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//Thursday, May 31, 2007 10:12 PM
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gosh.i really dunno wad happened to me lately.i've been feeling so unhappy,down,depressed.i couldn't find any reason to smile laugh or wadever.been feeling so upset really.even after the exams.i feel like my heart is empty except the feeling of depressed.
i'm yearning to have a good time of crying. i'm yearning to shout out all my frustration. i'm feeling so fragile and upset lately. am i going to get depression soon?gosh.can't let that happened.and one thing that happened today upset me even more.dun ask me.it really plunged my feeling to the lowest point.i nearly burst out crying.even if i can't a reason to smile,i must smile and feel happy again.feel elated again. i guess the weariness of my sole[i really mean my feet,not soul],have alarmed me how tired and how hard i worked.i guess i have been expecting too much from myself that cause myself so so unhappy.wadever.i think i will feel better after a good cry but i can't.i will irritate them.perhaps i will do it when no one is at home.i have to let out my feelings asap.i can't bottle it up anymore.i'm feeling so so suffocated. dad and brother flying to thailand for vacation tmr and came back on Sunday.we are not rich but they need a break.i will join them next time.been feeling so uneasy as they are going to thailand now,at such an unstable state.i will really hope they come back safe and sound. can't send them off tmr as tmr got SYFiesta.Republic Poly is huge and is quite a magnificient sight for its backstage.so huge.2 storeys and it a tiring chore to climb up and down to open the door.hopefully tmr show is a success. computer has been upgraded its speed to 1Mps.something like that.all i know it is faster.that's all.it good.as i think can load videos faster perhaps download document also faster.hahas.and is FOC.which is so good. gtg.blogging at the chinese blog later.smilex always!=) |
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