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//Monday, October 30, 2006 9:36 PM
updating..
lol..nothing to update actually..crapping again..been slacking to e core at home..
can't be slacking soon..going to start doing my maths n preparing for next yr le.. science..i suppose e things we learn are not that big different..i will study if i can.. went to bugis today with my sister..lol..i didn't buy anything n we spend $15 only.. $10 on kfc cheezito buddy meal..something like..n i get back $0.05 for it.. den sis buy earrings..and that wad we spent..i got nth to buy..cos nth suit me.. i thot bugis icons will be very nice to shop..at least that was wad i think.. but dunno izzit e timing we go there were wrong or wad..it was super empty.. but i saw Mrs Annabel Tay..she didn't saw me though..her hair was like so short?!?! ok..kinda cool n personified..den i spent less than 20 mins at there..awkward atmosphere.. e zinc shop salesperson was scary though..@_@..make me feel uncomfortable.. in a short period of time..will never go to bugis because nth suit me there.. not my style..e journey back home was kind of infuriating..the thought of it make me.. some Malays boys play e music super loud..as if e music is super nice like that.. I DUNNID U GUYS TO SHARE UR LOUSY MUSIC..n i'm not being racist.. it just that i simply cannot stand ppl being so considerate n keep on contributing to noise pollution..ok..i think i'm being a little bit overreacting.. gtg..enjoy holidays!!=)
//Saturday, October 28, 2006 11:35 PM
10.28.2006
lame blog post..i announce it 1st..cos i dun feel like seeing e same old blog post at there..
i notice that a lot of ppl are crazy over goong now..including me..our dear jinyan had changed her blogskins to goong blogskins too..nice one though.. i will be starting on maths soon again..in November at home..to at least understand some of e maths qn..have doubt in my ability though..well..if u guys see me n i am walking very straight.. i'm not proud or wad,i am just to make sure i have a height of 157cm..at least let me convince myself i'm tall..i'm not full of self-confidence.i just want to make myself feel tall..i noe that is lame.. but this is my life..i do not wish to be like a puppet to others n den even let ppl to decide wad kind of blogskins u should have,i'm shooting someone now..i admit..arh.that was irritating.. something just came across my mind,if i haven done badly for my PSLE n get an aggregate score of 186,n never came to NA stream,perhaps i would never be waken up n never noe my style of learning,maybe that was a bliss in disguise?been thinking a lot lately..maybe becos i got a lot of free time now..making my imagination to run wild.. i finish 1 of my storybook..at first i thought it was not nice..den ytd i start to read again..n i felt it was ok though..haha..den i finish it today..going to finish my da vinci code..it been ages.. watching tv,smilex always!!=)i love goong too..hehe..
//Thursday, October 26, 2006 10:15 PM
meet e parrent session
i guess i have nth much to share about e meet-the-parrent session..haha..cos ms ng ask me to photocopy some thing n i was not there e whole session..i was wondering wad they were talking about..haha..n i fail my IT course..den my mum ask y i fail,of course i fail la..have no idea how to use that kind of tools..i'm not talented in IT..haha..ok..my report book comment was "Xin Ying is naturally inspired in her academic studies and put in conscientious effort in her studies.Keep it up."wahaha..though i'm not 100% sure wad it means,but i'm not naturally inspired..cos it my father who wake me up from my dreams or else u can see me slacking from e beginning of e year till e end of e year,so i was lucky ar?i think it was..n physical fitness test report shows that i'm 157cm..hooray!!wahaha..i'm so overjoyed to c i possess a height of 157cm..yay!!!ok, i noe i'm kind of mad now..too excited le..
under e excited side of me..i'm actually worried for my ability to cope with e stuff next year,i give encouragement to others,but i'm actually afraid,amusing isn't it?i'm now thinking of e issue CCA, whether should i give up anot,since i noe my CCA will surely took up a lot of time..time management is important too..we shall see 1st,if i can cope,fine..if i can't,i shall really quit it,n ms koh must take me in to e bookworm club..i'm going to persuade her..haha..going to use e treaty to "threaten"her..haha..no la..just simply request for it la..n maths homework was given during e meet-the-parent session..i already some qn dunno how to do le..gonna ask my sis..starting my work in november.. gtg..smilex always!!=)AZA AZA FIGHTING!!
