Teacher's Day Celebration today..yes..i am late again..cos i am really not feeling well..
but i still manage to go to sch..i mean at least finish e preparation..i mean i really couldn't sacrifice my time for my CCA..see?i can't be all day round in sch..helping in and out..and den get lesser time for me and my family..so that is why..i'm thinking tt i really shall quit my CCA..
or i shld tell mr loh tt i shall switch it to PA..i mean i can't cope with all e extra time needed..
i dun haf e ability to JAGA all e things..i can't..i does not have tt ability..i believe i am naive in sec 1..devoting lots and lots of time..sacrificing my time here and there..now i really can't..cos EOY coming..i couldn't afford to disappoint them..i can't..so PA crews..i am sorry that i am always late,always the first few to left.
enough of this..went back to teacher's day stuffs..tt daniel make me have a scare..n tt darren..
haiiz..i am so "mad"at them..keep on teasing me..and den went around like a santa claus give presents to teacher..LJ..think she is still mad..i dunno..hmms..LiJing..dun be angry le,k?
and we took pics with ms ng..haha..though kailing is in a bad mood..tt scissors oso suan me..
went back to pri sch..change a lots..have a little chat with e new principal..she came n tok to us..
we were startled..anyway..mr chua still e same..skinny..but 1 thing have change is tt..he is HOD OF CHINESE DEPARTMENT..congrats..everybody is improving loads..
boys become tall,girls look e same..but all have become prettier..haha..all so pretty le..
and wad more..SV even recruit angmoh to teach e students violin..omg..couldn't believe it..
it is so nice lorx..haiix..new principal..everything changes..
gtg..sleeping..smilex always!!=)

currently..i am feeling sick..though my temperature sae i do not have a fever..
but i do feel feverish..feeling very unwell now..hmms..teacher day tmr..so no matter wad..
going to sch..i must perserve..hmms..and going back to primary sch..but i'm lost..
dunno whether got meet up with me anot..haiix..calling weechuan later on..
shall tell my account of calling bluemax..at first..e 1st 2 call i made was ok..telling me tt their OM..
will get back to me either today or tmr..den later..3rd time i call..a girl answer..previously..it was a guy..den later..i dunno e girl ask me to talk to who..suppose is e OM..
and den tt OM tell me nth could be done as this is e FIRST VERSIOn..so couldn't do anything..
except retain e copy i have..to be frank..i got a fear of buying bluemax products..
think i not going to buy from them anymore le..BLUEMAX..U LOST ME AS A CUSTOMER..
TOTAL TRUST IS LOST..i'm not going to buy their product anymore..if possible..
i am very angry now..super..feel very cheated as a consumer..
anyway..LIJING..DUN BE ANGRY LE..I AM SORRY..SO STOP BEING ANGRY,CAN?
WE ARE STILL FRENX!!
gtg..watching kss..smilex always!!=)

i have a BIG flu right now..sneezing her and there..been feeling sick and tired..omg..
can't afford to fall ill right nw..though best timing now..haha..cos holidays coming..
anybody can explain wad is holiday in-lieu..can't seem to understand wad it means..
i am quite slow..and lousy in language..and yes..tay tay came back to sch after resservice..
seems to be in a bad mood after talking to those who nv hand up e homework..have a sullen face..
anyway..i totally dun like tt office mdm lorx..always give us attitude de lorx..talk to her nicely..
den talk to me back badly..bad service..think we are students..tt we are easily bully by them..
she is really mentally unbalanced..that wad i can conclude...she isn't like mdm Yong tt nice lorx..
or any other office stuffs..always pulls a long face..shalln't tok about it..dampen my mood..
have a very tiring day today..as got teachers' day rehearsal..though i can't sae i do a lot..
but at least i got contribute..kk?!?!eyes is closing..it was ok..except that i can't think now..
haha..i have gone mad..can anybody tells me e songs which is play in e KSS trailer for this week?
with e slapping scenes included?been finding out wad this songs is..wanna noe tt song badly..
why channel u dun wanna tell us e title of e songs?haiix..does anybody noe tt?
hmms..anyway..Chemistry common test was cancel today..make me study so hard for it..
and tell me is cancel and postpone after holiday..aarrggghh..will surely forget after holiday de lorx..
haiix..shalln't crap much..gtg..smilex always!!=)

