My Shadows.

//Monday, July 31, 2006 9:46 PM

Lost cum depressed again..

i am lost cum depressed again..yes..i oso dunno y..feeling down..upset..wanna cry..
sick of my CCA....sick of HIM!!super sick of him..i'm going mad..
i gonna quit my CCA..though feeling quite she bu de..i've no choice..
i can't bear with him..he is super duper irratating..n irresponsibe..
he is using his identity to pressure on us..for NTH..he think he is big..yet he crap a lot..
delaying our times..sae i whining n whining..yet he is e 1 who is nagging all e times..
i'm sorry..charlene..i really couldn't withstand or tolerate e nonsense he gave me..
everytimes he sae abt discipline..can u pls tell me wad discipline do we haf?
i'm utterly sick of him..i'm not sick of this CCA..but HIM!!well..causing me to depress..
feeling all stress up..fed up..i dun wanna quit my CCA..but he forces me to..
he sae reach latest by 5.30..well..i gonna reach at 6.30-6.45..i do not wanna care..
i gonna tell mr loh I'M quitting..i dun care he want to kick me out or wad..
i am not a ball for him to kick ard..i shall just join AVA or library..
i dun care..not at least caring about it..but i'm lying to myself..
i oso dunno why i am depress..i guess tiredness causes me to feel like this..
mood swings..i dunno y lately i am feeling like tt..
think is because i did not do well for my physics..i really dunno hw to do..
i am trying hard to live up with e expetations..trying hard..
but tt STUPID HIM is wasting my time..he have a lot of time..but not me..
i am trying hard not to disappoint everyone..pls..give me e space to breathe..
not squeezing me until like e paper prata..if U are reading[i doubt so]..
by all mean if wanna swear..i dun care..because u r just an extra in my life..
my "wonderful"president..this is my thoughts of u..
well..beijing students coming tmr..wonderful..this cheer up a bit..
gtg..smilex always!!=)

//Sunday, July 30, 2006 3:22 PM

tired..

yes..i am feeling tired..not tt kind of external tired..like wanting to sleep or wad.. but is emotional tired..psychological tired..been feeling tired..tt all i can c..hmms..down..my feeling is e same as outside weather..raining..well..shalln't tok abt this anymore..anyway..jus now cousin comes..n when i use my hand n eat..she eee..well..she is a close cousin to me..but WHY can't i use my hand to eat when i am at HOME?!?!for goodness sake..no one is looking at me to eat..n must i act so elegant when i am at home..this ISN'T me..if u ever saw me eating like tt at home..unless thr got guests la..i couldn't be so open..that will destroy my image..haha..but if thr is nobody..tell u..dun be surprise i will eat like tt..of course..i wouldn't eat like tt outside la..i would of course be properly eating using utensils..rest assured..but nv ask me to act so elegant at hm..tt will be mission impossible to me!!and just now she uses my shirt marker to draw on e whiteboard..n i realizes too late..aaarrrgghh..my $2plus marker..waste on e whiteboard..nvm..wad done can't be undone..unless i have a time turner..i am so frustrated..i can't concentrate on studying sci physics..can't seem to remember..and i can't afford to fail my sci..well..i think i shall just try n do my best..really..just pass..that is good enough le..not hoping to get good grades for it..yes..i shall just admit that i can't be very lady-like..tt is NOT me!!tt will be a fake me..n i nv will be like tt..for sure..but i can't promise as i dunno wad will happen in e future..hmms..i'm back to my this style..feeling like doing it..n mon tmr again..bro going to uni tmr le..n me..having lessons again le..i am trying to do blogskins..gonna jiayou le..gtg..smilex always!!=)

//Saturday, July 29, 2006 5:41 PM

Sat..=)

sat today..well..i pon my CCA..dun feel like going..so naturally..i just sleep n sleep..
n forget about it..haha..though feeling bad..but i really dun feel like going back to sch worx..
hmms..nvm la..dun tok abt this le..but i still meet up with jinyan to get my files..
my sci file..cos i needed it to study my sci..
just now got eat durians..until now..my mouth still have e smell of durian..
haha..so delicious..n den after tt play com for a while..
but blogskins have database issues till now!!i wanna see new blogskins..check e forum de..
n till now..i can't go in..qi si wo le..y must have database issues?!?!
can't it wait till late night den haf?suan le..shall not be exploded with such little things..
n i eat e cheeseballs..quite nice la..but not as cheesy or nice as i think..
now thr are foods everywhere..trying to seduce me to eat..
haiyo..i can't stand it le la..but must try to control..
or not later my weight will be very nice..haha..
i climb e stairs home..making me so tired..
but nvm..can lose weight according to mr teo..
must maintain my weight..dun wanna increase weight..
sleep in e afternoon..i am a pig..
haha..gtg..changing blogskins..smilex always!!=)going to lot 1 again..
to library..but i no money le to top up card..nvm..top up $5 1st..