//Wednesday, October 25, 2006 9:27 PM
last day of sch
last day of sch..actually nth to do blog much..just that we miss lijing today..
nv walk with us go to sch..n oso nv go home with us..go home with her Gerald worx.. P.S.i'm not jealous or wad..it simply they so intimate..under 16 cannot c worx..hehe.. anyway..today morning assembly was long..been giving out rewards n mdm lee being unhappy with us..keep on picking up ppl.. i got 2 awards today..1st is combined humanities..another 1 which i find it weird..i was being a model student..huh?that award should be given to ppl who have done well academically n in CCA.. i didn't qualify for CCA that round..den i was feeling huh?frankly speaking..when they mention e award,i thot i could get 1 for myself,den when they sae e criteria n i saw amalina getting e award, i was like no hopes liao..den suddenly call out my name..give me a shock though..btw shafiqa was promoted to Express stream too..YAY!!!someone with me..got 8 ppl being promoted..n thankfully shafiqa was one of them..yay..love u shafiqa!! i haven get my that streaming form..i hope i do get 1 tmr..n loads of ppl going to through-train course..congrats to those who went in..Jiayou le!! i'm worried for my performance next year..scared i can't catch up..nvm..i shall try my best..i pick my 2Express math textbook n i'm going to do it during holiday..minimise e gaps..i try to.. trying to have confidence in myself..must help me worx..i'm afraid,worried.. gtg..smilex always!!=) btw..my mum was happy when i told her i get e model student award..haha.. n mr siah was being scary..coming near me n say "i heard that u did quite well.."..thot he was going to catch me..hehe..
//Tuesday, October 24, 2006 4:06 PM
icons
i'm doing icons using adobe photoshops..icons=avatar=display pics..
haha..i'm having fun doing it..all these is done by myself..i shall post it up here.. save it if u like..btw..if u guys have seen it..can tell me which 1 u like?haha.. i'm simply curious..cutting short my blog post..n here is e pics!! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() i like e one about toothbrush..hehe.. i'm sorry if it were a little bit small..maybe u could save it n zoom in to c wad i am writing..i got save e bigger version 1..but lazy to upload..maybe i shall post it somewhr..hope u all like it!! p.s.all is done by me except for e tree 1..
//Monday, October 23, 2006 10:10 PM
no titled=titled
umm..dunno put what title..so anyhow just put a title..ok..i'm crapping..i do realise that..
ok..i did almost nth today..i am slacking straight..woke up at 11.20am..i was shocked.. to sleep till so late..highest record for this past few days is only 10.30am.. though sleep so much..but i still feel tired..den in e afternoon..me n mum..no.1 lamest person in our family..went all e way to Toa Payoh to eat western food..cos mum wanna eat e mashed potatoes.. so we went all e way there..mad ar we?haha..we are indeed mad..n crazy..fun..haha.. e food was nice..n i regretted giving mum so big piece of e 2nd piece pork chop..den i left bones to eat.. mum was actually full..dun wanna eat..den i force her to eat..den i left bones to eat le.. i can't get enough of e food..simply so delicious..mum promised me to go there and eat again.. we know e ways le..haha..den went ard at toa payoh for awhile..just awhile..cos we need to bring back e mash potatoes for dad to eat..mum even suggest to takeaway back home.. i'm sure e food will be cold by then.. haha..we are so funny..i mean we are mad le la..at least for me,i am mad.. i enjoy e moment with mum..e last person i wanna be..i wanna be with my family.. i will definetely choose my family..i noe u guys dote on me a lot..thaNks..full of gratitude.. gtg..smilex always!!=)change my skins le..anyway..i love e previous skin a lot..will use back e template if i want to..hehe..impossible mission though.
//Saturday, October 21, 2006 11:44 PM
ice-skating
today went to ice-skating at Jurong Entertainment Centre..1st time there..n was fun..