i am totally crazie.."in" for My lovely Samsoon..haha..i oso dunno y la..been always like tt..
anyway..i dunno y MNIKSS Vcds DO NOT have SUBTITLES!!aaarrrggghhh..how am i going to survive without it?suan le..nvm..shall use my sense of hearing le..i wanna c e subtitles..
i suspect all e MNIKSS VCDs all dun have subtitles cos channel u oso dun have chi subtitle..
but i went to a neighbouring country ytd n saw their have subtitles..whr is my subtitle?!!?!
haiix..suan le..nvm..i shall really use my sense of hearing..anyway..i am super mad ytd..
been cut queue for 4 times at e neighbouring country..1st at popular..tt stupid idiotic guy cut my queue..fine..i am a very conduct person..let u..next time i see ppl cutting my queue..i won't let tt person off..nv ever..u mark my words..2nd n 3rd time happen at toilet..y do they love to cut queue so much?it totally is so infuriating lorx..i am going to BAO le..aaarrgghh..
4th time at custom..auntie cut queue..tt 1 i dun mind..let elders 1st..i'm fine and ok with tt..
as long as it is not too absurd..tt is fine with me..not with tt POPULAR guy..
and my PLAY mag..i got e twins cover..e last copy..e last copy of Ariel Lin n WuZun..
was taken by somebody.i learnt my mistakes..learn a lesson..tt is to ASK!!!ASK!!!
aarrggghhh...suan le la..i always sae nvm..but actually..i really is unable to let go of it..
changing blogskins later..gtg..a bucket of cold water pls!!smilex always!!=)
sorry for not blogging on 2 days..friday..blogger got problem..ytd..too tired..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
THanks EVERYBODY!!!I HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY..
WOULD LIKE TO THANKS EVERYBODY WHO MAKES MY DREAMS COME TRUE..
thanks you everybody..love you guys load!!!!haha..i'm so happy..
cos one of my dream for every year is to carry a big bag of presents home..
and every year..it is not fufill..haha..so thank you everybody..haha..
but 1 thing is not very happy or i shld sae i'm very upset over it is that..
i FAIL MY PE PRATICAL TEST!!!though they sae nvm..but i'm really quite upset with it..i got only 10/40..=(..this cause me a little bit down..haiix..
but nvm..shall try harder on my theory test..shall really try very hard..
some of e PPR result is out..result was not bad..but could do better..
must really push myself le..birthday over..and i am gonna do my exams note le..
anyway..i got 2 new plushie member..they are...KAPO BEAR!!
1 from Jinyan n Lijing..the other is from bro and sis..though same pattern..
but different quality and texture..haha..thanks a lot..hehe..
and got kim samsoon VCDs..photo frame and mug..thanks to lots of ppl..
who contribute my presents..ya..thaNks a lot...
to be frank..i am really very touch..near to tears le..cos i nv noe my 14th birthday to be so u noe..haha..
gtg le..going to cut birthday cake..enjoying remaining 2-3hrs of birthday!!
smilex always and JIAYOU FOR STUDIES!!!=)

hmms..1 more day and i become 14 yrs old..older le..shld be more mature more n more le..
haha..actually.i'm feeling quite down due to tiredness..i think..and i didn't do as well as i expect to..
think e greater hope i have for myself..e deeper e wound would be..i shld be relax..
shouldn't get so tense up..do ur best..at least..hmms..tt what i think not to let down of myself..
hmms..shall try harder..shall really push myself to obtain better results..i shld noe e reason well..
anyway..i shld be happy..but guess i am too tired le..i am tired..haha..though i sae i wanna try harder..but my brains couldn't memorise things le..
cos tmr got badminton test..i couldn't stuff all e things inside my brain le..haiix..goin do badly..
though no marks..nth..but i do hope i could do better..but i've not put in my heart to it..
so guess..no gain..no hope..but i am really tired le..eyes closing..waiting for kim samsoon..
and i have a hard time to blog this entries..can't seem to update my blog just now..
pages..connection got problem..mum not back home yet..go n learn something..and ya..
thanks for those who had contributed for my birthday presents..big THANKS to u guys..
thanks for lighting up my day..brightening my black n white world..adding rainbow into it..
THANKS!!!!gtg..smilex always..!!=)

woahs..sorry..ytd never update blog..cos i wanna watch "my name is kim samsoon"..
it was far too rush to write a blog entries and i was helping someone to print something..and it went wrong..so no time..and i couldn't bear with that tv show..haha..love it man..
esp ytd..e bed scene..not doing tt kind of thing..if u have watch..u shld noe wad i mean..
today..beginning of e day..was feeling tired..den later energetic again worx..haha..dunno y..
anyway..eat sushi today..until i am so full that i can't eat dinner..walking like a bear according to my mum as i walk to receive a phone call..until i really want to vomit out NOW!!!
i am so full..and i am feeling so queasy in my stomach..ASOS calling out from my stomach..
think it call ASOS..dunno la..sth like tt..who cares?my language la..haha..correct me if i'm wrong..
i wanna learnt from my mistakes..hehe..but the food was nice..and e wasabi is so nice..tt it choke me..
and our table is very noisy..we keep laughing..making loads of noise..we 3..equally noisy..
keep laughing and laughing.for reason and without tt reason..i like tt moment..
hope we can stay at tt moment..haha..really..hmms..and JY scares us with bleeding nose..
pheew..she was alright..and i scalded my tongue due to LJ..give me drink so hot water..
e glass isn't hot..but e water is..kk?!?but frankly..i'm NOT going to eat sushi for e past few week or month..quite sick of it..wanna vomit when caught sight of e foods...
gtg..smilex always..oh ya..taking neoprint with LJ N JY on birthday..hooray!!=)

