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//Friday, September 08, 2006 9:34 PM
umm..unhappy..
my day isn't blue..but i feel blue..i dunno y..but i'm not feeling happy..that is one thing i can tell u once i wake up today..haha..i always sign into msn everyday or when i am online..umm..always say that this gal..let name her "A" rox..ok..not everybody..but friends from my CCA always do sae that in their nick..making me feeling very unimportant..u can sae i am jealous..i am being stupid..but i do feel unimportant..u c..i always see tt nick everywhere,saying tt she rox n PA rox..but i have no idea y they sae tt..they are keeping me in suspense..i feel that i'm not involved in anything they do..but i guess.. tt is e path i choose since i have never been attending my CCA regularly..i have not been putting in much effort to do the things..tt wad u get..since u only pay that little effort..i do feel small..left out..tt feeling wouldn't go..making me feel inferior[if tt is e correct word to use]..
hmms..tt is why i'm feeling blue..i guess..or should i say really..that is e main reason?hmms..ya.. i admit that is e reason..try putting yourself in my shoes..how would u feel if ur frenx keep saying this person rocks.u may not feel bad..but i do..cos everybody is unique in e feelings..ppl writing tt wouldn't feel anything..but they do not noe that they hurt another person using an indirect way.. it was my fault..those who enter my blog..should always need to click 2 time before seeing my homepage..realise tt phrase of words? "i tried to prove others wrong..but i prove myself wrong instead.." it was my fault that i did not choose my CCA correctly..getting into 1 tt u dun like..at first..u enjoy it.. feel that wow..i like this CCA..but gradually u lost e passion for it..n now u are like suffering le.. i am not blaming anyone except myself..because i knew nth of my CCA..frankly speaking..i dunno anything abt e equipment..i can tell u that i am alrdy having problems fixing up.. but i guess everything have e difficulty..it a matter of fact u can overcome it anot..i look like a stupid noob there at e backstage during rehearsal n actual day..i feel that i can't contribute a thing in it..cos i noe none i am being ignorant n i dun wish to learn..tt isn't that simple..i'm not cut out for that..i'm not willing to sacrifice things for it..i noe i can't..ok..i'm feeling down,bad,sick,tired,lousy..everything u can think.. gtg..signing off..gotta get out of this maze..smilex n stay happie!!=)..though i'm feeling =( |
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