genting with DAD.was so jealous la.be back on sunday.
updating till her.sleeping soon.smilex always!=)

//Saturday, June 23, 2007 10:23 PM

sch reopening

school reopening on monday.pulling my spirits down.=(.well,this holiday,i'm busy.everyone i know is busy.school holidays isn't like school holidays.an i'm going back to my hectic lifestyle.
with books,tests,homework to fill me up everyday.gosh,the thought of going back to school really irk me.but nevertheless,when school reopen,i'm gonna to:

work harder and harder.regardless of any test,EOY or etc.
i'm not going to slack anymore.[though occasional break is a must!]
do my best for everything.
try to catch up with other as i haven been revising during my holiday.
to manage everything that is happening around me.

people around me work so hard during the holidays.make me feel so erm slack.but i think i'm not those who can work real hard during the holidays.i will get everything mixed up.and i have been studying for e 1st 2 week of the holiday.so i deserve a nice break,isn't it?hahas.
self-comforting.nevertheless,i will do my best when school reopen.let's work hard,ok?

though i will be in holiday mood for a few days,or weeks when school reopens.=.="

well,while lijing and jinyan went to escape,i went shopping at orchard with sis.cos she was getting herself another bubblegummer shoes.

WAIT!!

dun say i'm rich anymore.cos this is her money.her hard-earned money.so she earn it and spent it.not my business.we went to eat Yoshinoya.she bought a shirt after finding that pattern and size after a long time.and she keep on asking whether she should buy anot as she had bought lots of stuff the previous day ago,or should i say this whole month becos of e graduation dinner tonight?oh ya,we went to orchard OG too.to buy my deuter bag.cos my shoulders have been suffering due to the heavy bag of mine.it's in orange colour.going to bring it when school reopen.
the bag is in smaller size.hahas.guess to encourage me to bring lesser and lighter things to school.hahas.

hopefully i have finish every single homework that is given.except a few qns.i haven pack my bag.if time allow,i'm gonna pack my file later at night.updating my chinese blog now.
gtg.smilex always!!=)

//Thursday, June 21, 2007 9:15 PM

tired.=(

i'm so tired now.eyes is closing le.see e effect of not having afternoon nap?
*yawn*so dead beat now.hmms,i promise to blog today and i did blog today.though i dunno wad to blog.i went out ytd,today and tmr.gosh.and after that,holidays is coming to an end!
no.my holidays has just started.ya,in my lalas land.went out to winterwear shop ytd.e one which close today.e FOOK ON.went to buy 卫生衣.since i'm going overseas later this yr.
1st and last time there.hahas.cos is closing down le mahx.den went around chinatown for awhile.
and went home watch YLBFB.been thinking of whether getting an N73 or 6288 phone?
but actually what i want is 6120 Classic.but i guess it's gonna be expensive.so perhaps N73?
cos i think i like N73 more.even though i know the performance is a little bit sluggish.
or 6288?hmms,i'm in a dilemma.
den today went SPH for photo shot.my personal shot make Renyuan laugh like =.=".
i didn't know it was so embarassing and awkward to take photo in front of a photographer.
hahas.and we stay back awhile to do our draft for Friday Weekly.
totally no blog interest now.
gtg.concentration on my work 1st.=)smilex always.!!=)

P.S.Lijing,dun be upset i never interview u.cos i can only have 1 student from our school to be interview.not to worry.next time,it will ur turn.i will pester u for interview.=)

