My Shadows.

//Saturday, April 28, 2007 10:23 AM

Tears couldn't stop

Yesterday was the first paper-English.and i make such a foolish mistake that i cry terribly.and i got chided at home for keep crying over the past months.can u guess how i ever felt when i realise that i didn't do 1 qn and e time is up?and i never make an attempt to change the qn number.and i just lost 4m.and the thought of this make me feel very terrible.i'm going to make sure i'm not going to make such foolish,idiotic mistake ever again.
was feeling so down yesterday.after wad that stickman say i fell from A1 to F9 for chemistry.can u imagine how i felt?and he is worried that i do not have enough time for the preparation.and this added to e depressing feeling i already had.he is a nice teacher but he tends to be kind of blunt at times.and i doubt he know he hurt my feelings.
Life is undergoing such drastic change ever since i reach sec 3.i have not been coping really well with all my work.i do not like science yet i have to face science everyday.i don't know where has that cheerful me gone to,it has disappeared into thin air.i was too naive to think that life is still going to be easy in sec 3.reality have proven me wrong.
i wish my nightmare would end now.i wish all those unhappy thing will end now.i wish.and i wish.
on a happier tone, i'm glad that i have been selected for the BIT.but even this news can't cheer me up.hahas.=(
gtg.starting on social studies Healthcare notes.

*我想我曾经攀爬得太高了, 所以跌下来的时候, 特别痛与难受.*
I'm not going to think of the result,i shall just do my best.