My Shadows.

//Friday, February 16, 2007 8:09 PM

Happy Lunar New Year!

Just an early wish to everybody,Happy New Year!!
hahas.i noe i'm being kanchong.haha.anyway, life in Sec 3 was kind of disastrous,complete different from Sec 2 and i'm regretting why i keep complaining in Sec 1 & 2 that life is hard and difficult.=(..and mr kat just talk to me in msn and i think i fail my chemistry test.=(..sad news before e New Year.hmms,gonna buck up on chemistry le.physics too.physics practical is simply a disastrous thing to me.couldn't see e straight line,reflected or refracted rays and cannot place e pins properly.i feel so depressed and sad and i'm speechless....sometimes,i wish to end my life.but rest assured,other thoughts overwhelmed not long after i have that kind of stupid thoughts.i have so many things left undone,for goodness sake,and things i haven done before..e.g erm,in love?!?!..haha,i must be mad but this is contain some facts inside.continuing with my rountine on telling briefing wad i done for e whole week:
Monday-i can only rmb got Add maths test.erm,i manage to finish every qns.hahas.yippee!cos this is e 1st time i finish before e time limits and i noe how to do all qns except e last one which i forgot to convert it back,causing me to lose 1 marks have e thoughts going to bang e wall.
Tuesday-rmb only got Physics test.haha..i noe how to answer almost all e qns but i can't gurantee i will score me,already 1m gone due to e implusion of changing my answer.@_@..hahas,and my maths test get 8/10.yippee!!
Wednesday-Just noe that erm i was very tired after e rehearsal den at nite was kana scolded my parents cos i misplace my history books in e house.den i cry like mad cos i was under great stress and they weren't encouraging me or wad.den i was like in a total breakdown.haix.enough of it and thus it cause my mood e next day to be very bad and blueish.
Thursday-erm,i dunno wad i done.i can't rmb anything of ytd except throwing temper at Jinyan early in e morning.Sorry.cos u were late far too much den i was in a bad mood and thus it happen that i scolded u.and ya,ytd Total Defence Day,our group was having so much fun after e conference conversation ytd.hahas.our group was mad lorx.
Friday-which is today.have e CNY concert,thankfully,it was successful as there was never a big cork up that occured.phew.though communication between e Mongolian troupe was a problem.but i never play a big part in e event as they usually and normally dun let me play a big part.=(
enough of it,i'm gtg soon.cos changing new blogskins and helping mr kat to set up a blog and i'm gonna write my self-intro compo le.i'm like dead with it lorx.dragging for 1 week le.hahas.
gtg.smilex always!=)