//Monday, June 18, 2007 10:32 PM

finish homework

i hereby declare that i finish all my homeworks!!!=)
except i counted out those i have not a single idea how to do.but not much.and it can be done quickly after asking the teacher.though physics i left quite a huge pile.i consulted sis and she also dunno.so wad else can i do?
i can't say i did my best,but i did try and did my best.ehh,confusing horx?hahas.so chim.
aiya,whatever.so happy i finally do finish all my homework.guess i only got these homeworks to do.cos reading Lijing blog,they seems to have lots of homework.quite worried whether i left out any?
so whoever in my class reading this,do tell me the homework.*praying hard i never left out any.*
i'm gonna enjoy myself this few days at home.slacking.must have someday to be "homegirl".
can't go out everyday.tired and of course,no money liaos.*sobbing.*can't survive when school reopen unless i count on food coupons.
ya,i must clarify something.i'm not rich like wad Jinyan say.
we go KuiShin Bo[yes,i confirm that restaurant name is KuiShin Bo] to celebrate lots of event.
mum birthday,mother's day[i noe it's belated],father's day,and ya,sis graduated.see.we combined all together.and my family member = to me,mum,dad,bro,sis and grandma.so actually it's a lot of ppl,right?hahas.
i'm busying doing something for the newspaper.so can't blog much.but i guess i didn't blog too little either.=)
gtg.smilex always!=).school reopening soon.*groaning.*
*Howling*I HAVEN ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS YET!!

//Saturday, June 16, 2007 10:29 PM

updating my blog.hahas.with a long post,i suppose.anyway,been busy this few days.and i thought i could be a bird locked in the cage for two whole week.but it did not.i guess i have to finish my homework by tmr.i left physics only.hahas.TYS.3 structured essays questions and it's done.of course,the physics worksheet was not completely done.no idea on how to do.

wed went for sis graduation ceremony.was kind of quiet during the whole thing.nth to talk or i should say i haven turn high?hahas.den after resting at home for a short while,went to Suntec and eat Japanese Buffet.restaurant name is KuiShin-Bo?something like that.long queue.but we got reserve seats.so wait wasn't that bad.oh ya,we bought a new camera.easier to use.for me to take to BeiJing.and shot was quite clear even though it is a 6.3 megapixels.got the face detection function.so quite good.and ISO is between 100-3200.good camera.brand is Fujifilm F31D.=)
and we are not rich.ok?buffet was alright la.a lot of seafood.having a hard time eating e crab legs.mum crab legs flew to brother.super horx?can be crab woman le.and i finally eat lobster le. yippee!!=) it was a nice restaurant but i guess i won't eat Japanese restaurant for the time being.

today went for TXY Sports Day.before i describe what happen.i must declare something.I SWEAR I DUN WANNA BE PIGGYBACK ANYMORE.
NEVER EVER.gosh.being piggyback by someone is so scary.worse still,i was being piggyback twice.TWICE.i was like so afraid lorx.and i realised something,being able to touch the ground is the greatest happiness i have in this world. first piggybacking was because i only play 1 game so they just make me play that game.and i thot it was alright.who knows i saw ppl piggyback ppl,and den they say the game was piggybacking.and i was worried whether my weight posed a problem as i'm not light.but that guy was ok,he is strong,ok?and so i just climb onto him.and he ask me to jump.so he piggyback me.gosh i was like so scared,ok?after that,started the game.restart the game twice.so i was piggyback twice.but still must start again.did i mention they had to step on trash bag fill with ketchup and chilli sauce?very slipperly.and den they change to 4x100.something like that.and den ppl fall.game stop.and my nightmare declare stop.ok.have to admit that guy was kind of good looking.name was funny.called Future.[translate in chinese.].second time was because of a clue.due to my lousy cohesion of my legs and my mouth.the guy came back and piggyback me.it's another guy. it's a short distance.thankfully.but i was already too afraid le.worst thing,later part of the game,we play frisbee,i fall on this guy.den they were like did we kiss?*faint*cos i fall onto him.and they ask whether e photography ppl got shot anot.thankfully,it's sideway.
and we also drink ketchup plus chilli plus salt plus soya sauce plus water drink.the sight of fast food chilli make me wanna puke.the drink was disgusting.but nevertheless,we win!!our grp win!!hahas.

hmms.ya.i upload the photos taken during the buffet.at http://photo.xuite.net/oceandolphin
but album have password.pls ask me for password or use ur brains to think which is my favourite 4 digits number.hahas.it's simple horx.
gtg.smilex always!=)

P.S.i dun like piggyback not because the guys was lousy or what.but i'm just simply afraid of being piggybacking.so no worry.girls,dun be afraid of that guy.hahas.=)

//Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:42 PM

busy.

i'm packed with so many things in this holidays.seems like i can't have a good rest.
worst thing is that i'm feeling so down down after doing 2 of my english homework.
i have not been doing a great job for it.it's lousy.it's definitely not up to my standards.
i have not been putting in my heart and soul doing the homework.
what have i become?someone who just wish to finish her homework quickly and not giving quality work?
gosh.i can't become like that.for e remaining homework,i hope to do better.
cheer me up.=)
short post.shall blog again tmr as it's kind of late now.