//Friday, July 28, 2006 9:12 PM

fun day..

yes..today was a fun day..at least i did feel tt n i enjoy myself..hoho..
i am mad..haha..today lesson is ok la..except maths..
scissors give us a talk again..as we did not did very well again for CT..
i feel that i could did better if i could read tt qns properly..really well..
with my eyes wide big..make me lose marks..motivated to do better..
after school..got NDP rehearsal..saw sis frenx..CYC..a nice guy..haha..
hmms..shake hand with him..have an intro..just like his bro..nice guy..
ask me how sis was..all i tell him was sis is busy with project..tt e fact..
and guess wad?!?!Mediacorp with tt Ben came to our sch for Showtime..
get his signature..haha..so happy..shiok..over e moon all e day..
he quite shuai cum kawaii la..haha..today..really enjoy myself at sch..
hmms..and gniJil..dun always pull such a long face..
waste ur cute cute face..must smilex...
friday..today can sleep late late again..yay!!
2 days of break..mum fell sick..not feeling well..
must take care of herself worx..
GET WELL SOON!!!
gtg..searching 4 beautiful blogskins..smilex always!!=)

//Thursday, July 27, 2006 9:38 PM

87th post..

eyes closing soon..real soon..super sleepy today..badly needed a BED!!
hmms..today went to Singapore Polytechnics aka SP..
hmms..huge place..we have a talk at 1st..
oh ya..b4 we left sch..we were "threaten" by soon kueh..to behave ourself..
or our kranji style punishment will..mms..should now..
so we did behave our best..as we got 2NA going only..n we REALLY behave..
gosh..really..i mean if u were at thr..u were be surprised cum shock how other sch behave..
they scream..shout when e lights were out..as if we were watching horrifying movies..
BUT THAT WAS SIMPLY WORSE THAN TT!!n tt lecturer..can still praise us 4 being good..
think his eyes need some eye lotion..haiya..and we have treasure hunt..
run all over e SP..asking qns..n KRANJI was e TOP 2!!
well..me,gniJil,JY,KL,T won e 2nd..n e other grp oso 2G de..won 1st..
well..i'm proud of it man..haha..kidding la..
but i'm glad i' not in both tt "sea" sch..
if u do not understand..think of e most 2 noisiest sch..they are related to sea..
and well..at staff room..was funny..
couldn't stop smiling..anyway..tt scissors sae i got a lot of wrong for Math CT...
i wanna cry le la..haiy0..i disappoint myself..
hmms..i gonna JIAYOU le..
gtg..slping+packing up soon..smilex always!!=)

//Wednesday, July 26, 2006 9:46 PM

Wed..

hmms..ya..today is wednesday..nth really happen today..
only at e maths lesson..our super observant GniJil observe sth..
and when she told me that..to be frank..my mouth couldn't stop laughing..
n it keep on stretching..gonna tear le..haha..
cannot tell u all..but can ask from me..but KCK..i won't be telling u..till..
u treat me swensen ice-cream..oops..using Jy lines again..
haha..n pls for goodness sake..LJ..i dun like him!!!i am carefree now..
like e feeling now..not liking anybody..it can be an enjoyable stuff but miserable too..
anyway..i am TOTALLY MAD at myself..gosh..
my maths qns got 1 wrong..n i do tt qns tt day..aaarrrggghh..i am so careless..
plus tt monotone..make me lose 1 marks for chemistry..
i am so fed up with myself..for losing marks..
aaarrrggghh...i am gonna work hard n not make stupid mistakes again in EOY..
i WILL try..definetlely will..
my 1 marks gone..sobbing..
JIAYOU for my other subjects..
tmr got PE..can play badminton..hoorays!!
but guess have to run 1st..jiayou le..
gtg..sleeping cum packing up soon..
smilex always!!=)

