My Shadows.

//Wednesday, November 29, 2006 1:05 PM

11.29.06

i'm currently tired..and came back from our last maths lesson..kat kat was nice,give us kinder-bueno,but i'm currently not bueno-ing..i dun intend to eat now,cos it is far too precious..haha..ok..didn't blog ytd cos sister was using computer for her work n i agitated her earlier and dun dare to ask her for computer,and mum will sure scold me de..I RECEIVED THE EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP LETTER.i'm one of e top 10%..ehh..that means got some ppl get $500 n some get $300..hmms,i will most probably get $300 bahx..if that is e case,to be frank,i'm kind of disappointed.but nevertheless,i will still donate $50,as for e other money,still deciding on how to spend it,probably on a bag..i want a bag pack!
shall say about today maths lesson,kat kat was late!but shall forgive him for e sake of kinder bueno..[just kidding,understandable for him being late..]and i think he noe i am going mad with e equations,number and formula..cos he was smirking when he say we needed a rest,den e other sentence,didn't hear it properly cos i was busy searching for my stuffs,got a lots of foolscape paper n i couldn't find e one 1 want..Chien Yi was smart,kind of envious with him for his level of intelligence,solve a qns which kat kat oso dunno..i wish i have that kind of level of intelligence.currently dreaming of it,haha..well,shall convert all my dreaming into motivation or hard work for maths.I am really going crazy by doing maths.i have decided not to do any maths on e week of christmas day..gonna take a break of it..i'm currently in need of rest!!!well,shafiqa make me hyper again during maths lesson,keep on making me hyper..i'm resting soon..sleeping..and probably revise a little bit of e graphs stuffs,rmb y=mx + c..izzit?i think so la..haha..doing algebra at night,and i'm going crazy once again.watching The Snow Queen on youtube,starring Hyun Bin,nice drama..haha..it is still airing in korea..
and oh ya,just some moments ago,that jinyan call me to go to police post n help her get some brochures..brochures?when i hear that,i wanna faint le..interview nv ask me go,go n ask me to ask e police for brochures..Jinyan,u smart lorx!!kidding la..just feel so weird go n take e brochures..
gtg..resting le..still mugging very hard!!
THANK YOU,MR KAT!!FOR UR KINDER BUENO,SHOULD GIVE KIT KAT,IT REMINDS ME OF YOU!UR SYMBOLIC ITEM!HAHA..

//Monday, November 27, 2006 11:52 PM

00.04

that is e time i'm blogging now,nevertheless,i need to say something before i blog about wad happen today:I WAS THREATENED!!!!,by one person who do not want his photo to be seen by others,fine,i deleted e photos away,BUT,that doesn't mean i can't show ppl e pictures,it depends on ur level of intelligence,i use 'Zhang4 Yan3 Fa3'aka something to block ur naked eye to see something easily..believe me,it is easy yet difficult.There is a reason behind everything.ok,and he threatened to hacked my account just becos of a few photos,by all mean if u want to hacked,but do u noe hacking some people account is illegal?just as downloading music..i do hope u get caught by hacking my account,even if u dun get arrested,i make sure i lodge a police report.oops,i think i sound too agitated but this exactly how i feel now..well,still,i'm still kind-hearted enough to wish u a successful operation.i do admit i love threatening ppl if ppl threaten me,that is my tactics to shoot back e people..that is my way.
well,back to reporting wad i done today,done maths,and i am quite sure i'm kind of tired and sick to do maths,i think i'm changing subjects,perhaps english,perhaps chinese,perhaps science or social studies or history,i'm really going to get mad by all those problems..even though i'm getting mad about it,i will still perserve on to do it during december holiday,i make sure i get a decent break during e holiday..i think i'm really stressing myself n i dun think i really enjoy this holiday,so how?going to slack through e holiday,not doing anything except eat,sleep,play?I CAN'T..if i do that,that isn't me..and if i ever do that,slap me hard and wake me up!i've been gaining weight cos i didn't excersise myself but i have been exercising my brains a lot..omg..ok,n i went to my massage appointment,upon reaching there,got this toot toot uncle step on my foot without saying sorry and that was so painful..i dun think my foot was as hard as the floor and he can't differentiate the difference of a foot with flesh and blood flowing and a floor solid hard..he is carrying something but that does not make an excuse for stepping on my foot and without saying sorry to me..urgh.dun like this kind of people.I'm stressing myself far too out,haven been enjoying my holidays since my holidays started, I want boringness!!i can't wait to have boringness.
resting soon,it is late,i'm tired.to summarise,it isn't my day today..=(
thaNks Magdelene auntie for ur biscuits and ear candle,it was simply so comfortable and this is a little bit of small comfort for my day.

