gosh.i really dunno wad happened to me lately.i've been feeling so unhappy,down,depressed.i couldn't find any reason to smile laugh or wadever.been feeling so upset really.even after the exams.i feel like my heart is empty except the feeling of depressed.
i'm yearning to have a good time of crying.
i'm yearning to shout out all my frustration.
i'm feeling so fragile and upset lately.
am i going to get depression soon?gosh.can't let that happened.and one thing that happened today upset me even more.dun ask me.it really plunged my feeling to the lowest point.i nearly burst out crying.even if i can't a reason to smile,i must smile and feel happy again.feel elated again.
i guess the weariness of my sole[i really mean my feet,not soul],have alarmed me how tired and how hard i worked.i guess i have been expecting too much from myself that cause myself so so unhappy.wadever.i think i will feel better after a good cry but i can't.i will irritate them.perhaps i will do it when no one is at home.i have to let out my feelings asap.i can't bottle it up anymore.i'm feeling so so suffocated.
dad and brother flying to thailand for vacation tmr and came back on Sunday.we are not rich but they need a break.i will join them next time.been feeling so uneasy as they are going to thailand now,at such an unstable state.i will really hope they come back safe and sound.
can't send them off tmr as tmr got SYFiesta.Republic Poly is huge and is quite a magnificient sight for its backstage.so huge.2 storeys and it a tiring chore to climb up and down to open the door.hopefully tmr show is a success.
computer has been upgraded its speed to 1Mps.something like that.all i know it is faster.that's all.it good.as i think can load videos faster perhaps download document also faster.hahas.and is FOC.which is so good.
gtg.blogging at the chinese blog later.smilex always!=)

back to blog again.it's been a busy weekend.hahas.u can always see me at suntec during the suntec. cos i'm working.met a lot of people during the work.will show u all the picture and tell u all one by one.
On saturday,there is a talk on how to score well for PSLE Chinese and O level Chinese respectively,PSLE in morning and O level in the afternoon.i start work late as me and meiwei went to find yuecong who is lost in Suntec.den i go and work at the PSLE there.giving stickers and helping Jervis.well,it went quite smoothly until a yellow tee-shirt china auntie came.she didn't pay for the admission as regardless of whether u are a parent or children,u need to pay for $10 admission fee.when she didn't pay and went into the talk,i went up,kindly telling her that regardless whether she is a parent or wad,she need to pay for a $10 admission.and for no apparent reason,she went scolding me like this,"Excuse me!我只是带我孩子去找位置，不可以meh?然后我就出来了，听不懂啊?"she use a very harsh,unfriendly and questioning tone to reply me.of course,i was startled as i never encounter this kind of things before,and so i reply ok.but i was really terrified inside my heart.and the people who was standing at the entrance,checking the stickers,came up to console me.nevertheless to say,i was near to tears at that time.den that stupid auntie of course never come out la.she was out to take advantage of us.den we tell Zhi Wei,he asked the lady to come out and the lady came out with an excuse of buying the assessment book for her children,and went back to sit.we decided to let her stay there until the intervals,as Zhiwei were afraid that she would turn the session upside down.
intervals came,and we don't allow her to go back after the interval end.she say she want to buy assessment book,so we allow her to go in.but Zhiwei they all already stand by le.we even call the security guard in case she went back to sit with her child.she take a long time at the booth and i suspect she was just dragging the time so that she can slipped back to the seat.apparently,she can't .so she was chased out.hahas."ORBQUEK!".for more details,ask me lorx.she was a 泼妇,an uncivilised,uncouth lady.forgive me to use this word,but she is a BITCH.
after that i didn't do the O level but another one at ballroom 1,saw MP,Ellen Lee.hahas.aiya,i saw a lot of people la.didn't encounter any great difficulties for this.
went to SPH in ZhiWei car.hahas.went to watch Qiang Mai but unfortunately,no one in LingYing went to another round.doesn't matter,save us great deal of money.hahas.we will try again next year.den there was special guests,JiaJun and ZiJie from CSS2.i think i pass by ZiJie a lot of time when i went to the toilet,but i didn't notice him.hahas.i ain't familiar with this year CSS2 except for JiaJun.it was fun at Qiang Mai and they sing songs.Ask me for the comments and i will let u see a video i record when they were singing.don't dare to say here.later kana bombarded.hahas.well,Qiang Mai was fun and i'm a little bit crazy there.
Sunday,went to work as usual.was 1min late.hahas.den get started with work.this talk is by a writer.and he/she was *ahem*.cannot say here la.but it was fun especially Shi Lin,always so blur-looking de.hahas.
den went home at around 7.before that got a talk on Fengshui,and not a lot of people attend.it's a contrast from the session before it.den me and shilin went home taking bus.walk around Marina Square,and it was me who found the way out.ahahas.ok.me crazy le.shall let u see the picture of e people whom i have seen this few days.