haha..at first wear e skating shoes..wanna fall cos dunno how to walk..it hard to walk.. i can't balance myself..den to e ice..it was slippery..i was like trembling like siao.. i fall twice..thank goodness both is my butt land 1st..my butt got a lot of meat n fats there.. so no worry..just shock that i fall..e 1st time i fall,i must rely on a small kid..thank to her.. den i begin to noe how to balance myself..walk on my own..or u shld sae try to skate on my own.. was fun..n i'm going it again..to practice my skating n tried to skate..they all sae i learn quite fast le. thaNk you..i am determined to learn..n thaNk for patiently teaching me..haha..i'm a noob.. and we met e campus superstar,Geraldine..during one of e break..she sit beside Jinyan.. in front of me..she attracted a lot of attention or u shld sae my attention la..haha.. a lot of pro there..was scared that i would fall cos they keep showing off in front of me.. but now side effects..my muscle aches a lot now..painful..got 1 blisters..at my ankle.. but nvm..it alright..i expected to sustain some injury..if i noe it will be that fun..i would come earlier.. next time going to go in more earlier n skate..haha..i fall in love with skating now..haha.. fun..i'm going it again..not now..but later..can't go too often.. gtg..smilex always!!=)
//Friday, October 20, 2006 8:18 PM
Overall Percentage Marks
today we get back our overall percentage marks..was excited..anxious to noe..for e 1st time..i felt that it was a bliss to me register number 1..haha..cos almost everything u start doing it first.. enough of crapping..here is e result:
ENGLISH-72 CHINESE-82 MATHEMATICS-80 SCIENCE-73 GEOGRAPHY-72 HISTORY-75 LITERATURE-78 DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY-71 HOME ECONOMICS-74 VISUAL ART-69 Average Total Marks:74.6% ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- here is e result..managed to scrap an "A" for every subject EXCEPT art..i was kind of disappointed or sad when i see a "B" appeared n was feeling blue for a moment..but come to think of..i should be grateful that at least i got a "B" for my art..as my art is always "C"..haha..so nvm about it..and was shocked that i get at least an "A" for almost all my subjects..haha..thaNks for all e encouragement u ppl give..giving me confidence all e while..thaNks a lot..and sorry for e trouble that i have given u guys throughout e yr..SORRY!!and KAMSAHAMNIDA!! and Jinyan n Lijing..pls do not give up because e 1 who had not put in so much effort get e same marks or higher den u..it is not worth it..NOT WORTH IT,K?some ppl must work harder to acheive what they want..so dun give up,k?full support to give to u all.. gtg..stay happie!!=)
//Thursday, October 19, 2006 8:41 PM
Release of result n i'm "missing"
Well..i should sae about my results 1st..getting our paper back today..was happy that i didn't flunk or fail any of my subjects..phew..was worried before that..
ENGLISH Paper 1-22/30[eyewitness report]+23/30[compo]=45/60 Paper 2-61/80[summary got full marks!!] ok..i must admit that i'm very shocked yet pleased for my eng result..i'm super worried for it n yes..i was shocked that my summary got full marks..couldn't believe my eyes.. CHINESE Paper 1-19/20[letter]+39/50[compo]=58/70 Paper 2-50/60 Listening Compre-8/10[shld be 9 but teacher mark wrongly..i got integrity] i didn't check my chinese paper 2 carefully for e ans..worried that got error..cos i was busy..to help out teachers for e script HISTORY MCQ-9/10 SBQ-14/20 SEQ-31/40 Total-54/70 was happy for history..i passed it..3 cheers for it.. MATHS Paper 1-50/50 Paper 2-33/50 i am glad at least i get an A for my maths..thought i flunk my paper 2..i am content with my marks le.. SCIENCE Chemistry-39/50 Physics-34/50 i was like relieved to see that i pass my science..i am super relieved..at least an A..phew.. LITERATURE 57/70 actually is 56 de..but teacher counted wrongly e marks..add 1 more marks.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ P.S.ms ng aka my school mother complain that why my scripts always go problem de..i oso dunno..u dun ask..ask teacher lorx.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ enough of it..shall start with i'm "missing"..e school got something wrong..they 9 something call my home n inform my parents that i'm "missing"..never come to school..it was e office staff who call them..make my parents worried for me..scared that something happen to me..den dad go to school n find me..n yes..he did find me..ok..to be frank..I AM SUPER UPSET BY WHAT THE STAFFS HAD DONE..to make my parents worried for nth..as THEY DID NOT CHECK FROM E TEACHER WHETHER DID I COME,DID NOT MAKE A SEARCH FOR ME WHEN THEY REALISE THAT I'M "MISSING"..they simply call my parents n inform that i am missing..and guess wad is more infuriating?my mum called back half an hour later to check whether i was found..n guess wad was e ans?THEY HAVE NOT SEARCH FOR ME YET.for goodness sake..if i am really missing..who knows wad happen during that half an hour..i am totally upset about it,parents thinking of lodging a police report if i am not found..n after this incident,they thought of lodging complaint to e school..i mean,wad had e office staff had done? they did not check properly..n said that i was missing..i'm glad that my parents think that i will never play traunt..thaNks for e absolute trust,yes..thaNk you..that make me touched.. gtg..signing off..=)..i'm totally utterly disappointed with e staff..n mum said that e person who call was a young lady..i guess i noe who is it..should be e adminstration manager bah..