//Tuesday, July 25, 2006 10:12 PM

study..

hmmms..lot of stuffs to study today..
and i can blog earlier today..but computer connection is weird..
can't seem to connect..n i have to shut down n switch on again..
waste of my time..but i rmb e procedures of simple distillation during tt period of time..
tmr gonna have chemistry class test..n a suprise test by tt scissors..
but i'm not sure too..n yes..i'm back to my own blogging style..
kind of need a long time for tt kind of blogging..
decided to shorten my time..
i can't really rmb chemistry..trying my best to concentrate n understand it..
and i get bitten by dunno wad things like 7-8 times..
super itchy..n when it heals..sometimes..it leave a "unnoticeable scar to u but noticeable scar to me"..
scratching it..and i'm gonna pack my bag soon..
n was wondering..does u all agree that ppl in this world is selfish?
well..i do agree..everyone wants e best for themselves or loved ones..
hmms..guess i'm one of them..not as magnimous as others..
gtg..sleeping soon..smilex alwayS!!
hope not to get bitten again..

//Monday, July 24, 2006 4:06 PM

4.08pm..

i'm blogging at this time..i really dunno wad to write for my title..haiix..tired..sleepy..i wanna sleep..at this time..perhaps Gnijil n Jinyan at sch studying now..so hardworking sehx..n i think Gnijil is so angry,pek chek with me le..coz of my selfishness..haiix..think coz of my character..but i dun really like to share some things with others..n well..pls do not be misunderstood if i nv give u e ans of e qns u ask..i wanna test where is my standard..and yes..i do admit that i get fed up very easily..i dun even noe when i will explode..n pls do not keep laughin at me..i HATE that feeling..
u all may think is funny..but to me..it is hurtful..i blog b4..i am not smart at all..i ask ppl qns too..i am not as smart as some ppl..see..so Gnijil..i am sorry if i really make u angry..dun be angry..
smilex,=),kk?!?!hmms..tmr mr ong gonna teach us physics..but i dun understand at all..later gonna study it..after i am energetic again..i can't really concentrate if i am feeling sleepy..my mind will be fill with sleep..eyelids closing..listening S.H.E new songs now..quite nice la..haha..
today maths test is ok la..i just rmb e formula..but e last qn ans..different ppl haf different ans..i oso dunno y..but tt NO.9..ans same as me..e part [a] ans..haha..at least got someone same as me..
gtg..smilex always!!=)Gnijil..dun be angry n SORRY..

//Sunday, July 23, 2006 3:15 PM

Sunday..

just finish doing some questions on maths..nv get all correct though..well..today thought of using this way to blog my blog..weird..uncomfortable..tmr school gonna start again..i HAVE not rest finish yet..does not look forward to sch..coz feeling tired..oso dunno why..feeling sick..think maybe i 'm going to fall sick soon..nth really happen today..or u shld sae till now..dad n mum are out to Tiong Bahru market..sis in her lala land..meeting Zhou Gong..guess she is really tired..n she is very trouble by her ulcer..pity her..n super painful in her mouth..could feel e pain..haha..n i forgot to thaNks Mr Kat for believing us that we are not as lousy as express in e IFD..whoa!!i love mr kat man..he is a person who never fail to believe ppl..kind of wish to have his characteristic..believing others..n teachers..stop making wild guesses..though 2G may be wild..naughty..noisy..
uncontrollable..but we still have our talents..umm..dunno how to sae..we ARE not as bad as u think..though some maybe not as good as u think..but we are not totally rotten yet..
my bookmarks stuff have gone missing..going to look back all my stuffs..gtg..smilex always!!=)

//Saturday, July 22, 2006 8:37 PM

Cultural Fiesta..