1st picture from the left:The MP,Ellen Lee.CSS2,JiaJun.CSS2,ZiJie.
and also CongMing who draws comics,and lots la.
It was fun and enriching.hahas.know a lot of people from other "ying" de.hahas.
hope i have another opportunity to work again with them.
gtg.smilex always!=)

woohs.it's friday.dunnid to go to school as dunnid have meet-the-parent session.get back my report my book.and i think got 1 report concerning about ur character development,and my compassion is only reported as 'Demonstrate adequately'.grr.i noe i haven been enthusiastic in class stuff but that does not mean i'm not compassion,ok?i must be mad to care so much about it.whatever.just like wad sis say,it is such a big class and the teacher couldn't know each and everyone so well.
went to Book Fair at suntec today.bought some books and i'm going to read loads of books and do lots of revision this holiday.but of course,to get enough rest and restore back my energy and health.i simply love book fair.so many books.hahas.and can browse the books FOC.but i also got buy books la.and ya,i'm working tomorrow.for TXY stuffs but i dunno what type of work is that. hope it is not give out flyers or i could really bang my wall.working for 2 days if nothing goes wrong.hope nth goes wrong.my mind is blank now as i dunno wad to blog about.hahas.and my sentence dun seems to flow well.
finally,i realise that library contains really good books.books i have read recently are quite nice and interesting.will continue to borrow as i badly wanted to improve my english.hopefully.
will blog again tmr.my sentence dun really flow well.gtg.smilex always!=)

ok.i dun mean by school report book,but my health report.it was not good.and in fact,i should say it is bad,horrible.and me and mum was gobsmacked by the result.and we were so affected by the result and i was trying so hard not to look so affected.guess mum and dad is dead worried now and i can't do a thing to ease their worry-ness.felt so guilty and bad towards them.but just as wad mum say,the report isn't good perhaps i had just finish my exams,and after a period of chionging,exams finish and i began to rest and my body doesn't function that well.i do hope it is like this.and i vowed from today onward,i will try and rest early to ensure that my report is back to normal again.
hopefully.so mum wouldn't be that worry again.argh.i'm also gonna watch on my diet.no too much chicken anymore.i strive to have my report back to normal again.
den after that,went to the HongKong style restaurant and the food was erm....
at least for wad i called is not nice.it's like i have gone to pizza hut and eat pizza.gosh.i wouldn't call that again.disgusting.will not go to that restaurant again unless i'm eating noodles.not that it is nice,but becos i haven't try it.
and we went to library as mum informed me earlier.and i go and read some chinese books as i spent my whole journey to the hospital reading english books.intend to borrow some chinese books after i finish reading my english books.
anyway,i know about news about someone from my CCA saying something about me and give me a nickname for it.wadever.he just can't accept the fact he isn't the president.
gtg.smilex always!=)

ok.use blue font as u could see my mood isn't that great.becos i also do not know why.
perhaps i'm being very influential.was greatly being influenced by what happened today in PA rm.but i guess wad JK said has make sense.becos i exist in this world not because of them,but myself.i wasn't born under them so i why should i care about them?i mean,unmistakably and undeniably, they have been always seen as the future leader.but they gave up half-way,they choose to slack half-way.and do u think i like my position?greater responsibility and more time consumed on it.if u want the post,i will of course step down and gladly let u have the position.hmph.
and my mood was later again traumatized by events happened in the recess.well shalln't elaborate.i mean it is not nice.and i hope nobody get the wrong idea.i guess i'm being easily affected today.becos too much things have happened lately.because i somehow still cannot accept the fact about my result.ironic,isn't it?people was all over the moon when they get good result,and me?i'm starting to have doubts about myself.about my ability.gosh.i'm getting pessimistic.i'm gonna look things on a brighter side.stay cheerful.
den went to hospital to take blood test.gosh.this time it was painful.especially it was so numb after e injection.and i bled a little bit becos i never press for 5 mins and go and carry my bag.which somehow add pressure to it.den later i went to library go and borrow 2 books and read since i have finish my book which i borrow from school library.and there is a quote i wanna share with u guys.becos the quote is really a great one.love it man.
and ya.i create a blog for chinese blogging.check it out perhaps?i'm putting the url at my Links there.i won't update there as often as here.and when school reopens,i shall just blog one post per week or one post for many weeks.hahas.it depends.
gtg.smilex always!=)