//Tuesday, June 12, 2007 10:13 PM

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hmms,i suppose today is kind of not my day.embarrassing and stupid things happened today.
should i consider it lucky as it is not very embarrassing or stupid?perhaps i ought to.
anyway,i went downstairs to bought a shirt for tmr as i need to attend sis graduation ceremony.
and almost as soon as i went to shop around for tees,my slippers strip or slippers is spoilt.
thought of bearing it for e whole journey,but it was kind of uncomfortable and awkward,so went up to change my shoes.i mean my downstairs is always kind of bustling with stalls and shops,so it took little pain to go up and change my shoes.
and i shop.and found 1 shirt i like.quite nice de.and it was said to be made of korea.shall take a picture tmr and upload it here.at least the shirt is not glittering or revealing or wadever pattern that i dun like.kind of korean style.hahas.i must be mad.bought the black version after mum thought of the black version is nice and is suitable for jeans.might as well went to guardian and buy the scholl foot spray.cos my feet is always perspiring.make it feel refreshing.
20% off,i suppose.cos i see the price tag is $10.50.went to pay at cashier and give her $11.i mean i still can't react immediately after i saw it is $8.40.was damn malu.
my reaction is really really slow.
anybody watch Lifeline?it's a super great show.hahas.i've always been fascinated with those civil defence stuffs thingy.lalas.and anybody watch Incredible Tales?it's nice too.
and i realise that Channel 5 drama are so much of quality.shall watch more channel 5 show.for entertainment and to improve my english.
Air City is nice too.woohoos.been hooked to it.and was super frustrated when i called my PA crew 3 times.once is he is sleeping.once is he is tuitioning.and finally,i reach him.=.="
gtg.smilex always!

WAIT!

before going off,go to this website.
http://www.myheritage.com/
and take a look at which celebrity you resemble!=)
it's kind of fun and entertaining.hahas.

//Monday, June 11, 2007 10:01 PM

woohoos.i have finished 1 of my english homework.Reading Task.hahas.so happy.i'm trying to clear every of my homework this week.doing english comprehension tmr.hope to finish as quickly as possible.soon.it's the end of the holiday.can we continue of having holidays forever?
i know.i have been probing this question every holiday.and i know the answer i always get is a 'NO'.haiya,why lehx?i know the answer,and u should know the answer.
been slacking a lot this holiday.hahas.i guess this is what holiday meant for.i've been out the whole afternoon.not whole la,but half,perhaps?get the discs for the India Exchange trip people.it contain photo.unfortunately,i still did not find one pics that concern rice dumplings.none.and how am i suppose to choose?it's been such a troublesome chore.
i guess i'm not suited to be a reporter.hahas.and i'm in a dilemma of choosing what course after i finished my O level.it's been too soon horx?i guess so.
watching 換換愛 by Mike He,Raine Yang.funny show.hahas.but it screen till episode 2 in taiwan.so episode 2,i will watch later this week.or else,the wait is torturing.
and i also watching Air City by Choi Ji Woo, and another guy which i dunno the name.i watch not becos of Choi Ji Woo,but because it's revolving about airport.and i love airport story!!!hahas.
ok.short post.gtg.smilex always!=)

//Saturday, June 09, 2007 11:28 PM

Change new blogskins!!

i have change my blogskins!!personally, i think e last blogskin i edit is quite ugly and plain.when can i make a nice and good blogskins and it look professional?!?!i guess it will take quite a time.hahas.