//Sunday, November 26, 2006 11:25 PM

Sunday

well,nth much today,except that meet yanfu,ace,and came by tricia to help with e service-learning survey form at 7..i was late,i should be saying,i purposely late de n partly cause by me and my sister which we keep meddle with my hair..she tied till so messy den i'm going crazy..but still it turns out quite nice..talk about afternoon 1st,frankly speaking,kind of sick doing e maths everyday, going to go crazy anytime le,imagine e whole of e holiday,I'm facing Mathematics,i'm crying out loud!!aarrgghh,especially when i couldn't get the correct answer..so what i'm kind of sick about maths?i still have to do,isn't it?shall try to grumble less n focus more energy on maths,i'm going mad le!den when to cousin house and settle the handphone thing,and yes,it is finally settle after almost a year..den i have a packet of chrysanthemum tea and an ice-cream there,i'm really going fatter and fatter everyday,and mum and dad bought Pringles!omg..no wonder my weight gains..back to the service learning stuff,finish in about half an hour time,thaNks to tricia efficiency,for doing so many copy at the short period of time..den went to arcade for awhile..try to catch a monkey bear,but couldn't..den we take neoprint,e shots was nice and we force *** to take,everything was alright,till the end,when we choose e number of picture to be divided,i point 16 at 1st,den 4 cos i wanna check whether it can move,and den that toot toot yanfu go n press OK..so guess how?when i try to press 16,sorry,it was too late,and it turns out that ace and yanfu dun have e pictures..cos of his itchy hands,that was his punishment for it!enough of it,posting out e picture..oh ya,Jinyan and Lijing,we use e same machine for my birthday pictures..
gtg..sleeping soon!=)btw,tricia got a big bear,and it costs $30++ for it,cos they go n play e catch catch thing..that was expensive..i wanna share e pictures,but someone threatened me to hacked my account,so now,it depends on ur level of intelligence,if u can see it,u can see it,if u can't see it,den too bad,all e most just contact me n i let u catch a glimpse of it..

//Saturday, November 25, 2006 12:22 PM

Saturday,25/11/06

went to school on today and it is a saturday which i could sleep till my butt can burn by the sun,but unfortunately,need to went back to school for remedial..wake up at 7am.I am TIRED.imagine u sleep at 2plus in e morning and wake up at 7am..i sleep for only about 4++hours only..maybe u will be asking me why i sleep so late?i was watching channel u movie,'Please Teach Me English',nice show though..funny..haha..ok..today go to class 3F and have e lesson there,e class was full of rubbish..yes,rubbish,paper,Panda Biscuit box..it was left all over e places..kat kat voice is weird today,think he is still not feeling well cos his voice was kind hoarse..anyway,learnt new things today,quadratic graph[i guess it spells like this] and recap on some other topics,we still didn't do trigo today..but we ended our lessons early though..den when melissa and chien yi were doing some of e qns mr kat ask them to do[we did finish as homework],he came over to me as i ask him some qns,he say he keep the books and this shows that 'He is an intelligent child'.omg..so self-praised himself,and i immediately acted i wanted to vomit out.and i was telling shafiqa,thank goodness i have a light breakfast,if not,i would be vomitting all e things out.and when M n CY is doing some qns which we did before,they were like cracking their brains,he say something to me but i didn't get it,he scribble something on e board,but I still didn't get it..his handwriting and language were kind of hard to understand..haha..n i dunno wad happen to shafiqa today,she was hyper half-way,making me to be oso hyper,we both were laughing so much..haha..and when i ask kat a qn,we both laugh at dunno wad thing n he say 'so rude'..haiyo,laugh oso consider rude in his dictionary..but he is a good teacher nevertheless,photocopy this yr sec 2 express chemistry paper for us,i forgot 90% of e chemistry stuff le..haha..going to recap soon..my brains is now stuffed with maths though..
gtg..smilex alway!resting after i eat my lunch..going to sleep..I'm tired!
KAT KAT,DO TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH!DRINK E SYRUP MY GANG GIVE U ON TEACHERS' DAY N EAT STREPSILS!
To drink e syrup,just take a spoonful of it n put it inside ur mouth OR u can take a spoonful of it, put it in your cups and mix with hot water.
And put it in refrigerator to make it more nicer to drink it cooling.

//Thursday, November 23, 2006 11:02 PM

dejected.