//Wednesday, October 18, 2006 8:46 PM
going sch tmr..
tmr thurs..no marking day..nth..have to go back to school n probably get our results..
with e thoughts of getting my results..make my hand tremble..heart beating increase.. omg..i can't bear e thought of it..i'm worry..i cannot deny e fact that i'm really worry..omg.. been slacking for this 2 days..doesn't matter whether i slack anot..since this is e correct time.. fret not..i got do things like mop e floor..read magazines..n i keep playing computer.. haha..and of course been sleeping..almost more than 1/3 of 24 hours are spent on sleeping.. have not been doing much..but my mind n brains have been doing loads..thinking n thinking.. about my results..whether i will flunk it anot..my mum sae..nth to worry..it ok even if i did not succeed..it ok..but i will be disappointed with myself..be disappointing others.. sigh..nth i could do..i have no magic n no magic could change e fact,agree?i am kind of mad now.. everyday,i will be worrying my results..my mind can't rest unless i got it..haiix.. tmr really going to school..looking forward yet have a fear for it..i'm stucked.. shall blog more tmr.i'm helping ppl to change e blogskins again.. haha..i look like i'm a pro of blog..but actually..no..i'm not..in fact..i'm a noob.. gtg..smilex always!!=)goong rocks!!
//Monday, October 16, 2006 6:20 PM
blogging again
ok..i'm back to blog le..been days since i blog..been tired n lazy since i have been going out..
haha..i admit i am lazy..well..i thot holiday was for me to laze around worx..hehe..let me start from saturday,sunday,monday.. SATURDAY went to malaysia with mum at that day..on e way thr..meet a bunch of rowdy behave indian ppl..i am not being racist..in fact,i treasure e racial harmony in singapore..i am a P-E-A-C-E supporters..i just simply stand them..play loud music,treating e bus as if it is theirs..n i have to sit beside them.omg.. this is just another inconsiderate act..can't they just use earpiece to hear e music..i dunnid their "kindness" to share e music..though good music is supposed to be share..but i dun want to be share in that way..den at e malaysia custom..was stuck for at least an hour plus..shall not comment much..i noe how it feels..and we went to malaysia n i bought loads of magazines.. haha..that wad i usually buy..and yay.bought Train Man e novel..at RM36..supposedly is RM45.. but 40% for members n den i bought at that price..at nite,eat portugese chicken..den mum sae i pro at eating chicken..cos my chicken was much more cleaner than hers..haha..should take photo at that time..n came back to singapore..go to this fashion n bought a 3/4 pants n a skirt..that skirt was cute n size was M..1st time i could wear an M size skirt.but that cutting was big oso la..n was tired when reach home..so nv blog.. SUNDAY at 1st go somewhere..but was later cancel halfway when i was on e way to thr..n i alight at clementi to meet mum n dad..since they were there..den we make our way to woodlands..we were going to celebrate grandma birthday..saw my cousin..she was tall n kind of jealous she got long legs..haha..i noe i'm being lame.but i really do hope i can grow taller so as to acheive my dreams..wearing e blue uniforms..that was my ambition since young..love grandma cooking..had an enjoyable time there..woahs..hehe..n my cousin is taller me now..urgh.nvm..i admit i'm short. MONDAY went to e place i was suppose to go ytd..brought back a honeydew..it is heavy..i admit..anyway.. been eating a lot lately..hope i didn't gain too much..was determine to jump from tmr onwards.. not jump from building..but skipping..hope can grow taller..n lose weight too..can't seem to enjoy myself for e few days..been worry about my result..yes..i am worry..super worry..btw..i meet Taiyi..e sec 3 senior 2 time a day..go to e place n come back to CCK from e place..quite concidence..doesn't mean anything..but was concidence to meet e same ppl 2 time a day.. gtg..watching goong now le!!Jiayou..smilex always!!=)
//Friday, October 13, 2006 12:17 PM
fretting over..