personally,i've cool down after the annoying incident that happened yesterday.tell me frankly,did i make a huge fuss over 34 bucks?i guess i have,but this is unavoidable.and i read someone blog,e one whom i decided to pass power to,he also mentioned that the tees is expensive.see.even someone who owns PSP,thinks that it expensive.so i believe that stupid,idiotic guy mind are blocked by branded goods.he is blinded.anyway,thanks for people consoling me.i feel much better.

and i change my blogskin after mentioning for a day.actually,i have change the blogskin earlier this morn-noon.[cos it's between morning and noon],but after searching for awhile,i found the blogskins i'm using now.better than the one i have change.and so i change back to e moon skin and wait till earlier than i change.it's nice horx? *Yes!!*,u see,great minds think alike!!
and the skin i have change is about a guy and a girl hugging,very romantic that kind,den from one of the anime,can't rmb now.hahas.change it becos later YEO LIJING say i very despo,although i am kind of.oops.hahas.i admit i want to be in love very much but i won't fall in love becos i just wanna know wad love means.i'm not into short-term relationship,but long-term.of course,my priority is still my studies and families,and not forgetting friends!=)

been at sph rotting.cos was listening to a talk on how to do huixun.was almost freeze to death there.of course,rotting also.haiya,in all,it's very boring la.i can't concentrate.and after that,went with agna to look for zhiwei for e job's money,cos she going Japan next Sat.badly needed money. but still didn't get it.and i left early to meet dad and bro at clarke quay,cos looking for camera. walk around clarke quay,and i realise singapore is quite beautiful.hahas.perhaps,i should invite someone to have a walk with me at clarke quay.it's nice there and i like it.

just nw have a cockroach,aiya,i mean XiaoQiang la,at where i'm sitted now.put in great deal of effort to kill him.of course,not by me,but my brother.
dun like XiaoQiang.gtg.smilex always!=)

//Friday, June 08, 2007 9:27 PM

Frustrated

i'm feeling real frustrated right now.for the stupid PA tees and the interview for the rice dumplings things.i'm mad,angry,furious at every single things that have just pop up suddenly.
1stly is the PA tees.for wad reason must u guys choose ADDIDAS?!!?!?is brand that good?is brand that important?is brand ur food,ur only source of ur whole life?is what brand motivates u to do things?does brand does anything good?Does it anot?Can u answer my questions?
i'm super furious about e decision u guys make.i'm super disappointed.i'm just just so upset by wad u all have been doing.i mean not u guys,but him.he is being unreasonable,retard,shitty,wadever things u could think of him.i mean i'm feeling like this right now.34 bucks for a tee,i can't believe it. it's the most expensive tees i have been wearing.i dun even know why u say this cheap?u go and bang the wall la.i hate to think that i will be meeting him on monday.i even wish to twist his neck right now.and the worst thing i have to say to him is that does brand make u look slimmer?nicer?smarter?none of the above.for goodness sake,u look as disgusting as ever.i hate to see u.
2ndly,mdm yong ask me to add the india people inside the article.i will try to but not possible becos i dun even have the materials e.g.wad is the chinese name for the school and i didn't even interview them.sorry.but i guess i will present a nicer article next time.
went out to bras basah today with Jinyan and Lijing.tooks loads of pics.
sorry,no mood to elaborate wad happened today.changing blogskins.gtg.smilex always!=)