Yay!!we get 3rd in sec 2 level competiton..
it been miracle coz our class is not at least cooperative except for some ppl..
n our prize is $80..
suppose is e bike n banner tt help us?!
dunno la..but it is an ENJOYABLE night!!!
haha..enjoy myself worx..
coz i nv do much in PA too..slack thr..nth to do wad..
ms ng gonna treat us..but unfortunately..
they choose pizza which i dun like..
well..sorry for being troublesome..but i really dun like eating it..
i never enjoy eating pizza..so perhaps..i could be rewarded in other way..
so sorry..i never mean anything..
actually wanted update ytd..
but was too tired n sis was using computer..
tt y went to sleep..
see peiyan today at west mall..n wif a guy from kranji too..
is he her bf or bro?dunno lehx..
gonna ask her..n 1 piece of good news..
i out of TAF le..yay!!but i will still go to TAF..
perhaps on thurs..coz wearing PE attire..easier to do PE..
feeling so happy..excited..
i am going to work hard for EOY now..
Jiayou n changing blogskins..
hooray!!
gtg..smilex always!!

//Thursday, July 20, 2006 10:37 PM

10.37pm..

gosh..i am so super tired now..eyelids closing..
sleeping soon..in 10-20 mins time..
so tired today..went to collect class tees today..
think e colour is a little bit too dark..nvm la..
it quite nice though..e logos..at least my think it's ok..
and 3 cheers for mum!!she is coming to c me dance..
haha..yay!!so happie..i must me tired to mad le..
just now do pong pong..but need to use lots of ruffle..
so we used newspaper instead..n do tmr..
so how's e ruffle?!?!dunno la..c hw 1st..
haiix..sorry to Gnijil..make her rush to catch e bus..
oso nv wait for her to go home..sorry worx..
dun be angry..must smilex den u cute mah..
hope we really do well for CF..
coz i think we are e only class which nv practice e dance steps..
so scared for tmr..
n sorry to Jeremy..i really want to collect my tees de..
sorry..make amending tmr..
come earlier n help more..
sleeping soon..
gtg..smilex always!!=)
cough is bad..throat feeling bad..

//Wednesday, July 19, 2006 9:44 PM

Tired!!

though i'm not that super duper tired..
but i am tired..
i'm quite worry for our class tees..
as i am scared we are not able to collect it tmr..
i DUN want that to happen..never ever..
especially not e crucial period like now..
let me wake up from my nightmare..
i wanna wake up!!
just now play e guitar..i realise tt i do not how to strum a guitar..
how ar?!?!questions marks around n bro is not ard..
totally at lost..
humanities competition..e qns is so tough..dunno wad it is asking..
some noe some dunno..
haiix..suan le..wad done cannot be undone..
today..i think i just sour somebody..
cos she acted too..u noe..shalln't use insultive words..
i am going to work extra hard..
not to let everybody now..
JIAYOU!!gtg..smilex always!!!=)

//Tuesday, July 18, 2006 9:33 PM

18/7/06..

tuesday..just had e history test today..
thought it was manageable..
though i dunno wad causes e GD to happen..
i really dunno n i check e textbk..
i think it oso nv write..
just penning down my thoughts..
no offence horx..
getting 1st in class luckily does not mean tt e person knows everything..
tt person is also learning with others..
not that e person must know everything..
n u can't expect tt person to like being so knowledgeable..
tt person dun like ppl giving her unwanted pressures..
and she oso need to consult people..
she isn't tt superior tt u think..
she can be at e top at times n bottom at times..
not like someone who could maintain his standard all e times..
she is very small in fact..
pls!!stop giving her unwanted pressures..
enough of this..
i think i really need to talk to mr loh..
and thinking of changing my CCA..
can't really cope with it..
today..they stay back till 8plus!!
omg..tt is something i won't do..
esp such a crucial period of time..
going to talk to mr loh tmr..
perhaps..if i can c him..
gtg..smilex always!!=)

//Monday, July 17, 2006 3:40 PM

17/7/06..

when u c this font..my mood is as blue as this..
i dunno why i feel so tired..sick..after school while waiting for them finishing their meeting..
feel like my eyelids closing..
currently..i am still feeling like this..
going to have a good nap 1st b4 i study my history..
feeling tired..sick..blue..
hmms..i dun like the feeling of ppl keep teasing me..
keep saying me..i feel bad..
wanting to cry..
ya..i noe look stupid at times..do stupid things too..
but i just dun like ppl keep saying me..
i am not perfect at all..
though i noe it a part n parcel of my life..
but i DO feel bad..guilty..n there came my low-self esteem..
i try not to hurt ppl..so i do hope that ppl oso could dun hurt me as much..
sometimes..ppl may think it a joke..
no big deal..but i do feel..
dun wanna sae anymore..
gtg..trying to smilex..stay cheerful!!=)

//Sunday, July 16, 2006 7:21 PM

7.19pm..