MEDIACORP FORUM IS SLOW!it is super slow,due to ads they put,izzit?anyway,it is slow anyway..went to malaysia today,no traffic jams,nth,journey was smooth.why i went to malaysia?reason was simple:to buy magazine.and yes,i do buy loads of it,and when i carry it myself,i noe i'm gonna be shorter again.yes,shorter.buy e-pop,Y-Generation,COLOR,and 2 Goong magazine..haha..total costs:ehh..RM30-40++ bah..i'm not sure,i do noe i'm a spendthrift and i buy loads of magazine i haven read,i'm going to take my time,and so wad is e rush?no one pointing a gun at my head telling me to finish it by NOW.though my aim is to finish reading all e magazine by this holiday,working towards it.just now finish doing maths.feeling depressed and kind of dejected now.I realised that i did not seems to know and understand as much as I think.I seems to be kind of confused now.''_'',i guess i still have to put in much effort to it,will u guys help?i do hope that u will a help me in my maths.Feeling dejected and depressed now.that is why i use DARK BLUE fonts.anyway,going to do finish all my maths tmr..gonna spent quite a number on time on it.omg,i'm kind of worried whether will i be able to cope with next yr stuff,with so many new n difficult things to learn.hmms,shall just put my best to learn all this,i'm prepared to get not so-good marks.hmms,shalln't say such dejected stuffs,gonna work hard for it anyway,and kat kat,if got lessons,on saturday,u gonna suffer.i'm full with questions to ask you.
In all of all,i wanna apologise to Lijing.
Sorry for sounding impatient just now when i took e call,cos i was mopping e floor AND i was wearing gloves AND my mum talk to me about the awful ringtone AND i was distracted AND i really didn't here u toking when i first pick up e phone.AND yes,I'm sorry.
ending my post here.changing my template and play with it.gonna take a long time though.''_''

//Wednesday, November 22, 2006 11:26 PM

Embarassing Day+Buffet+Dad Birthday

Before i start blogging about about what happens today,let me wish my dad HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA!
HAPPY BIRTHDY TO YOU!
*Clap Clap*
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Firstly,gonna start with what happens at e real beginning of e day.went to school maths remedial as said before,reach there a little bit early and kat kat was late,making e lesson to start late.oh ya, school is gonna repaint itself,and on e notice board itself,got 3 colours,1st 1,due to RED,it looks like a fire station.2nd,colour is Blue,looks more like a HDB flat,3rd one was ok,it looks e most ok as e colour is green, suit us more.but e colour at e 2nd floor whr got a lot of plant was orange which looks kind of weird.aiya,those who dun understand can take a look at it.btw, congrats to Lijing and Jinyan,eligible for Additional Mathematics..now i realise not all people can take Additional Maths.i know i'm late.enough of it,den we wait for kat to draw keys,went to class 2A,he stopped outside e staff room,cos he need to put his things,den he actually hand e keys to me,but when i reach out n take,he gave it to shafiqa,i was like 'mad' cos it makes me so malu.he is LAME though he added entertainment to it.well,shall say that is his character..n i sort of curse him n scold him in e classroom..haha.he isn't feeling well n 2 of our classmates were sick,didn't come,due to the food they ate ytd,they were prefects,heard that all their dishes is fried one,fried beehoon,chicken wing n etc.Most of all,added curry,which makes them extra hot..haha.anyway,having lessons on saturday.me and shafiqa only,probably siew lee too.when ended the lessons and closing e doors,he said he know i was a responsible student and he just want to see who have more responsibility.I'm freeze to death!"_".enough of it,another topics.
2.Went to lot 1 after that with shafiqa,shop for awhile at More than Words,before we left,we saw them wrapping a HUGE plushie toys,Doraemon and Monkey.Heard it costs $300++..so u can imagine how HUGE is it,I was fantasized by e monkey though.Saw new Monkey plushie toys at MTW too,costs $17.90.i want it too!!!haha..den we went laser flair.she wanted to rent DVD,but i feel that it was not worth it,help her looks for vcds,as it is cheaper,den we couldn't find one vcd,i approach e person n she keep pointing e place i look for n said 'there',i said i look for it le,but cannot find it,after she point n say 'there' for 2 or 3 times,i finally realise it was in front of our eyes only."_"den i quickly went and get it,during e journey,trip over a box of vcd,n making me looks kind of clumsy.shafiqa was laughing like mad,make me so malu.after that, look at converse stuff n went back home.
3.Went to Jurong East,Science Centre,e omni theatre,eat Sakura International Resturant,was super full and i GAIN WEIGHT.took some picture with sister,ah pa n ah ma..shall posts it when it is uploaded,i'm dun look good in e photo and they say i got fu2 xiang4.sae i look like mi2 le4 fo2..haha..aiya.den tok about NAPFA test,i am super worried for it as i maybe taking it next year,and i dun want.cos my NAPFA is super lousy,den my mum say it is not a very big deal to fail as a girl,but i would still mind e result,ok?though i say take it easy,but deep in my heart,i won't give out so easily.characteristic of virgo.when reaching home,at e CCKCC,saw Jiasheng,at that time i was tired,so i must look ugly.he got an unbelievable look in his face.maybe becos i was way too ugly OR my sister was very chio OR i was way too ugly standing beside my sister.
doesn't matter,i noe i'm ugly.'that is a phase of life u must gone through before getting pretty.'quoted from sister.
enough of crapping and blogging,resting soon.mediacorp forum is slow.In all of all.
THANKS TO MR KAT FOR THE BOOKS.
I WON'T HELD OUT MY HAND SO QUICKLY WHEN I'M GONNA TAKE THINGS FROM KAT KAT.
AND LAST OF ALL,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD!