hmms..i am feeling umm..disappointed,sad and was down when ppl describes me as "troublesome",i couldn't describe tt feeling but all i could sae i am of course not happy..well..i oso do not noe why..to be frank,i do feel mad..they make it as though it is all my fault..
but i guess ppl do feel like tt after being said by others..tt shld be a natural reaction..
i mean i dun like ppl put words in my mouth..or being maligned..or wadever..i do feel bad..
i of course ummm..feel like the world is going to end or something like tt..i'm sorry 4 ppl who is angry or BAO because of me..but i guess i could do nothing..afterall..i am just a human only..
anyway..i cook my dish today..did taste ok..but wasn't tt ok..at least i feel it wasn't ok..
but family sae it was ok..so i guess it was ok..ok..i dunno wad i am toking..cause feeling confused..
hmms..and tmr maths CT..i am slacking..i aM REALLY SLACKING..i do my revision last min..
and is reading a book the whole afternoon and i am not WORKING TT HARD!!i can't do tt..
i really can't..i mean i can't afford to disappoint them..though once in a blues, it is ok..guess..
i have to work really hard not to SLACK..i am going to kill all my slacking lazy bugs..KILLING!!
well..though i didn't really waste my noon doing nth..reading a storybook name "Can u keep a secret?"..it is so NICE!!i am totally in love with it..and i'm gonna finish reading it..haha..
hmms..anyway..late le..sleeping soon..cos tmr still must cook..i must be happy..=)

hmms..actually dunno blog wad..just went to c doctor today..and when i came back..my legs..
were..umm..black..yes..black..i oso dunno y..it always occur like tt de..and LJ bao le..
haha..was drive mad by me..sorry..didn't mean it..but u BAO so easily lately..haiix..
aniwae gonna make a list for myself..:
Xinying..
13 going to 14..[excited!!!]
living in a corner of small singapore..
living at a storey which was believe to be unlucky in western..
is studying in a super greeny school..[tt y i am always feeling so sick..]
hmms..heavy gal..56-58kg..155-157cm..[shld be ok ba]
lots of regretful things in her life..[yes..i did feel regretful to some stuffs..]
have a crush when she was at primary sch for 2 yrs..[think so ba]
is single and not liking anybody now..[freedom..]
having a bad memory during primary sch..[scared of getting hurt..suppose every1 do?!]
love to sleep eat play..is living like a pig..but meaningful life..[i think so]
gtg..changing blogskins..can't chat much..writing list by list..=)
*and ya..when they press me for present and ask me to look for a present myself..i feel weird..
weird feeling in my heart..i oso dunno feel like tt..sth like a mixture of sad,lonely and when they sae they were free..i dunno..i just feel weird..perhaps i am such a troublesome..

6 days to 14..looking forward to it..nth really happens today..just tt we made ms ng angry again..
same routine for every chinese lessons..well..presents e PW stuffs..manage it ok..
though did not do very well..and was put in a difficult spot by zhixian..always ask so many qns de..
just finish watch my name is kim samsoon..haha..so funny..loving it man..favourite show after ISWAK..hmms..gonna write a list of songs tt i want..KSS songs oso not bad..
looking forward to e next episode worx..=)..haha..motivation show for me as i am oso a fat gal..
though only 14..haha..bro and sis ask me wad i want for my birthday present..kapo bear!!
but later i sae..i reserve it..still not sure of wad i want for my birthday presents..
haha..aniwae..my aunt gonna make tiramisu as my birthday cake..haha..yay..
but disadvantages tt my weight is gonna up up up..c..my mum chilli so nice..always make me eat so much..so my weight have increase..i suppose so..aaarrrggghhh..always increase my weight de..
hmms..cannot le..must not so much..gonna finish my HE quick..and revise for my maths..
keep slacking lately..haix..cannot le...must buck up le..at least till exams..
Jiayou le..gtg..smilex always!!=)loving kim samsoon!!