7.19pm..that what my computer shows..
haven eat dinner but gonna eat soon..
today keep coughing n coughing..
got a lot of e dunno wad stuck at my throat..
feeling so uncomfortable man..
wishes to spit it out..but it dun wan..
anyway..afternoon..i went to malaysia..
short n swift trip..just go thr n buy mag..
perhaps..next time 2 weeks go once..
coz wanna buy mag thr n cheaper..
but actually i do not have much time to read..
to keep dust 4 e time being n read later..
i haven wash my shoes..aaarrrggghhh..sianx..
perhaps wash b4 i eat or after i eat..
depend whether mum want to bath 1st anot..
later go n study history again..haven study finish..
n pack bag n sleep..
tmr going to sch again..
feeling..dunno hw to sae..
gtg..eating dinner..smilex always!!=)

//Saturday, July 15, 2006 12:02 PM

untitled..

well..just woke up not long ago..
haha..actually got about 1h 30mins le..
and lunch is ready..but i'm not a least hungry..
haiix..wanna go interchange n buy something..
i guess ppl who noe me well will know wad i buy..
i wanna go lot 1!!!
haiix..y ytd dun haf?!?!den dunnid to be so trouble le..
haiix..c how things work 1st..
now listening to fanfan de"i think i"..
e full hse "i think i" chinese version..
love this song man..
her new album all song quite nice..
later gonna study le..
study my history and maths..
can't afford to slack worx..
plus study history for common test n tt humanities competition..
must jiayou le!!!
going to eat lunch soon..
perhaps later go to lot 1 ba..
gtg..smilex always!!=)..
changing blogskins!!

//Friday, July 14, 2006 10:12 PM

Friday!!

tired today..feel like sleeping now..
been busy e whole day..with cultural fiesta..
haiix..actually never happens a lot for today..
just a very simply yet so-so day..
today at chi lessons nearly quarrel with Gnijil..
haiix..always say me..well..sorry..
unintentionally gib u attitude problems..
but i really never heard siewyi call me to give her paper ma..
then u so fierce..den i little bit bushuang le..
sorry..not in good mood lately..
actually oso dunno blog wad..haha..
just perhaps thot of changing CCA..
PA to library..much more relaxation..
easier work to do..lesser time needed..
can concentrate in studies..
badly need to study now..
i can't afford to slack anymore..
gtg..smilex always!!=)

//Thursday, July 13, 2006 9:29 PM

Blogging again..

ytd never blog..and play computer..misses it so much..
coz must do e art things lorx..
and den do until very late..
i am very tired today though i got sleep my nap..
and ytd never go for CCA..feeling bad..
but oso no choice wad..
haiix..lately keep kana suan by them..
small actions will oso make them laugh..
oso dunno wad they laugh about..
n tt Gnijil horx..wanna "bian" her lehx..
keep e class list we thot lost in her bag..
aaarrrggghhh..qi si wo le..
and i am one of those being selected humanties competition..
y me?!but i guess that is a very good oppurtunity too..
and sometimes i do not understand something..
y my CCA must be so busy..?!?!
to be frank..i think i dun haf tt much passionate for my CCA..
dun have tt patience to listen them crapping..
it a feeling tt they gif me they are wasting my time..
wasting my energy on stuffs like tt..
like being biased to girls..
i am now running away..unable to face e reality..
i hate e unequality in my CCA..
i couldn't be wasting all my time at thr..
i am tired le..no energy for them le..
guess i will burst out 1 day..
it will not be long le..
gtg..smilex always!!=)

//Tuesday, July 11, 2006 9:17 PM

Tuesday..

well..today really never happen a lot of stuffs..
except that someone keep telling me tt i'm noisy..
asking me to keep quiet all e time..
due to e history test..haiix..
omg..it wasn't my fault lorx..
it just that i oso not too sure of my ans too..
u c..i nv study..and from just now until now..
i oso haven study..omg..i can't do this..
i going study history later..
i just draw on my shoes just now only..
and i think my drawing sux man..
it really true..
i dunno how i am going to survive without studying..
and today maths clinic..
i have forgotten how to do some of e qns..
i have to buck up now..
cannot slack le..
or not my results will keep falling..
gtg..going to study soon..
smilex always!!=)