//Tuesday, November 21, 2006 4:20 PM

Tuesday

GET THE NOTIFICATION FORM OF THE BURSARY LE.FINALLY.
yes,i just received it and i will receive:
MOE Bursary
1.Full waiver of School Fees($5), full waiver of standard miscellaneous fees($8).
2.Textbooks,Workbooks and Materials in the approved book list.

SAC Bursary
1.2 sets of Uniform
2.Food Card(2 $1 food coupons per day)
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"The collection for both e textbooks and uniform is on 6 December 2006" which i will interpret it into it is a MUST for us to go there on 6 december,izzit?hmms..i think so bah..i also not sure, thinking of consulting others and ask Lijing izzit,i'm not going alone to carry all e books back home, asking mum to come along too.my usual routine.
been using computer for 2-3hours plus.submitted another blogskins which i think isn't nice at all.all the formatting.nvm,it alright.won't be submitting blogskins so soon cos no inspiration liao. or maybe perhaps never submit a blogskins anymore.it depends.haha..i noe i am a '3minutes hotness' person.[please translate this phrase in chinese n u will get wad i mean.]Doing a nice skins is tiring and need a lot of time and energy which i doubt have.need to spent loads of time in front of e computer.It is fun nevertheless a good experience for it.I'm changing my skins soon to a blogskins i do for myself.haha.i noe i'm lame but it is just me,isn't it? going using photoshop to do something. anyway,sweeping floor soon and watch YLBFB..can't have nap cos tmr got maths lesson.must wake up early.btw,THANK YOU,KAT KAT.for teaching me maths in msn ytd.I think i get it and for giving me free books.[i think so for e books part,haha.]
gtg.smilex always.=)

//Monday, November 20, 2006 2:48 PM

mOnday

i'm super excited now..hehe..cos i have just submitted my 1st ever blogskins!!!haha..
it is not entirely i do one de la..e codes is from other people and i edit e codes..it is nice!!
haha..i only noe how to do simple 1 la..i dunno all those complicated one..i'm kinda noob..
Mine account!

this is e link to my account..if u all like it,please give me some comments!!=)
thaNks a lot..today wake up at 6am cos 7.30 need to reach school for maths remedial..
it been years since i wake up at 6am..although at night still can't really sleep..
well..today teach new topics again..seems to understand and a little bit dun understand..
teaches similar area,Indices rules number 8 and 9,still need to do more practice for it..
to make my maths foundation stronger..going to buy 1o years series soon..
popular not open when i was released,maybe wednesday going to go and take a look..
i'm quite tired now,going to sleep soon..and den shall go n sweep e floor..n watch YLBFB..
den going to switch on computer again for awhile before goong..haha..
at night oso using computer,been spending a lot of time on computer..
oso spending an amount of time on blogskins too..it is really very difficult..yey fun..haha..
gtg..smilex always!!=)Super excited now!

//Sunday, November 19, 2006 4:21 PM

Sunday

Sunday..beginning of a week..e thought of how hardworking they all have not left my mind since friday..keep on thinking about it..all i noe is that i keep convincing myself that i shall follow my pace and work..shall not keep on influence by others..n i'm thinking of getting e 10 yrs series maths book to do..as not all wad kat kat teach is included..also can do some practices.. nevertheless..oso can keep it for e next next yr O level..it depends..i'm working hard to prepare myself as much as possible for next year..i want to upgrade my english skills..e way n words i use to talk for english.. this 2 months seems like it will pass very quickly..SLOW N STEADY.. i'm trying to convince myself for it..been doing a lot of maths..n somehow,i keep on forgetting e basics..e more i do,e more i am not sure..haha..it is weird..but nvm..i shall still do n keep myself clear for e formula..maybe i have been giving myself too much stress too..i'm really going to take a nice break during december, though i am not that tired,i wanna rest well during e holiday..btw,ytd kat kat ask me for e music codes n we chatted a bit..he is funny..haha..even sae i'm not an NA,Express but special streams!! haha..well,i'm not..just seems to noe a bit more about blogging..find out by myself through various resources though..haha..haiix..i'm tired n a little bit stressed out..been trying to figure out e blogger codes n i guess i noe a bit..next time gonna put e blogskins i have done..haha..actually uses other people codes n do some changes..hehe..gtg.smilex always!!=)
DUN STRESS YOURSELF OUT!FOLLOW YOUR OWN PACE!AND BELIEVE IN URSELF!=KEY TO SUCCESS!=)