//Thursday, June 07, 2007 11:56 AM

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I'm back after near to a week not blogging.hahas.i'm too lazy to blog.no blog-terest now.hahas.
well,been quite busy lately.going back to school for IP coaching,CCA,and lots of stuffs.
but i like it.hahas.guess i must be mad.real mad.and ytd me and siewlee have extra lesson with mr kat.and he give siewlee oral test 1st.and i was like stretching my ears very very long to see what is his questions.hahas.i was like a donkey,perhaps?
and after my CCA,rush back home like mad to prepare myself for 3B BBQ gathering.reach Liying hse early and so we started to prepare all the things 1st.and i was like a photographer taking loads of picture.Melissa was one of the photographer.hahas.after that,Liying and Melissa cannot open the BBQ pit.it turns out that the lock was so rusty liao that it cannot be open.no choice,call the RC people come down and help.and after much struggling,we can finally open the BBQ pit.
3B-iians play more than they eat.that's why,left quite an amount of food.oh ya,did we mention we saw mr kat also?hahas.he also join us after people go and disturb his house.ms lim also join us with a toddler.but not her toddler.and i keep saying the toddler as a guy but she is a girl.u see.i was like so embarassed and so i went back BBQ-ing food.keep my mouth either shut or stuff with food.
den mr kat say there is a woman telling them there is a flasher around the estate.thought it was quite creepy as she just suddenly came up to them and mention it.den after that,went to play badminton.me and siewlee were very lousy.haiya,couldn't be blame.pack up and go home.
that's all,oh ya,a few url for u guys to visit before u all go visit other websites.

Photo Album for 3B Gathering:http://photo.xuite.net/oceandolphin
My True Friend Test:http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/515888

Test Result:http://www.truefriendtest.com/scoreboard/515888

gtg.smilex always.and before u went off,look at Mr KKS nick at msn.

//Saturday, June 02, 2007 9:05 PM

Out again

went out again today after a tiring SYFiesta.i didn't really feel quite tired actually during the show and on the trip back to school.i even wonder why i dun feel tired at all.but once i reach home,my mind seems to drift to LALA land liao.hahas.it's been prove that there is nothing wrong with me. well,ytd SYFiesta was fun.really.i enjoyed it throughout the whole show.was hyper during the show,or u could say before the show.in the morning,was feeling so dead beat.but after that,for no apparent reason,became real hyper.hahas.i love and hate to do show.by doing this kind of performances,i can know a lot of frenx,i can know a lot of people i dunno before.and i feel so happy. hahas.and even more,bond with ur juniors!
well,i read JinYan and LiJing blog,they say Dansical is the best.that is of course.cos we put in so much heart and soul,got so many rehearsals,and at that time,i was so naive.naive to a state that i came for each and every rehearsal.i was real devoted at that time.hahas.wadever it is,i enjoy the show last night.especially when everybody left.
those professional crews there was so funny ytd.hahas.if u were behind,u could laugh ur head off.for us,it is funny,but for those PA[performing arts] performers,i suppose they weren't.they were chided by ms tang after the show.for the lousy and uncooperative curtain core.but nvm, PA performers were great.u all did a great job.show were smooth throughout.
was being praised by one crew that i'm strong.hahas.was like over the moon.or perhaps over the universe when i 'parked' the trolley of chairs to near perfection.gosh.i'm mad.
and i was really at high peak when we go down and put all the chairs below the 升降台.u know,those use in concert.hahas.was really happy and thrilled to be on it.
den today,i was a little bit late at SPH.and FYI,SPH represents Singapore Press Holdings.it's the place where all the newspaper article are written.full of reporters there.and of course,TXY.hahas.
saw Ah Qin today.u know the FIR guy who have his solo album recently.ya.it's him.show u a pic of him in case u dunno who he is.i didn't come to SPH to see him.but attend a talk by Wanting-Jie.the editor u see at a column in PopCorn.i simply can't focus on the talk.cos i guess i was too worn out.was actually hoping the talk would end soon.
and later,after the lunch,went to do our HuiXun.and while waiting for sth to be done.someone say that Ah Qin is coming to auditorium and play games.if u were there,u could see my eyes shoning.though i dun like him,but he is still a celebrity.so i was bugging people to let me go there.but can't.was so disappointed.
but when i was going to leave SPH with Mei Chen,guess who i see?Ah Qin la.hahas.was so happy though i see him from FAR FAR AWAY.not very far,though.still can see his face.and i was like so happy.hahas.den saw him boarding his bus.wahahas.
ok la.gtg.smilex always!=)
been in a cheery mood today.hopefully,it would sustain for days.=)
P.S.wonder how dad and brother in thailand.*wondering*

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