//Monday, July 10, 2006 8:59 PM

Beginning of week..

well..today happen a lot of things..
like being ignored by tt "scissors"..
that is being stupid man..
i was just asking a questions to clarify my doubts..
n how can he ignore me?!!?!qi si wo le..
am i invisible or did i noe tt i have special ability like e fantastic 4?!?!
like having an invisible without knowing it?!?!
i'm not being angry but was feeling like "__"..
tt is e emotions..i have on my face..
den kana e CK n tt overhigh gal laugh..omg..
making me dunno hw to ask qns if i dunno tt questions..
aaaarrrggghhh..qi si wo le..
anyway.."she" is back to herself le..
having frenx beside her le..
and started to turn her back against me..
perhaps..i guess..i have to listen to them sometimes..
tt i shouldn't be too kind..forgive this kind of person..
but wad can i do?!?!i can't bear to c ppl suffer..
but in e end..wad did i get?!?!..kana "suan"by her lorx..
wad more..haiix suan le..she is just like a chamelon..
changing herself again n again due to e enviroment..
well..dun wanna tok much abt her le..
gtg..smilex always!!
i think i gonna change skins soon..hehe..=)

//Sunday, July 09, 2006 2:01 PM

SunDay..

in e end..i still did not watch world cup..
i went to sleep..haha..guess i couldn't hold on to 3am..
well..i never been..but bad enough couldn't watch world cup final..
aaarrrgghh..i wanna watch but it TOO LATE!!
i would never be able to woke up in e mid of nite..
and watch tv..i would definetely fall asleep..
talk about other stuff ba..
i finish my eng compo le..
just finish or freshly written on tt piece of paper..
haha..actually..i dunno how to write n i just follow e guideline..
i think i will be doing badly..omg..
tmr still got eng common test..
dunno how to study..guess try to do my best..
later still need to do my art..
try my best to do my art..
going to cut n paste my pics..
can't do much..i guess..
coz my art sux n it damn lousy..
perhaps weekday or weekend go plaza singapura..
and buy my fabric paints..
hehe..gtg..smilex always!!=)
eating my lunch soon..

//Saturday, July 08, 2006 9:33 PM

wEEkends..

todae went to hospital and do some stuffs..
that is earn money..haha..details ask me..
coz too lazy to type out..
but i could say it is a very fun day..
enjoy it a lot..
me haven do finish homework..
or i should sae i haven started on it..
tmr gonna do it..and going to draw my art..
can anybody save me..?!?!"__"..
i dunno how to draw..
my drawing is damn lousy..omg..
i am gonna die le la..
suan le..try my best and do it..
i buy epop issue 62 today..
i am like haven finish reading all e mag i buy..
and i keep buying..
haha..i am such a spendthrift..
later gonna watch world cup..
if i can..coz dun wanna miss it..
gtg..smilex always!!=)
doing homework tmr..

//Friday, July 07, 2006 9:21 PM

Friday!!

hooray!!friday..today happened a lot of things as usual..
dun wanna talk about it..
having problem for e class tee stuff..
actually..we dun really care abt brands..
coz wad matters more is it is comfortable to wear..
i'm not like shooting who..but tt wad i felt..
n i think most ppl felt..
today early release..but went home go out again..
went queensway shopping centre check tee price..
and while we climbing up stairs up to 2nd floor..
someone caught sight of self-design tee..
n wanna me to ask them whr to buy..
n i dun wan..giving chase to tt 2 BBSS boys students..
i was malu..but still thick-skinned to ask..
frankly speaking..e guy is quite cute n good-looking..
haha..but i'm not desperate for guys..
anyway..many thanks to tt 2 BBSS boys..
haha..n den after tt went JP..
shirt was much cheaper..
n i think we choose to do thr better..
more easy for us to collect..
haha..gtg..smilex always!!=)
changing blogskins.."__"

//Thursday, July 06, 2006 10:01 PM

i cry today..