//Friday, November 17, 2006 1:32 PM

Questioning

today have maths supplementary lesson,learn new things again n was a little bit tough..
we faced problems..n wasn't that easy to solved,learn similar triangles,n was hard..
btw,we are late today for e lesson as shafiqa was late causing us to be late..
n kat kat even asked us to "run around the field",so guess did we run?of course no la..haha..
he is just joking n he was lame..Outfits he wore today:A shirt with 2 chinese character..
"Shanghai"in chinese word,that 2 letter was huge..haha..i'm going to practice on maths later on..
give me a break before i start my engine again to work..i am tired..haha..
went to popular to try my luck to get e poster,but no lucks somehow..=(
and was even told by e salesperson to queue up next time to get e newsletter..
she asked me to joined e queue which was paying for e stuffs they buy..
i was like 'i wasn't buying anything n why shld join e queue?i just wanna get e newsletter,that all.
n she asked me to joined e queue for nth.Note to take of:e queue was quite long.'
i was kind of pissed off with her,second time she asked me to join e queue n there wasn't a need to,was thinking of lodging a complaint.I noe i'm a typical singaporean.
haha..and i saw chienyi n melissa buying some assessment book from e O level column..
which makes me question myself:'Am i doing enough?''Am i putting in as much effort as them?'
and it makes me feel kind of inferior as i think i did not did as much as them..
they seems to put in so much effort,while me lehx?i look so tiny and small..
but i guess we do have our own speed of learning n pace to study and learn..
well,trying not to be influenced or affected by others..shall go according to my own speed..
yes..Slow and Steady,i'm not in a rush,i want my foundation to be firm n solid..
gtg..resting in awhile time..do watch goong tonight.=)

//Wednesday, November 15, 2006 9:26 PM

"__"

sister just mention primary school..and den suddenly talk about it n this led me cry..
u may think it is stupid to cry..but it reminds about e past,about my primary sch memory..
i confess i think i did not have a very beautiful memory of my primary school..
whenever i look back from now,it makes me feel sad n kind of blue..bcos of various reasons..
about how i was being left out,backstabbed,getting e PSLE result i didn't expect to..
makes me feel dejected and kind of sad..and perhaps maybe a little bit of hatred..
u may think i'm a scheming,evil,boastful person who would like to flaunt her results,
but i must admit that,yes,i do hope all my primary school frenx know that i'm in Express now..
noe that i have transferred from NA to Express,dun get e wrong idea,i nv look down on NA stream.
but u must noe that all of my Primary School frenx went to Express stream..
i get e lowest aggregate score of all my frenx,my class,was e only one who went to NA stream..
and how my frenx left me out in all sorts of things,backstabbed me in my last yr of pri sch..
that was e worst feeling of all..n i'm from the BEST EM2 class..n i get this kind of score..
so that why.it makes me wanna shout to e whole world to tell them i am now in Express..
e same place which they have been standing all e while..which they have been for e past 2 yrs..
though they did not look down on me or wad,but it makes me feel inferior..
and i can always remember wad happen when i get my PSLE results,i will never forget about it.
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I just wanna voice out on how i feel about it..if u think i'm just flaming about how i feel,den i'm sorry,but this is really how i feel..

so those who did not into e course for e streaming,dun feel dejected becos this is maybe another way out for you.Perhaps a better way for you.
U get to learn more and get more experience.

All of all,i shall make it clear that i have never look down on e Normal Academic Stream,somehow,it benefits people even more.