hmms..i was suppose to blog yesterday..but due to e blogger web got problem..can't blog..
we went to IMM yesterday..and have a lot of fun..she was crazy..n entertaining us all e time.. but she got angry later..for we 2 letting her to wait for so long..Lijing..sorry ar..we are gals mah.. we came out to window-shopping...n definition for window-shopping is to touch things here n there.. made a big fuss over little things..we love to see things 1 by 1..cos as u go out..we just want to c e things we like.. anyway..later on go to kranji this fashion..we met this auntie who gives us a "u-owe-me-money" looks..i was super displeased with her working attitude lorx..lol..it not e way u should serve ppl.. today went back to sch for some surveys and tests..science qns was difficult..my mind want to sleep..so i guess i didn't do well..2A was noisy though..surprisingly.2G wasn't making as much noise.. me,diyannah,shafiqa..crazy over goong..realise that there are a lot of supporters of Yul..haha.. but i love Shin better..watching e last episode at Youtube..so sad..haiix..i am fretting over my results.. i'm tired..i want to sleep.finally i can sleep late late le..oh ya..bought new mattress n got 1 rocking chair at home..mum n dad throw my old mattress when i wasn't at home..missing it.. gtg..watching goong!!smilex always!!=)
//Wednesday, October 11, 2006 12:21 PM
science paper
Can u believe me?i simply flunk my science paper..i really have little clues to do e paper.. i.. haiix..i simply flunk it man..i couldn't believe that i did so badly for it..i didn't anyhow do..i did try n do my best..till e last min..but in e end?i simply lost my mind..1 qn wrong for each paper..for at least i noe..it gonna be loads more..no idea e difference between electromagnet n magnet..simply write rubbish..2 effects of current in coil of wires?i dunno..simply wrote electricity n heat..aaaaarrrggghhh..been flunking my paper..maths,science,english,history..i am doing very badly for my paper..for at least wad i think..feeling down,depressed n dejected..i shall have some confidence in myself..i believe that i will not flunk so many paper..i have done my best..i have been letting ppl down..Lijing..dun forget my shark's fins n abalone horx..i try my best..yes..indeed i try my best.. till e last min..if it was fate..there is nth i could do..been making e wrong decision at e wrong time.. i am not feeling good..though exams nearly over..but it ended up like this..just like wad lijing sae..have faith..that wad i need now..no use frustrating over it..
i mean i can't change my ans..i shall just wait n get my "wonderful result"..someone mention that i cannot lose to him..but unfortunately n i believe that i lose to him..no point saying lose or wad..cos i have nv been competiting with others..except myself.. gtg..smilex always!!going to enjoy my break after exams..Lijing n Jinyan is mad at lot 1..
//Tuesday, October 10, 2006 1:14 PM
maths
maths paper today..maths paper 1 was ok..i think it alright..paper 2..i'm gonna FLUNK it..omg..
it is so difficult..i was shaking throughout e paper..near to burst to tears..yes..i'm near to tears.. i was really worried lorx..tt mensuration qns..i just realise that i muliply e slant height instead of e height..i'm gonna flunk it..so many qn i dunno..e graph qn..i anyhow do it..i just simply felt that just do not leave any blanks..that is good enough..i really dunno..totally at loss at paper 2..i really can't think how much i will get..maths paper 2 was difficult..now i'm feeling ok..ytd night was bad..feel like vomitting..i hope i can pull through till thurssay..hope i will be ok today..science paper tmr..i'm worried..so many things to memorise yet i only started today..how am i going to face e challenge tmr?i'm going to try my best le..after eating..i shall take a nap n den start studying le..going to clarify my doubts..no confidence in science at all..haven eaten..gonna eat le..try my best to study as much science as possible..walk e overhead bridge today..4th time i caught sight of e rat but they didn't..we were hyper today..i dunno y..i thought i was kind of lucky to spot 2 careless mistake in paper 2..thanks goodness..i can find it or else.. marks will be even lower..i'm feeling quite tired though.. gtg..smilex always!!=)goong was nice.. XINYING,JIAYOU FOR YOUR SCIENCE PAPER!!BE CONFIDENCE.. DO YOUR BEST!!JIAYOU,JIAYOU!!