a week to 14..looking forward to my birthday..haha..who would get so happy to get older?
i am!!dunno lehx..just feel excited all e while..haha..well..today got a scare from LJ..
cry when she got back after TAF..haiix..due to that inconsiderate teacher..shalln't sae it..
LJ..dun cry next time le..when u cry..i will always be lost de..kk?!?u look cute when u dun cry..
and pls stop tt silly game of playing tt superglue game..it kind of stupid and lame lorx..lol..
today badminton didn't play well..cos go carpark play..scared to fall down..and lots of reason..
well..shouldn't sae reason..shld sae excuses..but how can u expect c e shuttlecock when e sun is so bright?my eyesight gonna worsen le..
tmr presenting PW..hopes it go well..we did not do well for our artefacts..hope presentation can be better..
hmms..pray hard..and today nv do any work too..lazy..slacking..haiyo..why i like tt de?
cannot..must change..tmr going try and finih my HE..LJ finish it le..so fast..
hmms..gtg soon..cos going to watch "my name is kim samsoon"..look like it a nice show..
very funny..and hilarious..going to read more books..to upgrade my english..
Jiayou le..dun slack..gtg..smilex always!!=)

woah..i am tired..feeling wanting to sleep and i nv do any homework today..
oh..i'm slacking..going to finish my eng tmr..e letter writing..and going to do maths tmr too..
tmr got guitar lessons..dun really enjoy guitar lesson..cos dunno how to play it..
n change fingers quickly..my fingers is slow de..reaction also slow de..
and ya..lijing..sorry for making u angry..though i dunno y..[cos at this time JY nv reply my sms]
but dun be angry le..kk?!?SOrry!!smilex more..u look more nicer at smiling..
plus i dun really like u all keep picking on me..laughing at me..i do feel bad..
plus today tt CK n u really make me feel quite humilated when tt CK really laugh out loud..
cos i need time to understand it..my digestion is much more slower..tt y..i am like so fed up..
and i do really ppl laughing at my mistakes or wad i do..tt wad i feel only..
enough of this..one thing to sae..i nv regretted for e time being i shoot him..n he left e president post..i mean..we got release at 6pm SHARP..i mean really..not like him..who always tok crap..
and we do meaningful things like checking cable..using sth like detectors..
woah.fun..loving it..think this is a new start of PA..though only me,JK,sec 1, farhan came for PA.
but i mean..this situation is much more better den b4..think of not quitting PA le..haha..
gtg...sleeping..smilex always!!=)

I have no choice but to admit that my friends are mad and weird..
haiix..i really dunno them..i mean wad happen to them today?!!?
hmms..i mean after they keep saying about me repeatedly..i become angry..
yes..i admit that sometimes i may use e wrong words and vocabulary but is thr a need to react so bigly..?!?!and ya..of course..i noe my hearings got problem too..
but tt isn't my fault..cos at times..i will have a slow reaction..n at times..i really cannot hear clearly wad they sae..
want to noe their mad acts? when we were out of sch gates..comics stuff..LJ decided to go back to class and let me read finish my comics..after i sae dunnid..
they started turning back n walk..n hissing behind me like a snake..
and den dunno wad happens..they started writing telling me tt their mouth were glue..den they all keep laughing..for dunno wad reasons..keep doing sth behind my back..I DO NOE TT..I COULD FEEL DE..
and den at near e condominium..LJ squatted down and laugh..den JY push her..
she fell..and sitted there and laugh..thankfully..nobody was at thr..or else.. =__=,hmms..dun mind them le..get to noe tt i nv held a position during aces day..well..at 1st i do mind, feeling upset..but realise tt wad my sis sae is correct, u must sacrifice a lot of time for it..and i came out with this..
"if u want to hold a significant role,u must sacrifice a lot to get wad u want,i guess i couldn't do tt,so i should not hope for too much",yes..i'm going to think like this..
gtg..asking ms koh how to write a treaty..stay happie+cheerful!!=)

well..mood today isn't very good..it is more like a volcano going to erupt soon..super mad n angry..
1stly..i got caught for the 1ST time as my specs doesn't pass..and DM told me that because it very somewhat striking..or very odd one out..ohh..for goodness sake..i saw 2 ppl having e same specs as me n they nv get caught..super angry plus mad lorx..mine is not tt striking lorx..compare to others..n i told my family abt it.. den my bro suggests tt he sponsor e fees for my specs la..den i go n change..as i am under MOE finacial scheme..he shld noe tt i dun haf tt spare cash to change my specs..woah..good ideas man..fuming inside my heart..i dun care..for this time..i not going to listen to teacher..though feel bad..but it absurd lorx..wear for 1/2 year liao..den tell me not pass..hmms..i am fuming!!!
2ndly..went to pizza hut and eat..n i think i am not suitable to go to resturant and eat..always make some jokes out of myself de..hmms..and den they all think is funny..and keep all laughing n laughing..without really thinking how bad i may feel..hmms..i am a human afterall..i do feel embarass afterall..well..to me..to some extent, it not really that funny to me..perhaps..anger got over me bcoz of e specs stuff..so i am feeling very frustrated, angry..
1st time go pizza hut eat,and after eat finish..frankly speaking..i am not feeling very well, i really dun like pizza, cos of all e ingredients..hmms..i really wad do they mean by cheese wad,i mean,i nv eaten thr b4,nv heard can add seasonings of cheese..i thot is all those type tt is extra toppings..n they feel is funny..hmms..
3rdly..thumbdrive,finally..a thing that i can be happy with..i got my own thumbdrive..imations de..$44.90..
feeling excited,actually angry cos of e u-know-wad things..but thanks dad for e thumbdrive..love you loads!!
i love my family!!!
gtg..smilex always..desperately needed water to cool down..!!!=)