i cry today..
coz of a prank..
took my maths textbook..pen..calculators..
at first..yes..it was indeed funny..
i laugh with them like siao..
but until i lost my things continously..
den it was not funny..
to be frank..i dun like ppl to fool me again n again..
feel so lost..that e feeling i hate..
nobody helping u..
and then when i cry n do spot-check on bags..
den they return me le..
i suppose that was e longest time i cry..
like 5-10 mins..
pls..play prank can..but not again n again..
dun wanna tok le..
class tee dunno which view so nice..
love it man..e two double six..
lijing so pro..
gtg..bb..smilex always!!=)

//Wednesday, July 05, 2006 10:00 PM

Arab street..

i went to arab street today with ms tang n ms wong..
well..arab street full of fabrics..
and lots of other culture stuffs..
and we went to one of e Nonya-style[i suppose]shop..
and the things thr was so nice and delicate..
like being properly and nicely made..so nice lorx..
and sorry ms tang..i dunno whether u noe y i was laughing..
but i noe it was rude..so sorry..
shall not tell e whole process..
but today at sch was fun..
actually..went to botanical gardens for TAF..
but too little ppl go..so cancel..
and was eventually invited to go to arab street..
and lijing and jinyan keep on making me laugh..
distracting me during chinese lessons..
making me unable to concentrate lorx..
and lijing keep poking me..
i noe i got a lot of fats..
very good to poke..
also dunnid to keep poking ma..
gtg..smilex always!!=)
sleeping soon..very tired today..

//Tuesday, July 04, 2006 4:15 PM

I am super slow today..

well..i admit that my reaction today is super slow..
due to loss of sleep ytd..i suppose so..
so i created a lot of jokes of myself..
and i suppose all those frenx and sitting beside me..
laugh a lot today..haha..coz i oso dunno y..
haha..i am kinda weird..funny today..
my mind again is fill with sleep..sleep..sleep again..
but at night..i going to revise my history..
and do my english..
actually..i really do not noe what to do..
anybody mind telling me?
haha..i am mad..
and my computer connection seems to got sth wrong..
and i find a lot of beautiful blogskins..
gonna change..
but perhaps not now..not today..
probably weekends or tmr..
c whether i got time..
gtg..smilex alwayS!!=)

//Monday, July 03, 2006 11:53 AM

Youth Day!!

yes..it youth day..
haha..i spent almost all e time in e morning sleeping..
sleep like a pig not a sleeping beauty..
haha..i am mad..
haiy0..i still haven do eng homework..
no idea how to do..
haiix..guess have to ask ppl le..
and i nv do much in e weekends..
and school starting tmr again..
omg..i dun feel like going back to sch..
haiixx..holiday mood is not over yet..
and IFD coming..making it sux even worse..
dun see any reason y we must be e organiser..
i guess i love my ordinary life..
living like an ordinary person..
no worry..no stress..
i do hope i can quit my busy CCA now..
feeling like can't cope with e stress..
e attitude by e president..haiix..
i simply can't stand him..
gtg..going to do homework soon..
smilex always!!=)

//Sunday, July 02, 2006 12:42 PM

sUnday..

yay..just now download xiaozong interview in malaysia..
so happy sehx..haha..
ytd after went to c doctor..
went to chinatown..bought epop mag..
issue 61..miss e issue 60..
nvm..it good that i bought 61..
today sunday..sleep late late again..
tmr still can sleep late late..
coz youth day..
haha..yay..so happy..
oso dun haf homework..
but later gonna revise some subjects..
today oso not going anywhere..
coz no whr to go..
and so i'm enjoying sunday morning at home..
it not boring la..
coz it quite cozy to be at home too..
me oso too lazy to go out..
gtg..smilex always!!=)

//Saturday, July 01, 2006 2:30 PM

wEEkeNds!!

yay!!weekend..saturday came..
can sleep late late le..
so shiok seh..i am so happy..
aniwae..i'm going out ltr..
it a pity i nv go 4 sch open hse..
can't c mr chua..haiix..
wanna go badly..but can't..tt bad..
monday do need to go to sch..
cos of youth day..haha..
another day to sleep late late le..
COA was fun..and i guess i like e kranji idol part best..
esp when a guy sing Ken Hirai"Hitomi wo Tojite"..
his voice was like exactly e same..
well..all of e kranji idol sing very good..
or i suppose i like tt song very much..
love it so much man..
July came..and 3 more mths to exams..
quite worry..
but i guess i'm going to work hard for it..
Jiayou!!
gtg..smilex always!!=)~~