//Monday, October 09, 2006 11:04 AM
mouse cum literature paper
today having literature paper..felt that the paper was ok..wasn't that tough as i thought to be..
though there are still certain questions i do not understand and how to answer back e qn.. haiix..ytd night suffer from insomnia again..yes again..and now i'm feeling tired n quite unwell..i do not know whether that is because i did not sleep well or wad..but i dread this feeling..it seems like i'm going to be ill and fall sick during this important period..no..i can't fall sick..I CAN'T..i'm going to sleep after that to get enough rest..hope i will be well again..i dunno wad happen today..i keep seeing mouse at e overhead bridge..3rd time..omg..actually when we were going to sch..i didn't notice e mouse..but jinyan pulls my bag..den that mouse caught my attention..i thought she pulls my bag becos she saw e mouse..but actually..i was blocking somebody way..n she just want to alert me..2nd time..that lijing go n scare me la..keep saying about e mouse..den she really saw e mouse.. n this time i was screaming le..cos it moves n i was afraid..den after that..e 2 of them laugh like siao..i am so scared of e mouse lorx..and they just keep laughing..that overhead bridge..have fear walking le la..lijing..perhaps we should just shut our mouth..whenever we say that thing..e thing will appear..haiix.. i already half-dead le..by all this things.. gtg..smilex always!!=)get well soon..Goong tonight..Countdowning.. XINYING..JIAYOU..JIAYOU!!KNOW U CAN DO IT!!MUST TELL URSELF U AREN'T FALLING SICK..JIAYOU,JIAYOU!!
//Saturday, October 07, 2006 3:24 PM
saturday
Saturday today..hazy..make my health goes bad..my respiratory system is super sensitive..
anyway..haiix..i kind of have doubts on my skills n myself..after doing e maths qns..make me feel that i actually knew nth..dun understand length of arc n area of sector..i dunno y..n den i just simply felt lost..have no confidence in myself n lost..it like losing ur way in e haze..but i am trying to regain my confidence..to try my best..i try my best to stop thinking about e bad side..yes..i am trying hard..gonna buck up on mensuration..i haven study literature yet..omg..it on monday n i have not touch it..i am now on chemistry notes n doing maths..been afraid of science..as that is my lousiest subject..my maths too..beginning to have doubts on myself..been persuading myself a lot that i must have confidence myself..i'm not going to think too much..though it maybe difficult..but i will try..going to study lit later..finishing my chemistry notes today..memorising physic notes tonight oso..must work hard le..try my best..n i do hope people can see my efforts..for everything i do..maybe i should start thinking or planning wad i will do after exams..haha..de-stressing myself.. but my mind can't contain that much info..shall think on wednesday.. trying to be more confidence of myself..do your best and work hard..i want to have more encouragement..motivating myself.. gtg..watching goong..smilex always!!=) 2 more days to Goong telecasting in Channel U!![make me remind of my speech] JIAYOU.XINYING..HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF.. HAVE DOUBTS..ASK!!BE HAPPY!!JIAYOU,JIAYOU,JIAYOU!!=)
//Friday, October 06, 2006 12:26 PM
history exams
today history exams..haiix..i think it was ok..but unfortunately..i do not have enough time to write down e things i noe..worse of all..i can't remember whether i got shade my register number on e omr sheet anot..if dun have..n teacher dun accept it..10marks gone..this qn keep repeating in my mind..did i shade n write down my register no?did i?i can't seem to shake off this qn..i really dun have enough time..SBQ was tough..dunno how to inference..forget e format..worse of all..to the end..i anyhow scribble..i wonder e teacher noe wad i'm writing..i maybe flunking my history..2 subjects now..omg..i'm totally drained off after doing e paper..feeling so tired..dun have e energy..to do anything..feeling dejected..though my mind sae i won't flunk history..but i won't noe..high possibilty..aaaaarrrggghhhh...later going to do notes on my chemistry..studying literature..can't seem to relax unless exams finishes..haiix..i am drained off..quite troubled due to my history omr sheet..when teacher announce that only 2 mins were left..hand were shaking like siao..couldn't stop shaking..manage to do all qns..but not detail enough n wonder did i give e correct details that e qns asked..y can't it be 2hrs?den i will be having more time..