Quotes:In his heart happiness and sadness were now inextricably mixed together,like the yolk and white when they are whisked together in an omelette.The pain of not having Laura himself was exactly balanced by the pleasure that it gave him to cook for her,until he no longer knew where the sadness ended and the happiness began.

P.S.this book is about food and love.so the quote is also somehow link to food.but it is nice,isn't it?hahas.i like it a lot.

**Do tag at my Chinese blog although it is just some thoughts of mine.do give me comments so i will know how to improvise on it.

i've been really slacking a lot.but that is what we should do after exams,isn't it?i'm still feeling so tired even though i have slept so much.couldn't help but feel worn out.and i really feel like an animal today.eat,sleep,play.and i do absolute nothing else.whatever.i'm going to take a nice break after those torturing stuffs.haven't fully recover myself yet.
well,i do hope i care about my result and is not blinded by it,or simply being obsess with it.i'm worried that i will be blinded by result and i would change.hopefully,i will not and i will make sure i'm not going to become like this.results ain't everything.i will still accept failures.and i have no idea where i read from but it make sense.Mistakes are part of the life.meaningful,ehh? hahas.and it is a shortcut for us to grow up from where we are and continue to keep moving on.i will still continue to mug hard.argh.i'm so worried that i would be blinded by my result.if i ever do,wake me up.
read someone blog who has my big name on one of its post.well,i can't deny that i feel outrage after he says i'm a paranoid student.grr.i have deleted that line but those who read it earlier,u should somehow have guess who it is.or maybe don't.i have no idea.i feel so worn out.with my legs feeling so tired.i do hope i can hibernate now.hahas.i think i'm changing to an animal.hahas.
well,gtg.nothing to blog.just a post about my post and posting due to posting.smilex always!=)

*P.S.edit my blogskins a bit becos the background color make it difficult to read some font colour.so i just edit it and make some changes to it.BUT,credits still go to the person who create the skins.=)

i couldn't believe it.i have been feeling so tired from the beginning of the day till now and i'm still feeling it right now.i'm so worn out and tired.slept 1 hour plus for e nap and i'm still so tired.see how serious it is.whatever,get back our results today.i mean all the results that is finalized and shown in report book.ok,below is wad i record down.

Subjects:
English:56.6
Chinese:77.1
E-Maths:73.8
Add-Maths:71.8
Chemistry:75.7
Physics:57.9
Combined Humanities:52.3

Random:
Total marks:465.2
Overall Percentage:66.5%
L1R4:11
L1R5:17
Class Position:5
Level Position:59

got a shock when i received my results.i couldn't believe my eyes when i saw my ranking for class position is 5.

Yes,it is a 5.

and that "uncle" go and see the wrong column telling me my rank is 7th and i was getting curious why got so many people have 7th position.and i saw e heading is e number of subject passed.well,even if i am in the 7th position,i would be glad also as i was expecting my position to be 10+++.or maybe even 20++.but i never feel that excited.i guess i am too tired le.den i left the classroom after quite awhile.stay in class and really check my results.after that went to find my gang and when Lijing ask me wad is my rank and i told her wad it is,she give me 5 tight slaps on my back.and 6 for Jinyan as she get 6th position.perhaps i should give her 10 tight slaps as she get 10th position.hehes.*evil thoughts arising.*Beware.
nevertheless,i feel so glad that i clinched a 5th position in the class.=) i'm really having a break.i'm too tired le.hahas.
gtg.watching shows and reading other people blog.smilex always!!=)

Thoughts for today:If u notice the piece of paper which say how many As,Bs,Cs we get,e ranking and wadever,don't u found it similar as those Olympics result slips?it just that the e gold,silver bronze are replace with As,Bs,Cs and so on.The more As u got,the higher your rank is.
Mr Kat says that by looking at the result only is unhealthy,but isn't how cruel this reality is? they only care about your final results and would not care about other things else.does it matter u understand?no.wad is most important is the result.That is what the reality taught us to care about results and not anything else.and unfortunately,we have no choice but to learn and accept.