i am busy with home econs project now..so many things to do..yet so little time..so perhaps..blog a bit only..
so perhaps is a little bit short..ya..haiix..e home econs so difficult to do..
shouldn't sae difficult to do..is e instructions not tt clear..n i'm confused le..omg..hw am i going to score well?!?!
haiya..shall just try my best..n guess wad?i saw..somebody nick in msn..saying this..
"PA Crews are so ungrateful I'm glad i quit"..haha..i think i'm also glad tt U quit..who cares..
it u who is so mean to us lorx..tt y we are so call so "ungrateful" to u..i mean it like u always think tt u r superior than us..i mean..u do..but pls stop giving us this kind of attitude..
n u even want us to call u "sir"..which never happens in e generation before u..n u wants us to do tt..
do u think we will?of course not la..if u were nicer..perhaps..yes..but e attitude u give us..ans is no..
anyway..i am totally screw up le!!HE not finish..chemistry half done..lit at lost..this week is so busy..
omg..haiix..so stress up man..i am only half done with my HE..how am i going to finish it by tmr?
think gonna go sch n do le..afterall..tmr HE go ITC LAB..if not wrong..if mdm tan nv sae wrongly..
haiix..gtg..going downstairs to relax myself..n coming back to work later on..Jiayou!!
STAY CHEERFUL!!

Saturday today..spent my whole day slacking..not totally slacking..but 3/4 of it..
i have just finish my chemistry notes..but have not memorise it..later going to..if i got time..
going to do PW later on..after i blog finish n change my skins..a week le..haha..
but i still have physics n lit to study..feeling a bit stress up..hmms..shld be a lot..
shouldn't keep slacking..n i went to sheng siong in e afternoon..causing half of my afternoon gone..
and my afternoon gone after i went to sleep..too tired..n even if i dun slp..i couldn't study..
lack of concentration..afterall..anyway..loads of project unfinish..so as my HE..
i mean..i have just done a small part only..omg..guess have to do it tmr..n goin to try out my dish tmr..
i dunno wad to blog oso..when having a conversation with mum..link back to my tutor..
n mum sae she wanna check with e MOE y i did so badly for PSLE..
hmms..was dishearten to hear this..i have to work extra hard not to disappoint them..
n to prove to my tutor that she was wrong..i mean..to show tt i can do it oso..
hmms..e higher hope i have for it..e greater e disappointment i will have if i did not done it..
so going to push myself to do it better..trying hard..i am really trying..
gtg..changing blogskins..stay cheerful!!=)

i pon my CCA today..well..i did feel bad about it..but i really did not want to stay back..
i am feeling tired..and i really do not wish to stay back..though i really did feel bad..
hmms..i can't quit my CCA now..cos was unable to join library..ms koh dun allow..
but she sae next yr den she gonna invite me to join..n i sae sign a treaty..den she say "ya"..
ok lorx..next tuesday gonna ask her to sign a treaty..hmms..dun care..i wanna join library!!
ms koh actually very nice de..not like other teacher always like dun like me..
i'm not saying tt she like me a lot..but dunno y..i really enjoy having her lessons..
she always give me encouragements like tt de..she is such a nice teacher..yay!!
i am mad le..and i guess i am covered with projects..class tests..feeling e stress..
aaarrrggghh..next week got 1 common test,2 class test..all cram on mon n tues..
how is it going to squeeze into my brains..trying to finish PW powerpoint now..
so won't cram until last min..i mean at least it won't be last min work..so many work to do..
yet so little time..so tiring worx..hmms..though e artefacts of PW is done..but nt well-done..
but at least i think i got put in effort in it..but i guess it isn't my fullest effort..
i can't carry on this working attitude..going to work harder for e next projects..
Jiayou le..going to do PW le..
gtg..stay cheerful..!!=)

