My Shadows.

//Friday, May 18, 2007 8:25 PM

worn out

i couldn't believe it.i have been feeling so tired from the beginning of the day till now and i'm still feeling it right now.i'm so worn out and tired.slept 1 hour plus for e nap and i'm still so tired.see how serious it is.whatever,get back our results today.i mean all the results that is finalized and shown in report book.ok,below is wad i record down.

Subjects:
English:56.6
Chinese:77.1
E-Maths:73.8
Add-Maths:71.8
Chemistry:75.7
Physics:57.9
Combined Humanities:52.3

Random:
Total marks:465.2
Overall Percentage:66.5%
L1R4:11
L1R5:17
Class Position:5
Level Position:59

got a shock when i received my results.i couldn't believe my eyes when i saw my ranking for class position is 5.

Yes,it is a 5.

and that "uncle" go and see the wrong column telling me my rank is 7th and i was getting curious why got so many people have 7th position.and i saw e heading is e number of subject passed.well,even if i am in the 7th position,i would be glad also as i was expecting my position to be 10+++.or maybe even 20++.but i never feel that excited.i guess i am too tired le.den i left the classroom after quite awhile.stay in class and really check my results.after that went to find my gang and when Lijing ask me wad is my rank and i told her wad it is,she give me 5 tight slaps on my back.and 6 for Jinyan as she get 6th position.perhaps i should give her 10 tight slaps as she get 10th position.hehes.*evil thoughts arising.*Beware.
nevertheless,i feel so glad that i clinched a 5th position in the class.=) i'm really having a break.i'm too tired le.hahas.
gtg.watching shows and reading other people blog.smilex always!!=)

Thoughts for today:If u notice the piece of paper which say how many As,Bs,Cs we get,e ranking and wadever,don't u found it similar as those Olympics result slips?it just that the e gold,silver bronze are replace with As,Bs,Cs and so on.The more As u got,the higher your rank is.
Mr Kat says that by looking at the result only is unhealthy,but isn't how cruel this reality is? they only care about your final results and would not care about other things else.does it matter u understand?no.wad is most important is the result.That is what the reality taught us to care about results and not anything else.and unfortunately,we have no choice but to learn and accept.

*Posting after reading someone's blog.
wadever.u want to beat me,by all means.but that does not mean i'm accepting ur challenge.the challenge i have is against myself,not anyone.i can't help but feel outrage after reading this.i have no idea why i'm feeling like this.i noe this person often visit my blog but i dun care how it is.i'm will do my best for myself.and if u ever surpass me,i will feel disappointed but not anything else.what actually matters now is u change ur attitude towards things,not anything else.
I'm outrage.I'm furious.perhaps he says i'm a paranoid student.but it is the fact anyway.