*Posting after reading someone's blog.
wadever.u want to beat me,by all means.but that does not mean i'm accepting ur challenge.the challenge i have is against myself,not anyone.i can't help but feel outrage after reading this.i have no idea why i'm feeling like this.i noe this person often visit my blog but i dun care how it is.i'm will do my best for myself.and if u ever surpass me,i will feel disappointed but not anything else.what actually matters now is u change ur attitude towards things,not anything else.
I'm outrage.I'm furious.perhaps he says i'm a paranoid student.but it is the fact anyway.

woohoo.i'm in a happy mood today.or perhaps quite high too.hahas.
partly i think is because i clinch an A2 for E-Maths(which is so surprising) and A1 for Chinese.hahas.i'm so happy.
actually i was expecting a B for my E-Maths as i know i did badly for it.of course,it is needless to say as i make a lot of careless mistake and i was so panicked throughout the two paper.i believe i can do better if i didn't panicked that much.hahas.wadever.
oh ya.people must praise me for my integrity and the school should give me an award for integrity.hahas.because i was supposely be clinching an A1 for E-Maths,75(i know,it's only boderline A1).den teacher got 1 qn mark wrong and i need to deduct 3 marks.and i simply went up to teacher that she make a mistake and there goes my 3 marks.though i know it will degrade me to a grade lower,but i know,if i didn't voice it out,i wouldn't have a piece of mind.at least i will feel remorseful as this 3 marks is not attained through real power.but cheating and no integrity.i wouldn't care whether it is A1 OR A2,wad matters most is how u think,e purity of ur heart,ur conscience.and i'm actually quite contented with wad grade i have,as i mention earlier,i thought i will get a B or C as i panicked throughout the paper.must learn to control my emotions.
Chinese-yippee.overall is an A1.phew.76.oso borderline A1.was actually expecting much of it but it's great already.at least it's an A1.hahas.i hope i can promote to Band 1.
well,conclusion is that even though i did not fared very well for this MYE,but i think i should be contented with wad i have.at least an ALL PASS,right?though got a lot of Cs but still got some As oso,Bs i'm not sure.need to buck up on my english.hahas.really.english oral coming up.hope can fare well.
enough.after school went eating lunch with my gang.den as being shoot,i'm kiasu.fine.i admit.hahas.den after departed with them,take bus home.saw awalludin,fairuz,zul and haiqel.so awkward lorx.i dunno what i should do.suddenly,feel so tense up and lonely.*sigh*
gtg.signing off.reading other people blog le.smilex always!=)

Thoughts for today:"Be contented with what you have and stop grumbling."You did well enough.Work hard for next term.quoting from Mr Kat:"Even if u get 50 or 60 something for the subject after working hard,dun get discourage.Imagine wad results u will be getting if u didn't put in any effort,e results would be even worse."

Firstly,let me rejoice that blogger is back to normal.yippee!!i can change my font colour again.hahas.=)
Secondly,I became the PRESIDENT.
oops.correction:President of AVA Club.
actually,i have no idea of becoming the president of e club since i know my skills and knowledge there is near to zero.and i would rather focus more on my studies rather than *ahem*.u guys should noe.i'm near to a nerd le,but at least i'm better than a nerd.but i'm going to give it a try,if i can't,den too bad lorx.but i will declare that I will never ever put extra time for my CCA.i shall balanced it well.hopefully la.but my main focus is still my studies.
Thirdly,get back some of the results.didn't even bother to jot it down cos was not well-done.here is the score:
English Paper 1:16[situational writing]+17[Personal Recount]=33
English Paper2:24/50
Add-Maths Paper:43/60
Humanities:25[Elective History]+28[Social Studies]=53/100
Physics:53/100
Chemistry:80/100
E-maths:???
Chinese:???