//Tuesday, November 14, 2006 9:16 PM

14.11.06

Nth much too..just that e special thing that happens today was to go for maths lesson..
learn new things again..gonna practice more on it as it seems still not familiar with me..
my big fat leg thighs are aching now..maybe becos i walk too much today?!!?!
been lazing around lately..so never walk as much as last time..resulting in e pain now..
ytd listen to Hwang JinYi songs..named:"Huai Ren"[bad guy]..it is a nice songs..
though e song name is as weird as goong song,"Parrot"..haha..but they are nice songs..
crapping now and AGAIN..cos nth to write wad..so keep on crapping n crapping..
i just noe that 70% of my salary for e 2 month housework pay is gone..
due to rebonding hair..it cost $70..so i can't go out a lot of time..cos no money..
unless someone sponsor me..haha..yay..going to rebond hair soon..hehe..
nv thot that i could rebond my hair one day too..i'm looking forward to that day though..
been reading an article and it asks this question:"Who do u blog for?''
hmms..i think my answer for it is:I'm blogging for myself..cos i'm kind of lazy to write..
and blogging for it is to record wad happen in my life at this stage of time..
though sometimes things may happen not according to ur plan..or wadever..
but i will be careful in wad i blog..hehe..i'm crapping again..
gtg..my legs is really aching like crazy..goong today not nice..sob sob..
chaegyung so silly to follow wad yul sae n mention divorce..my poor shin..

//Saturday, November 11, 2006 10:16 PM

11/11/06

Well..my decision is made..i'm going to Course B..my sister convinced me into it..by going to Course B means e following things:
1.Need to work extra hard to close up e gaps between me and e Express
2.Need to work Super Duper Hard
3.Work super hard for it.
people..pls give me ur support for it..i need all ur support..i'm going to work hard for it..Never give up..and work hard for my goals..haha..but i slack today..never do anything except opening my mouth to talk and eat..didn't have e mood to do maths today..even if i do..surely all wrong de..haha..nvm..going to do tmr..everybody must always have a break at times..i'm tired despite all those rest i get..haha..haven been doing much things today..btw..today i was kana hurt by someone speeches..things happen like this:
I went to e bus stop with my sis to meet my sis frenx today as my sis frenx mum want to return e super big rabbit to my sis..they chat upon seeing each other,sis frenx mum was grateful as e MOE was pleased..i was behind my sis,i hesitate to go in front but i still go.after greeting her,she suddenly ask my sis,"Is your sister working?",i was like dumbfounded,my sis was unsure wad her frenx mum asked,den her frenx sae i'm her younger sister.Dun Get it?
That is clear that her mum thought that i was older than my sis and asked whether i was working.when they left,i was super angry den my sis in order to pleased me,bought e I-weekly as i wanted earlier..wah..my small little fragile heart was kana hurt like that,saying that i'm old n look matured..hurt me so much..den my mum sae my sis frenx mum got 'LAO HUA YAN', saying that i look so much like a child den ask whether i got work anot..haiix..am i that old?or mature?hurt me quite deeply..=(
gtg..smilex always!!=)

//Friday, November 10, 2006 9:08 PM

Course B

ain't feeling quite well,not feeling sick but frustrated..i'm worried,scared,feeling uncertain..
I GET INTO COURSE B..
which simply means that i will be doing e following subjects:
1.English
2.Mother Tongue
3.Mathematics
4.Additional Mathematics
5.Physic[Pure]
6.Chemistry[Pure]
7.History
i'm feeling very uncertain now..thinking about whether i can cope with e stuff in it anot..
i mean i nv thot that i will be getting into course B as Mdm Lee,Ms Ng told us that Course A is the only course we will be taking..so as not to widen the gap so big.but now,i am given a choice to Course B,anybody can tell me wad to do?move on with course B or appeal to course A?i want to give a try to Course B but i'm worried about my abilities..whether i can cope anot as it is not sub-science anymore but pure science..ace called me 1st to inform me that he is going to course B den i was thinking wad about me?after knowing that going to course B,began to feel vexed,i am torned between choices..so how?LOST again..i think i will not appeal n may give it a try..i am just thinking that if i drop,it maybe drop to course A..so maybe i shall give it a try..ppl..pls give me advices..wad to do?
*thinking*..i have taken other people places n shafiqa is not applicable to course B n she hope i appeal..make my decision shaking even more.
btw.no intention of showing off i'm going to course B..no point showing off..just another route to a more challenging places.

//Thursday, November 09, 2006 9:25 PM

09.11.06

today wake up early and went for maths supplementary lesson..i couldn't really open my eyes though..haha..but i disturb my sister until she can't went back to sleep..a "revengeful"act cause my family will talk very loud whenever i'm sleeping..so make full use of e chance to "revenge"..
maths lesson teaches a lot of new things..but e most surprising thing today is that kat kat never wear spectacles today..he looks fine without specs but it is weird..haha..today learn about TOA CAH SOH..actually i dun understand wad this mean in dialect,den he explain is that big-foot lady.. den i was like.."oic"..it was quite difficult..dunno how to do..shafiqa super fast..she learn super fast while i am like always e slowest..i very bu hao yi si..haha..den always make me flustered..den got learn indices..e stuff which we learn today must be digested slowly..i'm actually quite worry i can't follow their paces..a little bit worried n afraid..going to revise myself with things i learn today tmr.. kat kat sae it is important n must memorise..but now i still can't fully understand..shall go according to my speed..slow n steady..after maths lesson..went to play badminton with Jinyan, Tricia n Siewyi..at 1st..me n jinyan play only cos siewyi n tricia was at e computer lab thr..dunno wad they were doing..anyway..me n jinyan finally can rally liao worx.. haha..finally..it like last time we play always can't catch each other shuttlecocks de..haha..very fun to play..gonna play another time..we were spending as much time eating too..so e calories i burn off,was gain back."_"..haha
gtg..smilex always!!=)challenging life ahead..