oh man..my mood is just getting a little bit better..but is still not tt good..i couldn't find e songs i want..
Ransom Letter..so hard to find it man..aaarrgghh..n i just study a bit of chemistry..feeling sleepy..
wanna sleep worx..haha..ya..been living like a pig for e past few days..couldn't blame me..i am simply too tired..
hmms..oso dunno wad to blog..cos nth to say as i lead such a meaningless life in this few days..
all i could sae is e female officer was so cool!!she must have work super hard for tt post...
loving n craving to be a female police officer again..haha..but actually..i wanna take course sth related to language..aaarrgghh..i think so much..haven even pass my EOY n think so fast le..
wishing hard to pass my exams..and ya..i rmb tt monday HE common test was like umm..
those who had take it shld noe..SOOOO DIFFICULT!!omg..e words search was like ummm..u all shld noe..
i sure get lousy marks for it..omg..i think i gonna flunk my HE CT this time..but tt not gonna change my decisions of taking HE next yr..
haiix..i'm slacking so much lately..i can't be like tt every now n then..
worrying for my PW stuffs..wonder they do finish e works le ma..i am so scared man..
aaarrrggghhh...lost liao...dunno wad to blog..n nth to sae le..gonna sleep soon...
i must sleep!!!tmr friday..y can't they gif us 1 more day of holiday n we can dunnid to go to sch till next mon?
haiix..suppose if it is like tt..tt wouldn't called sch..or even singapore sch le..
gtg..sleeping..zzz..stay cheerful!!=)

100TH POST N HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SINGAPORE!!!
haha..ya..i over high le..but i feel really exhilarated tt this is my 100th post n so lucky it is National Day today..worx..haha..
though i wasn't feeling too happy..and was a little blue by then..but it was umm..happy to c tt i've made it to 100th post..as today was Singapore birthday..decided to use red..
a little bit too reddish..i noe tt..well..i am still not feeling very happy..if u noe..it e CCA stuffs..
really feel bad..vexed about it..n i shld be studying but i'm slacking..omg..
think i've to study tmr le..gonna study my chemistry test..i have to finish my research on HE..
hmms..n i oso nd to tell mr loh i'm quitting..omg..e stress is coming up..i can't seem to b happy..
troubled every single moment..feeling tired easily..can't seem to concentrate..
currently looking for e song "Ransom Letter" by Pug Jelly..but i can't seem to find it anywhr..
eng songs are so hard to find..having a hard time..guess i had to ask from jk..
can anybody cheer me up?suppose this is e bluest national day i had..
i hate this kind of feeling..feeling tired..hmms..i shouldn't crap so much..
gtg..having a good nitex rest..cheer up!!=)

99th post le..yay!!1 more post n tt will be 100th post..congratulate me..haha..i am mad..
anyway..today is really a bad day..feeling bad..blue..troubled..lots n lots of emotions n thinking today..
today concert had quite a number of cork up..n ya..he become stage head..n U..i am not jealous of him..
it e unfairness he had given me..making me wanna quit this CCA..but things have an ironic change..
hE quit instead..volunteering himself..PA gonna collapse..in his umm..leading..his not tt good leading..
n i speak my mind off today..he sure not happy with me de..but who cares?i mean..he forces me too..
though i noe we guys are partly at fault..but..it just tt everybody have a responsibilities..seem like a lot of ppl gonna quit..n it collapsing.. and i feel tt i couldn't bring myself to quit this CCA now..i am letting ppl down..
anybody can tell me wad can i do abt it?sis told me just quit..but i shouldn't be leaving in such a crucial moments..
but i guess tt is e only choice..i'm leaving..i noe i will be contributing as much as others..
i will not be even 90% devoted in this CCA..i will not be happy if i'm staying..ppl sae tt he will not quit..
perhaps..n i think he will be nagging even worse..i gonna ask ms koh whether is thr any vacanies in library on fri..
hmms..i am feeling very trouble by this issue..but i think u must always make ur choice..
believe me..i will come back n help u guys to stabilise this CCA..i will not just leave u guys in e lurch..
i will do my best n help u all..though i noe perhaps i will bring in more trouble instead..=__=..
pls..believe in yourself..have faith in yourself..e world is not collapsing bcos of him..
we must prove it to him..shall really think carefully this issue in this few days..
gtg..gonna enjoy myself..though i noe it hard..smilex always!!=)