Tada.that's all.i only know the result for this few subject.left EM and Chinese.let me share with you some thoughts on the marks i get for my subject.
English:Well,as u have notice above,fail my Paper 2 by a mere 1 marks.i could really bang my head to the wall as i forget to do 1 qns.my eyes have something wrong.good gracious.i know i will did badly but never to an extend that i will fail my Paper 2.but thank goodness,my paper 1 help me to pass my english.grab me away from the failure monster.or else,i will really burst into tears.but frankly speaking,i feel numb about my english result.perhaps partly becos i noe i will did badly?i have no idea but i just feel not that upset.and i was quite shock that my personal recount did better than situational writing as i was expecting my SW was better.but i was quite disappointed that i fared badly for my Paper 1 as i got quite an expectation from it.haiix.wadever.
Add-Maths:well,actually,i'm already quite pleased le.since mdm mah say that almost half or half the class fail their add-maths.and at least i scrap an A2 for it.though i expect better if it isn't for all the careless mistakes i have.should be contented le.at least i'm satisfied with the results.
Humanities:Little things to comment.i'm glad i pass both my Humanities.especially SS as i thought i would did badly.hahas.but thankfully,i pass.i'm really really happy over my History as i just scraped a pass.so lucky lorx.hahas.
Physics:my eyes was a little bit moisturize after i receive my paper.i expect i did better.and my MCQs section just get 23.and i was feeling kind of disappointed as i really did put in a lot of effort for it and it actually turns out this way.but i should be contented as i pass my Physics since it is an 0 level standard paper.wadever.it's over and i shall not grumble anymore.
Chemistry:I knew my result long ago.but was still feeling elated that i get such marks.hahas.once again,Thank you Mr Kat!!!!!

Alright,i think i blog a little bit longer today.hahas.i'm feeling kind of tired actually.oops,should be very tired.i'm changing my blogskin as someone commented that they think it is quite plain and boring.so changing it,but i really LOVE my blogskin.e one with colour Pink and Blue.
gtg.smilex always!!=)

wad actually happens to blogger ar?it still seems so haywire.gawd.i dun like it.e formatting of blogger seems to have sth wrong and i can't change my font color.grrr.
stopping this unhappy feeling,i'm not feeling great now.worried for my result.i know that i will fared badly for this exams and somebody will ask "Why?Why like that?I thought u did well for ur..".Dun ask me who it is cos i'm not going to reveal who it is.
urgh,i just couldn't stop grumbling.but that is e fact.hahas.
alright,yesterday went to vivo and watch movie,"Spiderman 3".well,it was great but not as capturing as i thought.maybe partly becos i was too concentrated on eating?hahas.
well,some part of e movie they just keep flicking and flicking which made it kind of confusing and uncomfortable.hahas.though some part really scared me out of my wits.and i was like gasping with horror,clasping my hand on my mouth.thankfully,we was seating at the last row or else i will be like a huge obstruction as i nearly jump out of my seat.
later,we went shopping.erm,window shopping,i emphasize.since we both are really really broke.or should i say me?hahas.well,saw lots of cute stuffs and their price is even more "cuter".hahas.
and on the way there,jinyan told me a shocking news that i was struck dumbfounded.well,i couldn't believe that this kind of thing was actually happening around me.and my mind instantly went blank.couldn't believe it.and i got a stupid dream yesterday.dun ask me wad it is cos e moment i think of it,i was feeling kind of disgusted.hahas.
well,i do hope my standard of chinese would somehow improved.i'm so envied with people who can writes very well.hmms.when can i ever write like that?
well,gtg.i gonna find something to do on the computer.i'm bored yet tired.

whew.went out today to Bukit Panjang with Melissa,Siew Lee,Chien Yi and Wilson.
hahas.but actually BPP had very little places to shop at.or could i say NOTHING?
compared to Lot 1,the things they sold is very little,unless u could count those electronic gadget shop?
hahas.sorry,my interest of handphone had been back.been hoping to change a new hp.
cos seriously,i think my handphone encountered some kind of problems now.
and oso,people had been calling to my hp.and e cost is HUGE!!
so decided that i would change my hp to plan,and now i'm searching for my ideal hp.
i have taken quite a liking to Nokia 5700 XpressMusic or N73.[yes,i know it is expensive.both is.]
but e review for N73 doesn't seem quite good,and i just find out that 5700 is a cool phone!!
both design are nice but what i'm worried for 5700 is e twist twist thing would spoilt.
den bye bye to my handphone le.so i'm seriously considering what hp to buy.as my father say i must choose a durable phone that can be used for quite a long time.or perhaps,e plan period.
argh.shall just wait and see.
btw,we return back to lot 1 and we took neoprints.and seriously,it's been long since i take.hahas.
and i have been living like i finish O level.so free.hahas.
and i've been in such a cheery mood cos my article had appeared on the newspaper.and it's 99.9% original.cos i realise some of e words are missing,so e sentence seems weird.
gtg.watching tv.pictures time!!!=)