haiix..gtg..sleeping so as to study later..eating lunch too..go to be a pig now..smilex always!!=) i can't seem to let go..but i will try.. XINYING..JIAYOU!!NOE THAT U CAN DO IT..LEARN TO LET GO.. NO TURNING BACK..JIAYOU..JIAYOU!!=)
//Thursday, October 05, 2006 2:29 PM
english paper[flunk it 4 sure]
today was english paper..it was ok but i think i flunk it since i did not do well for it..dunno wad happened to me..and i am feeling blue right now..flunking english..most important subject of all.. paper 1..eyewitness report was ok to me..but personal recount..i doubt so..been running out of words to use..omg..i am feeling down n blue now..paper 2..was in a real mess..i mean i can say that i got 2 qns wrong le..i can't take it man..not saying i'm a sore loser or wad..but i think e paper was a little bit challenging n difficult..tmr history..hope that i won't flunk it..haven memorise finish yet.. doing that later after i get my nap..been feeling tired..hope to improve wad n how i feel later.. sorry..mum n dad..i may have to disappoint u guys..been feeling stress up..aaaarrrggghhh..urge to cry..let my tears flow..will try to work hard before i think of exams over..unhappy incident happened at e library today..affected me a while..can't smile,laugh right now..listening to Daniel Powter "Bad Day"..can't access to youtube..under some services..can't watch goong..feeling empty right now..been questioning my ability right now..
i need to get some rest before moving on to my journey..DOWN N BLUE..can't stand it..really can't.. gtg..smilex always!!=) XINYING..JIA YOU!!I NOE U CAN!!DO UR BEST WITHOUT ANY REGRETS..PLEASE SMILEX!!JIAYOU,JIAYOU!!
//Monday, October 02, 2006 2:58 PM
chinese exams..
today mother tongue paper..1st exams..mark e start of e exams paper..well..i think it was manageable..except a few questions that i'm not sure of e answer..making choices between it..next is english paper..but that have to wait till thursday le..hmmms..anyway..Jinyan today hyperactive.. been high at e parade square..dunno laughing at wad..den go home oso quite high..that LiJing too.. but she was lucky..all her anyhow guess answer same as us..anyway..i'm taking a nap later..den starting notes on science..been worried that if i started too late..hmmms..anyway..at night.. memorising chapter 10..do finish qn on chapter 8..that is my plan..feeling tired,sleepy..anyway.. today paper 1 n 2 got "background music.."especially paper 2..can hear her singing 'ai mei'..den got an animal came to our class..and that is a snake..keep on hissing here n there..den i realise that it was her that make noise..well..i'm actually remembering 1 of e phrase or quote i write in my compo and that is "我们为了个人利益,很无情的伤害身旁的人,或许我们该反省有这个必要吗?"..e quote is something like that..haha..i quite like this sentence..anyway..for english translation is like this"We hurt people that is around us for our own goods,but to think of it,was there a necessary for it?".. been thinking about this phrase since i wrote it down..
gtg..smilex always!!=) XINYING,JIAYOU!!!!BELIEVE IN URSELF!!!
//Sunday, October 01, 2006 4:56 PM
exams tmr!!
omg..tmr is exams..i'm sensing anxiety growing in my heart..aaarrggghhh..i am super duper worried for my exams..stress up man..just now cry..cos i dunno how to solve a maths problem..n that maths problem is about geometry..tmr is chinese..but i didn't do much..except reading my past entries of chinese compo[later],reading others chinese compo..i'm so scared for my exams..i can't really cope well with e exams..hmms..i shall try n relax myself..and ya..i have finish memorizing history chapter 9..2 more chapter go..actually..i am not very familiar with all details.. shall Jiayou le!!later going on to chapter 10,doing maths again later..n read more chinese compo.. Come on..people..i need ur encouragement..to be actually motivated..and not having e thoughts of giving up..shall do history tmr..and i'm not sure of e english paper format..still not very sure worx.. Chinese Exams tmr..
XINYING,JIAYOU!!!I NOE THAT U CAN DO IT!!!HAVE FAITH CUM CONFIDENCE IN URSELDF!!!THAT SHOULD BE THE SPIRIT!!!!! i am going to work hard le..Jiayou..everybody..Jiayou..we noe we can do it de.. will do more questions on geometry..starting on science too!! gtg..bb..smilex always!!=) P.S.here is a link to Kranji Choir blogskins..check it out.. http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=111006&action=Preview |
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