Boys s***..but not all boys..but at least most of e boys i noe s***..pardon me for using "s***" this words..
nth i could describe le..they couldn't be at least bother with e things happening ard them..
they always give gals attitude..making gals to do most of e things..n wad does gal do?help them tidy up e plight..
pathetic plight..i have no idea whether girls sch are better or wad..but if i've e opportunity..i wanna try to go to gals sch..
i am quite in a dilemma of wanting to quit CCA anot..cos i'm afraid i really can't cope with e studies..
and they send me to a leadership programme worx..and is like if i take e course..n not going to stay in this CCA..
i will be bad..but library haf a position now..n not everytime haf de..i dunno la..c 1st..
and more n more projects coming on our way..history den home econs..HE is individual..
think tt will be more easier to do..as i have always been looking forward to an individual project..
hope i can do better..n u guys..stop thinking tt presenting is as easy as ABC..if u r tt great..present it..
we are not doing tt good for our artefacts..so we shall just buck up on our presenting skills..i am not saying anything abt my presenting skills..but i do love to present n i will make an effort to present it well..
it late..i'm tired..n i dunno hw to sae le..emotions is numb except i could feel anger..frustrated..n a sense of helplessnes..u guys are not helping..but making things to be worse..
tmr shall report at sch before 6.15..i hope..we must come to sch at 5..
but too bad n sad..i will not be coming to sch so early..as my mum n brains wouldn't allow me to..
gtg..sleeping soon..n tmr ndp concert..hope is a success..smilex always!!=)

hmms..lots of project work on the way..now is project work..later will be history n home econs..
have to quickly finish e project work before we can do anything abt it..shall work on e presentation on e PW during e National Day holiday..i am now busy with home econs project..haiix..tmr got home econs test..n i only study half-way..studying later..switching off computer at 9pm..i hope i can..so i must blog quickly..plus today e whole 1/4 of e day i was out..1st..wake up at 6.30am..for goodness sake..a week..i have not sleep till 1oam..nvm.. shall make it up on national day holiday..i dun care..i wanna sleep..n after doing some stuffs..i went to my cousin who was teaching at 1 famous institute,his wife just give birth..baby was cute..n i watch e day after tomorrow.. finally..and it was simply wonderful..even sis sae her heart was at her mouth when watching e exciting part..so exaggerating.. haha..well..he is rich..have a super long plasma tv..hmms..
and have eaten the buffet..until i'm so full..e buffet was nice..i like it a lot..
den we went home..finally..cos i've been wanting to sleep badly..i've sleep for an hour plus..so shiok..
but nevertheless..i am still feeling so tired..going to pon tmr afternoon meeting..i can't meet as i gt PW meeting with them..gonna finish e work quickly..so den can concentrate on other stuffs..
hope is a success..hopefully..i really prefer working alone or with somebody i trust rather den with ppl who dunno how to do stuffs..i'm not indicating anyone or ppl..just opinions..
hopefully..i can score well for my home econs test..going to study soon..
ya..gtg..signing off n off to study..smilex always!!=)

i am listening to 183club new album now..quite nice..but i dun really like 183club..my favourite now is Joe!!
and i am totally crazy abt ISWAK..my computer connection now got problem..sigh..trying to fix it..
ya..and is ok now..haiiz..tired today..wanna sleep le..coz morning so early wake up..wanting to sleep..
lots of ppl displease about HIM le..they were all complaining abt him..he took 1hr+ to tok finish..
and now must call him "Sir"..lots of ppl dun want lorx..though he praise me,[thank you]..but his popularity is dropping..
everybody dun like him..haiix..he always make things extra hard for us lorx..and he is slacking down thr..
shalln't tok abt him liao..he is umm..dunno how to sae..speak to CYC today again..though were kana scare by him..
think he didn't realise tt he scare me..haha..but ndp parade was great..i love the band..
i love those band music..make me feel so great..music is indeed an universal language..
and i went lot 1 with jy..we eat e shilin chicken..coz we were like so hungry..it was so tiring lorx..
den we walk walk ard lorx..nth much actually..but i saw my pri sch frenx..thanks god he still noe me..
though we are of different class at p5 n 6..but same class in 3 n 4..if nv rmb wrongly..
he even treated me chicken which i love it last time cos he make me cry..as making up for me..
last time we are so pure and innocent lorx..not like now..everything is so complicated..
troubled,stress up..problems..they seem like nv-ending..
haiiix..i love Jay de Zui hou de zhan yi..
e lyrics is like so nice n touching..wanna cry when listening to it..
gtg..changing blogskins+searching for new blogskins..smilex always!!=)

i am tired today..feeling sleepy now..and have no idea wad to blog..all i can sae..i am tired..
hmms..today CCA is ok..at least choir make me not to feel tt my CCA is tt bad..
manage to reach hm b4 6.20..coz she force Him to release her..
so i get e chance to sae unfair and get to go early..whew..or else i do not when i will be release..
wanting to find a jay chou songs..dunno got wad zhan yi de..listening to his november chopin..to c whether gt tt songs..
love that song a lot..so finding tt songs..but do not whether will be successful anot..c 1st..
hmm..nth really happen at sch..except that i think ms ng gonna be like a volcano n gonna erupt soon..
think she couldn't bear with our class..n PW is ok..gonna meet again next monday to finish e remaining work..
hope we can finish it..really..so scared we can't do a good job..can't do it well..
tmr gonna go to sch for ndp parade rehearsal..anyway..sis let me c a short clip of KSS ndp parade..
here is e link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpzIxVxt7xE
go n haf a watch if u want..quite lame..i noe..n there is a short clip of colors of asia too..
wonder who is e uploader..haha..i think if u wanna watch e full version..wait till tt day..
i think tt day e spirit shall be very high worx..
tmr still need to go to sch..sun can't sleep late..omg..i dun have a day which i can slp late!!!
nvm..shall make it up on national day..
gtg..smilex always!!=)