P.S.highlighted is my name.hahas.*beaming*

whew.went out today to Bukit Panjang with Melissa,Siew Lee,Chien Yi and Wilson.
hahas.but actually BPP had very little places to shop at.or could i say NOTHING?
compared to Lot 1,the things they sold is very little,unless u could count those electronic gadget shop?
hahas.sorry,my interest of handphone had been back.been hoping to change a new hp.
cos seriously,i think my handphone encountered some kind of problems now.
and oso,people had been calling to my hp.and e cost is HUGE!!
so decided that i would change my hp to plan,and now i'm searching for my ideal hp.
i have taken quite a liking to Nokia 5700 XpressMusic or N73.[yes,i know it is expensive.both is.]
but e review for N73 doesn't seem quite good,and i just find out that 5700 is a cool phone!!
both design are nice but what i'm worried for 5700 is e twist twist thing would spoilt.
den bye bye to my handphone le.so i'm seriously considering what hp to buy.as my father say i must choose a durable phone that can be used for quite a long time.or perhaps,e plan period.
argh.shall just wait and see.
btw,we return back to lot 1 and we took neoprints.and seriously,it's been long since i take.hahas.
and i have been living like i finish O level.so free.hahas.
and i've been in such a cheery mood cos my article had appeared on the newspaper.and it's 99.9% original.cos i realise some of e words are missing,so e sentence seems weird.
gtg.watching tv.pictures time!!!=)







P.S.highlighted is my name.hahas.*beaming*

i just blog a long post.and it went missing.gosh.i hate it.seriously.nvm.should keep it short and swift for this post.

OVER.

IT'S OVER.

YES,I KNOW IT'S OVER.

EXAMS IS OVER!!!!=)

felt something amiss.hahas.after continuously mugging for countless day.tears,sweat,tiredness, weariness,depression is all gone.over.it's over.regardless whether i get great or lousy results.
regardless i flunk my paper or not.it's simply over for MYE'07.at least for me.at least for my class.at least for perhaps half of e 3D classes.wadever.it's just over.i'm really going gaga over this thoughts.hahas.i've not been blogging for so long.haven been using for com after hrs and hrs.but i guess i will be really busy this year.with so many things to do.i just couldn't wait to go out.i just couldn't wait to stretch my arms and legs and my bones.it's been so long i can go shopping in a free-of-trouble mind.i've been seriously worrying for my exams since dunno when.
encounter a period of down times.but i'm better now.shall rest 1st before i start burying myself with books.it been a speedy year.i can't believe it is mid yr.hahas.
gtg.doing other things.e.g.crapping,watching videos at youtube.any good show recommended?hahas.smilex always.mug hard for those who still have to sit for exams!=)

Not forgetting,Thanks Mr Kat for all your hard work and great effort!
Thanks for helping so much!Thanks!!!

Social Studies Exams,seriously,i think i'm going to flunk it.
not enough time= incomplete answer to the questions.and u think i want?
gosh.i know SS and History Exams were meant to rush.but it is practically like @#$%.
and i dunno why after reading Friday-Weekly, feel a sense of disappointment.gawd.
i'm really emotional.and i still need to write a short essays for Happy Slapping.
wad to write?clueless.no guideline.nth.i think i will think of some guideline before finishing my essays.doing maths revision later.been slacking the whole afternoon.eating,slacking,sleeping.
and next week exams is like gross.was just slacking in school and the moment once i reach home.maybe i'm too tired?yes.i bet i am.my brain is dead now.couldn't think of anything.
i wanna wake up from my nightmare soon.i wanna examinations end soon.
i wanna watch Spiderman 3 soon.i wanna watch Mr Housewife soon.i wanna do a lot of thing soon.stop torturing me with exams.or stop torturing students with exams.
seriously,something i think Y** is biased.sometimes i think things is biased against me.
u cannot put an "=" sign saying that i'm talentless just becos i'm from Normal Academic.
u cannot dun trust me becos i'm from Normal Academic.Everything u do is keep asking HIM.
although i know this incident was long ago,but seeing him in newspaper,seeing him all over the place make me feel inferior.making me look like a talentless person beside him.
making me feel that i'm a "green leaves".
i simply felt that i'm just a tool for you to promote the school.
shalln't say le.gtg.jiayou.=)