//Wednesday, November 08, 2006 10:08 PM

Goong!!

OK,here i UPDATE liao!!!went out again but i dun mind cos we were going to buy goong vcds!!
haha..ok..i did buy goong vcds n it costs $28.90 only..it is not china de but infocomm de..
e rightful distributor for goong vcds in singapore..that person very good,charge me at $28..
haha..me n sis fork out $10 each,mum $3 n bro $5..haha..and that is how i got my goong vcd..
super excited now..i'm overreacting but this couldn't stop me from being hyper n excited..
though just now did happen some stuff which makes me boil..shall not elaborate n dampen my mood..i haven't mention where i bought it,i bought it at Pearl Complex,e complex beside Outram Park Mrt,there got 1 shops which sells kind of cds n vcds too at a cheaper price..
i saw goong 1.5 sold at $12.90,though cheaper den mine,but i think my price was ok too..
at least i didn't go n buy at Sembawang..at there,i saw Kim Jeong Hoon new album,which he sings Japanese songs,didn't buy though,$29.90..cos i dunno whether e song was nice anot n kind of exp too..couldn't keep on buying such stuffs as mum will kill me..
den later we went to The Majaestic[dunno hw to spell],mum wanna see some books..haha..
den at there,i managed to grab e last copy of "PLAY"august magazine..cos got a lot of freebies..
haha..i was thinking of getting 1 since i saw it at comics connection during august..
but comics connection was selling far too expensive..so wait until now..yay..a fruitful trip today..
tmr got maths supplementary lessons again den later playing badminton with JY,SY,KL n tricia.
gtg..i'm tired..n anyway THANKS,miss for giving me another $0.90 discount.=p
P.S.finish watching goong 1.5,super funny,i'm rewatching it soon..hehe..JJH n YEH rawks!!

//Monday, November 06, 2006 8:58 PM

A trip to bishan

went to bishan Junction 8 today with Jinyan according to our schedule..haha..ok..e 1st impression out of e mrt was that there was a lot of famous sch students..it crowded too..den we went to e other entrance instead of e main entrance..den we were lost..haha..it isn't big just that we can't figure out e way..but we still managed to..fret not..bought e death note ticket..den we went to toilet,we go to 2nd floor de as we dunno whr is e toilet for e 3rd floor..was a fool..n den later part i know it..den we went into e cinema once it is allow to access,with 2 guys sitting in e same row with us..we were e 1st 4 to enter e cinema den jinyan sae y no ppl de?den i overheard e guy in front saying "we are not ppl mehx?"..haha..find our seats quite quickly..it didn't start e show punctually instead it keep on playing commercial for 20mins..n den me n jinyan were sick of seeing e commercial..n so we do a lame stuff..guessing wad is e next commercial..got handphone at 1st..followed by shampoo,starhub,movies n some more..forgot le..haha..finally show starts.."Death Note" was nice to watch..though after 30mins or 45mins after e show start,sense of urgency n went to toilet,that was when i noe e toilet at 3rd floor was..currently excited to wait for e 2nd part of "Death Note"..i like e one acting as "L" while jinyan like e one acting as Light aka Kira..haha..den we went browsing e shop..we try shoes at Seiyu..hehe..one of my favourite activities..haha.den jinyan bought her hp accessories..we saw got e birthday bear accessories..i find jinyan n jinyan find mine..i find hers but no matter how hard we try..i couldn't see mine..see my birthday so popular..haha..=p..Jinyan was super busy during e whole trip..on e phone,smsing..later went back to lot 1 n buy my Goong 1.5..haha..so excited worx..owning 1 le.. btw..we meet Benson when we were going back..just say "hi" n walked off..i can't possibly ignore him cos we alrdy have eye contacts..btw..me n jinyan feeling quite not well after eating so many popcorns..i feel kind of sick..jinyan wanna vomit..haha..cos she kana brainwashed by me..den she unwell now..not to fret..she won't fall sick de..cos she is strong..not sure for me..
gtg..smilex always!!=)whole family fork out money on buying goong vcds..=p