dunno how to start so chooses this way..tmr need to go early to sch..
and is as early as 5.30am..omg..spare me..i'm NOT going..i wouldn't sacrifice my sleeping time for this..
as i knew i won't be doing much thr..wad more..thr is a rehearsal in e afternoon..
never ever..i will explain to mr loh why i nv go..rest assured..You..dunnid u to hold responsible..
since i come so late..as well as i dun come..i am feeling stressed up..
by e project work stuff..e malay boys wouldn't want to do anything..and is their job to do tt..
and we are only supposed to present..and we are doing extra stuffs..i wouldn't let u all to gain like tt..
i shall just help u guys paint only..no pain..no gain..esp HIM..keep giving me e attitude..
acting tough,big but actually he doesn't know tt he is actually very small..
we are small..not big..we are normal ppl..just e fact he is richer den us..he giving me attitude..
omg...dislike this kind of ppl..nvm..just force him to do things..
and history lessons was fun..i manage to break e code of a game..haha..so fun sia..
and i going to get a reward..though maybe is just a small stuff..
but i appreciate it anyway..thaNks ms koh!!!
watch pearl harbour today too..it was so violence..
causing me a little bit anti-japanese..coz of wad they done to so many innocent lives..
and while we watching..we were talking abt titanic..haha..out of topic..
gtg..packing bag and watching lost..smilex alwayS!!

Life is really unfair..just like what happens today..shalln't sae..if wanna noe..ask me..
i simply HATE HIM!!he thinks he is great..he think PA will collapse without him..
for goodness sake..for wad i believe..i'm sure PA will do better without him..much much more better..
he is acting noble..big..as though he makes a lot sacrifices..or i shld sae..yes..u did sacrifice a lot..
but pls stop thinking tt we will die without you..we will not..i believe without u..we will do better..
at least i think this year our performance is better than last year..we have improved..
shalln't tok abt this..spoil my mood..and today someone sabotage me..it HER..well..
we are neither frenx nor enemies..suppose this is called classmates?
i have no idea..and i think that i have been slacking..i think my physics fail..
i did not done as well as i could..i'm feeling stress up abt wad i am doing for my studies..
i need some directions..feel lost..and tired..
i guess i need some sleep..i really must buck up..on my academic results..
JIAYOU le..!!i love lit but i dun like HIM..i doubt he know e way to write a letter..
an informal letter..wanna us to write informal letter..but use bit n pieces of personal recount format..
to think he teaches eng..den i really shld be greatful tt tay tay is teaching us eng..
omg..i can't believe i have a teacher like him..he is one of e spoilers in my days..
but i did enjoy my time during maths..loving maths lesson..loving scissors..
haha..gtg..smilex always!!=)

23 days more..and i will be older by 1 year le worx..haha..14 yrs old..dunno who will rmb it..
hmms..and today i met totto-chan n shiting..primary sch frenx..dunno tt totto-chan will rmb anot..
hope he will..haha..i am bad..if he dun rmb..doesn't matter too..but i do hope he rmb..
well..nth really happens today except Beijing students came to singapore..or i shld sae come to our sch..
they wear jacket all e while..are singapore tt cold?doubt so..aniwae..they will be joining sec 3 4 lessons..
so good..but if they were to come..i will have pressure too..hope they enjoy their stay..
i told mr loh abt e CCA stuffs..well..i can't let go of my CCA..coz it contains too much beautiful memory..
i shld not let HIM to pollute it..so i guess..i have to bear with it 1st lorx..
hmms..aniwae..i will reduce my time in my CCA..definetely will..cos i wanna concentrate on my study..
oh ya..someone did comment abt my blog ytd..saying my blog is boring..all abt studies..
for goodness sake..i got no bf..nobody except my family..u can't expect me to write abt every movement of my family,rite?tt will even be more boring..
and i eat paper prata today..nice but oily..omg..make me fatter..shall either go running or climbing stairs tmr..
well..no choice..not like others..eat le so much oso won't get fatter..
i get fat easily as my oils always duplicate..
hmms..actually..nth to write today..just squeeze out e juice..
gtg..smilex always!!=)
have a keen interest in SPF now..