//Saturday, November 04, 2006 10:17 PM

sch open hse

today school open house..was tired and wasn't as much ppl as compared to last year..
didn't do much today cos there was really nth for us to do..or for ppl in e canteen to do..
e parents did not really come to the canteen booth and just went the other way to e classroom..
and they seem to be quite interested in e academic den the CCA..that was true if i am e parent too..
i think i'm stuck with e CCA,since JK say that mr loh go put me,JK,Jeremy name in e Yew Tee CC leadership award,i'm not sure of it..i'm have told him i won't be present in every event rehearsal cos i will not be that free le..and i'm really not interested in e CCA..haha..
den that ms cheryl ong ask me why i join PA,i told her my teacher put me inside n she sae next time u will be choosing engineering,izzit?NO,definetely not..i will never ever choose engineering,i will rather choose law then engineering..of course..i will try my best not to get grades that can go to engineering,i'm rather interested in jobs in helping ppl..so it depends..haha..
btw..i realise one thing of e junior and that is they are more n more trendy..they are acting mature..they are more trendy den me,that is of course cos my style is shuang2 lang3 type..haha..
i invent myself de..i super not trendy de la..i admit it myself..haiix..i mean e attire they wear doesn't look great on secondary students,so e effect on primary sch student was......
ok la..it isn't that bad though but it seems weird..met my primary sch favourite teacher,
mr chua,my chinese teacher..chat for about a short bus stop time..and he congrats me for going into express..make my blueish feeling to be happy again..haha..
gtg..smilex always!!=)btw..i saw a couple today..e guy was quite shuai but he dun look like a primary sch student so as his gf[i think]..i'm wondering..*thinking.*

//Thursday, November 02, 2006 6:31 PM

Pissed Off..

i'm super pissed off by certain stuffs..forgive for me for being so agitated or use words i normally avoided using,but this matter certainly boils me up..i go for maths supplementary lesson today,n den Chin Teck sounds as if he knows everything,keep on bragging n bragging,saying that it was easy n isn't difficult..sae that he learn it in primary school?!?!ok..i noe u r smart..but do u have to brag at every qns kat kat is teaching us?Hey..look..we went for e lesson not to hear u brag but learn,if u noe it,just keep ur mouth closed..we dun mind u closing ur mouth but we mind u opening ur mouth..yes..it is a "we"..cos me n shafiqa was quite pissed off by him..it good that u still make some mistakes when we were toking about e qns..that tells u not to be so proud of urself..enough of it..kat kat attire today make me realise that he is still at a young age..haha..cos he wear a BIG addidas shirt[izzit fake or real?make me wonder..]n a quite-baggy jeans..his shirt was big n will look like he isn't that skinny as e shoulder seems broad..haha..e lesson was ok..it just that dunno wad wrong with me,i just keep on copying e wrong thing n making careless mistake,shall be more careful..i'm trying not to make silly mistake,i'm copying my stuffs again as e 1 i copy at class seems messy..some qns i still dun understand,asking sis later..though she is not at home right now.trying hard to adjust,i'm making an effort to do my best to learn..i am oso learning not to influence by others..
gtg..smilex always!!=)11 mins to goong.

//Wednesday, November 01, 2006 10:18 PM

1st Nov.

starting to study from today onwards..wasn't quite a success.quite a number of qns i dunno how to do..make me feel a little bit lousy..it isn't i dunno how to do but e fact that WHY IS MY ANS ALWAYS DIFFERENT FROM E ANSWER KEYS??!!?,make me feel annoyed n this shows that my steps is wrong n possibility of having careless mistakes somewhr..it totally annoyed me.
i am also starting to become a cleaner too from today onwards,hate to do housework but if i dun do it,i dun think i can go anywhere.kind of boring at home,but i'm enjoying this boringness as i told ppl..it simply rawks man..haha..but i can't really slack now..i must study..flipping through e sec 2 Express maths textbook..i noe how big e gap is..it shouldn't be big but huge..no choice,i'm still going to do my best n try hard to understand wad it is toking.having maths supplementary lessons tmr.. from 2pm to 4+pm..making my 1st move to understand Express maths..i'm kind of afraid that i do not understand it and may be taking loads of time to understand it.ZERO CONFIDENCE in it..
trying to empty my feelings right now so as not to feel so tense up..i'm trying to learn how to sing "Parrot"..question mark to u?it is one of e song in goong..quite a weird song name but e song is super nice..i'm in love with it..i noe how to sing a bit..but a bit hard to keep up as it is very difficult..
Working hard to understand Sec 2 Express maths,wish me good luck!Aza Aza Fighting..=)